Jaaaaaaaaaaan

Baby, my baby, where are you. Getting mad without you. I can
understand that i'm disturbing the peace of others life with my
restlessness. But can't help it.
I love you more than you can imagine. Everything of mine belongs to
you. I live only for you. I'm waiting for tomorrow. Just when you
will be in my arms.
You are the best girl a man can dream of. And you are mine. Oh! I feel so happy.

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Hi baby

Hi eosin...missing u so much shona...everywhere everyway.
U cant do this to me...
U will change my life every moment every pulse n then let me alone die in it.
U just dont know what u mean to me... I owe my life to you
my love my life my soul mate my best freind my passionate lover my heart beat...
Missing you every moment n sub moment..pinning for ur embrace ur
touches ur soldering kisses n overwhelming love making...missing our
room missing our new found love making missing u on top of me...
Dying for u my love

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Its You only YOU... no one but you

Baby,
I want to tell you that every change in you which are fascinating you,  actually has been brought to you by no one but YOU... Do not share that credit with anyone, not even with me.... Yes, it's true that I was there beside you as a friend, but that much only... Your undying sprite which was standing ready to fight, fought an impossible battle against time and tide....

I got to know you in such an age of your life, where people tend to become rigid towards change.... They prefer to accept life as it comes than to challenge it... But honestly, you are among those few people who has the courage and willingness to swim against the tide... And that makes all the difference....

This fire inside you makes me crazy about you... Yes, you are so very true... There is a journey only once you start it... and moot point is, you have started that journey once again after a bitter halt of 8 years... and promise me that you will never ever stop again.... You will live up to the dreams I have dreamt for you....

Hope now you know and believe what you are... How potent you are!! How outstanding you are!! You have said it so correctly to someone during a fight, "If I'm proud about myself, then why not?"... this is so very true... never ever forget this statement about yourself.... You are different, so very different .... and far better that 99% of women around... Nature has crafted you during her leisure... With lots of care and
Sincerity...  So value her creation by valuing yourself... Else it would be an absolute waste of resources....

I can't express how happy today I am... You did it again... Chased and touched another dream of mine about you, only with the help of your will power... fighting against all odd..  in a situation where very few ladies would even think about doing this.... and you have done it....

Love you...
Always Yours
Eosin

Love and Life

"The life of every person is like a diary in which he means to write one story, and writes another."

Power of Love? Power of Eosin?

amaro bhalo lagche class korte khub..karon this is a different type of subject..with so many real life and interesting case studies..which I am able o relate to.. Class is interactive also..atleast a window in the entrapped life..

tumi kheyecho to thik kore?akhon ki korcho?

I was just wondering ...I have not only wasted time in the past 8 yrs but garbaged my weekends staled the value systems and wasted my life!!!

And what I couldnt do on my own ...breaking free out of reguler mundane routines and stating clear my own voice and living my life in my terms.. what I couldnt do in 8 yrs.. you have made me do in just 1 single year ..

It might be just 2% of a change but still a beginning which was never there...without a start there is never a journey!!!

Is this power of LOVE?

Or is this power of YOUR treasured presence in life

..jar jonoye tomar sathe jara tomay sobsomoy by default paay ba pete pare tara puro puri appreciate korte na parleo...charte kimba chere thakar kotha bhabteo  pare naa..

But since you are so precious to me..I dont get you by default!!I need to earn each and every moment which I get to spend with you..

Do you remember the day when I told you one evening while coming back from your home I feel emancipated in your presence.. I meant every alphabet of  the word EMANCIPATION..

That time I never fully fathomed it.. but I could feel it foresee it!!

Emancipation coming my way along with heart drenching love..

Bikale kichu khabo naa..ichha korche naa...akebare B'Day te giye khabo..around 8

Tumi ki kheyecho pet bhore?ki korle saradin?

Love You Eosin Love You So Much

BTW: Amar right chin er pashe akta gobhir black spot..am just loving it.. do you recall it by any chance?
taje care

Updates

1. My jeans which baba gifted last year is not fitting me as its a low waist one..had to struggle to pull it up..

2. The trainer will come late at 10.. so I am relishing the waiting time in blogging

3. There is a v v chipku couple in the class.. quite amader moto..they are engrossd in their own world. I am feeling extremely jealous.. The girl is very pretty and the boy quite handsome..

4. Kalke bari firte amay akjon bollo " Didi tomay bidhyosto lagche dekhte aj...but khub sundar o lagche kano bolo to"... I found the an unknown reflection in the mirror when I checked.A different woman fatigued tired torned up but very very sweet and cuddly looking with harirlets covering all over the forehead...with a very sad tone overcasting her face"

5. I am wearing the black dotted baby lifter ... its also not able to cup them properly..

What are you doing nowadays with me with my body with my heart with my soul?They are all denying to stay passively with me...and revolting every second..

6. Engg days er akta baje classmate dekhi ei class tay.. its pretty disturbing..coz he irritated me all the 4 yrs in campus..even the sight of this person and the fact he is in this class with me is so very repelling

Tumi ki korcho?amay miss korcho ki?ami tomay pagol pagol miss korchi..matha jhimjhim korche...ato miss korchi..

ei building tay and ei floor tay khub khub nostalgic lagche...pantry ta ..pantry te pizza momo khawa 3 o us joriye bose thaka..the other pantry where one evening you kissed a mesmerized silent sobbing me..for long long suffocating time...

ekhan theke akash dakha...akta adbhut ghupchi room 2/3 days chipke kaj kora...gada gada gada gada golpo kora..and so on..

Do you remember?

Do you understand?

Do you feel the same?

Do you feel my heart beating?

Do you feel my touches?