You are Sweet am Not-E

Iff we have studied together
Perhaps we are doing now though very far
Not in this manner
But being with each other

Am sure I would have thereafter
Chosen the topics being lighter
And delegate the most complex chapter
To You with a smiley of wicked laughter

While you strive harder
To get into the crux of the matter
With solid brainstorming endeavour
I would have simply lied over
On Your back and murmer
With excitement, as if a thriller
I am reading, and whisper
Words of love in your ear.. :))

Disturbing you with a feather
Or seeking attention without a pointer
Making faces and funny gesture
Giving goosebumps and make you shiver

Disturbing yes but I would have
Done in an art to bother
You till such hour
You get up and overpower
Me and take me off and render
Me powerless in your vigour

First desperately and then surrender
As you cannot hurt me ever
In a softer lighter composure
Making me numb and a tired creature

Such that I get into a fast slumber
Helplessly and you being smarter
Resume your studies further
And when I get up later
I also get to study in rocking fear

But you being the best husband ever
Would let me study in peace and never :))
Do the same like my naughty behavior
And hug me and love with utmost care
:)))

Am in Cloud Chapter 1 its 10 past 1
Where are you my dear?
Studying alone in isolation
Or with someone in a joint venture??

Love, Life and Everything I need to be happy

Just be there with me, within me...
Don't ever leave me alone, I need you...
More that You need me...
Love you so very much, always...
Your presence around me,
makes all the difference...
Don't ever through me away, so far, that I end up hurting myself...
I can't take care of myself, the way you can take care of me...
Just Be There, I need you...

I was here

I was here
Sitting in same place same posture
Till such times..I cant bear
Anymore of the impending future

Aimless thoughtless
Slowly writhing in a painfully painless
State..till such times I feel knocked off
Out of my senses

I was here
Knowing you are nowhere
Nowhere in my life
Without any fear
Of losing YOU anymore
Because in the first place
You are not even there!!!!

Only Love in her overwhelming Power
Will keep me borne on your shoulder
Whatsoever
Like a phantom ghost or a shadow mere
Here there everywhere!!!

Query for You

Are we so sure Eosin that we CANNOT do anything??

Or is it like a silent agreement between us
That we have adopted
We WILL NOT do anything ??
Thinking of Good for all -as a PASS???

We will think and think and think of everyone
Who are involved in this
You will go on performing tasks at your end
Myself will be taskmaster at my bend
We will think of their pains their miseries their sufferings
And we will not be able to hurt all these show runners

And that's why in forlorn
We will hurt US and slowly get lost in oblivion
Like 2 justified Morons.

And everyone else will subsequently win
With the strongest a deep rooted buy in
That they are successful in taking both of us
OUT of each others quadrant
It was only a small nadir of time....
And their feelings for us are actually more powerful
Than OUR feelings for us.

Let me know if its a decided treaty
We will not discuss anything then in insanity
But just take life or the lack of it
As it comes everyday every way till we die or meet next!!!

Its ME when I am someone called LOVE

True Love is some strange feelings when you end up loving the person more when you are vehement hard enough to hate him/her.

True Love is bull headed you cant simply be angry on him/her when you have enough reasons to be so,and end up just being worried.

True Love is horrid you are dying and writhing in pain you want him/her to live happily and peacefully.

True Love is silly in a comma or a trance you tend to hold on to that particular smile of someone which you know for sure cant be yours even for a while.

True Love is gawky awkward when you keep on dreaming holding hands of Love without being able to fathom the underlying nightmares in the dreams.

True Love is mystique when you are mentally so rich that you can derive pleasure out of anything and everything that will make the other person happy even if its for a minute.

True Love is ghostly when you are happily agree to be haunted for the rest of your life and exhange your entire life long survival aftermath with some transient memories in the sand dunes of time.

True Love is stupid when you hate yourself for loving the other person so much and helplessly let your existence be solely ruled by him/her who is not even a part of your so called Life.

True Love is numb when you yourself cannot heal your own pains but completely surrender it to be healed in the hands of someone else, and you never get a chance of that and your pain rots and you are okay with that.

True Love is dumb when you blissfully end up supporting the other person when your life is at stake.

True Love is manipulative when you feebly find yourself speaking in the voice of the other person till such times he/she has moved far far off from your life.


True Love is overpowering when you see someone else is taking your love from you, you think of that I might have created some vacuum inside him/her that's why he/she is not happy with me and you set free as you want your Love to be HAPPY.

True Love is bohemian as she never cares for adjustments if both the people in love are equally happy and satiated love breathes in the oxygen of unadulterated bliss but the moment it becomes adjustment and rulebook she vanishes silently.Life becomes existence.

True Love is uncompromising as she will not ever compromise with anything lesser than LOVE.She will rather kill herself than asking for an adjustment!!!

True Love is some feelings which no one else even the person who loves you can imbibe in yourself unless YOU discover it silently for you and desperately become puppets to her magical wand. You have no other option anymore.

Helpless Slumber

You would wake up before time
Lest I would wait like a statue
To ensure you rest on me
After long hours of fatigue

But I know ..how helplessly I
Fall asleep on your chest
Over the slightest predicament
Giving on you ALL my weight ...

I don't even remember time
I hold on you like a tiny chyme
In the chandelier,, as you softly
Whisper loving words or just look at me
In a reassuring silence
That you are always there for me

And long after I wake up
From that deep deep slumber
I found you exactly the way
I have left you ....

But the smile on your lips have broadened...
And deeper in your eyes the contentment..
Because no matter
How severely stiff you have been
Carrying me for endless hours
In the same awkward manner..
You have seen me sleeping...
Sleeping peacefully.. like a baby
A sleep which none other than you can bestow!!!

And then??
Then as I get up from the
Silhouette of the dreamland
In those mystique midnight expand
You carry me seamlessly
To an unknown state of ecstasy

A peaceful mind a refreshed soul
Discovers an eerie suffocating love
Mesmerizing her Bewildering her
In a frenzied euphoria in your embrace
Locked in each others arms and fragrance
We get to discover each other once more

From soft light cadence of composing caress
To frenzied art of love in a wild frantic madness

Not even thinking once of yourself
How cramped you have been like a shelf
Carrying me till such time I wake up from my sleep
You reassure me when I open my eyes
That you love me -with the delicate kiss
That You love me beyond anything else

Not by speaking the words that
Could have a mention
But by avid manifestation
Of a reinforcing love
In the most natural way
The way in which love has known
Its age-long celebration..

I miss desperately you Eosin...miss all these moments.. all these gestures of yours..which you have never ever spoken to me..also I have not mentioned verbally to you... but I have seen all of these in your eyes deep-rooted,, and felt with my eyes when they did meet yours with complete surrender!!!!

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