Jaanuu

Aj anek sokale ghum bhenge gache... Chotfot korchilam bichanay...
But cudnt get up...
Amar mone hoy kalker bhoy ta khub deep e basha bedheche...haunting me..
Sob kichu miliye ghete jachhe sob ...clouded...not able to see any
light thru the overcast...
Love you...
N still breathing for u...

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Sweety

Toke na chotkale amar mon bishakto lage re Baby. Just love you. Little
too much. Ami tor jonno pagol, totally.
Good night and sweet dreams.
Call you tomorrow. Need to hear you to sustain.

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Missing u too much

U r just mine n cant belong to anyone else not even u... Missing u too
v much..love u madly...
Unbearable distance....

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Jaan

Missing you like hell. Pagoler moto mone hoche amader kotha. Thakte
parchi na. Ami tomay khub beshi valobashi sona. Love you so very much.

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Rched

Reached somewhere very far unseen
unmatched with the memories within
off from you by an unknown veil
a burden of existence bitter n evil
will still drag on somehow every minute
with a hope against hope to meet
you at the end of the night
suffering every trauma of plight
in a make belief world of ours
blemish free unscathed of any scars
I still live with the only desire
that someday somehow i will be there
where you would be waiting for me
with outstretched arms n smile divine
at the end of the road only for me
where i will melt in you for eternity

i had been born to bury in your core
of your love nothing less nothing more

just to tell you if i had to bargain life
to get one moment of ur togetherness
i will happily to the fact
to get u in my life in any format

love

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Magic has a Reason

The Magic is not Me Honey  Its all in your Love

The beautiful pristine overwhelming love you never have

Its all in your mind sweetheart -I am just an object

Love is in your heart so overflowing so I seem perfect

That's the only reason why silly uneventful things

Casts world-less magical aura in every single doings

Its all in your love baby that transforms the mundane-ness

In so unique soul fulfilling once in life loving experiences 

That's the sole reason darling you always see me pretty

Even the ugliest version of me to you seems like a deity

Its all in your love honey that adds life to lifelessness

Brings meaning to the otherwise placid morbid existence

The Magic is not in the morning not in any wake up calls

The Magic is in the waking up together as love casts her falls

Its not the way we have touched before all the hugs embraces

Were just a part of doing them, now love makes the difference

Its not about being with life just for sake of being

What has lacked always was the Love missing -unknowing

Its not that the act of kissing or making love that counted special

But the fact of love in life now makes every time so magical

So it not me honey which you think to be magical in me

Its only that you have seen love now which you didn't see

The day love will be lost or vanish like spirit in thin air

The magic in me or of mine will never be ever there

And that's the sole reason why next moment of departure
You calculate next steps of  life and in your arms to take her
The more you get to get love in all her magical variety
The more you crave for love and all her divine rarity

The Magic is not in me my friend -Its all in your eyes

The same eyes of yours dear where now love resides

The Magic is not in me my honey Its all in your mind

The same mind -beautiful now touched by love so kind

Sudhu tumi

সোনা,
জানি  না , জানতাম  ও  না এই Magic টা .... The Magic is YOU... তোমার সাথে  যত  সময়  কাটাই , তৃষ্ণা  আরো  বেড়ে  যায়  অনেক  বেশি ....  তোমার সাথে কথা বললে  মনটা আরো ছঠফট করে  কথা বলার  জন্য .... আমি  বুজতেই  পারি  না  তোমার  সাথে থাকলে  সময় এত  দ্রুত  কি  ভাবে  কেটে যায়, অবিশ্শ  গতি  তে .... কিছু  বোঝবার  আগেই , দেখি  সময় শেষ ....
এই  তৃষ্ণা কি কখনো  মিটবে  না রে ,  তোমাকে পাবার  তৃষ্ণা,  তোমার সাথে অনর্গল  কথা বলার তৃষ্ণা, তোমাকে বুকে  নিয়ে  থাকবার  তৃষ্ণা, তোমার সাথে জড়িয়ে  থাকবার তৃষ্ণা????
আমি জানি  মিটবে না... এখন  ভাবি  একসাথে  থাকাটা মনে  হয়  সমস্যার  সমাধান , কিন্তু  আমি  জানি এক  সাথে থাকলে এই তৃষ্ণাটা অনেক গুন  বেড়ে যাবে , কমবে  না একটুও ....
আমার  পাগল  পাগল ভালো  লাগে  তোমার সাথে; তোমাকে ভাবতে , তোমার সাথে কথা বলতে , তোমার  সাথে হাতে  হাত  রেখে  হাটতে, তোমাকে বুকের  উপর  ফেলে  পিঠে  সুরসুরি  কাটতে, আরো অনেক কিছু  করতে  , আরো সব  কিছু করতে..... এই পাগল পাগল ভালো লাগার  থেকে আমার  মুক্তি  নেই , তার  থেকেও  বড়  কথা, চাইনা  কোনো  দিনও এক মুহুর্তের  জন্য মুক্তি পেতে ....


তোমায়  পেতে চাই , নিজের  মত  করে, আপন  করে, জীবনের  মত....

দেবে  নিজেকে ? আমায় , সুধু  আমায় ????