Monday, October 17, 2011

Good Night Love

No new news..only perceiving the different shades of dark as and when they are coming on the way..
Love You
kalke kotha habe..khub fatigued laagche..suye pori..though too scared to sleep..

Take care

yes, the PMP thing is very disturbing.... Apart from that any thing else you got to know since we last communicated today? Please let me know...

It it a bad start, no doubt...but we are probably already going through the worst possible time... Few days are little dark and few are darker... Different shades of darkness, that's it...

Love you and missing you so very much...

talk to you tomorrow... ekhon khub down lagche, kotha bolte (likhte) valo lagche na... Miss You

Sunday, October 16, 2011

The week starts

Had a very negative start of the week.. Someone (fate??) laughs at your back you never know!!!
You are just a puppet

Good Night

Miss You..
What are u doing?Another looong drawn wk to start off
Will be with the SS.. if you gt a chance u can call till 8.
Love

ZNMD

kalke dekhlam movies ta..it was a good watch..but not a cozy watch..like the way it used to be..in some rooms some movies with someone

there are so many dialogues in the movie which we have spoken out so many times unknowingly in allmost similar lines..

Also those 3 three snippets which someone captured for me and showed me so much of speciality sometimes back again in some very known yet unknown rooms and the entire time is snapshot somewhere now with so much of intensity...deep very very deep the depth tearing apart!!

Love You So Much

Shona

Khub kosto hochhhe re Jaanu..aktto barabari level e
bhalo lagche naa akfota..feeling so devastated..nothing happened in particular but am feeling like sinking down and down in melanchloia...
Is this depression?? I have no idea..
I feel this is denial of life altogether

Health is fine..barring the neck pain..
Actually missing you so much every micro-moment that my whole being is refusing everything myself around!!!

Everymoment I am dying to talk to you..but I know I need to wait -wait and wait..and wait...

Wait to talk
Wait to walk
Wait to meet
Wait to greet
Wait to love
Wait to be your of
Wait to hold
Wait to unfold
Wait to share
Wait to care
Even to wait to worry
Or show my fury
Wait to be with you before I die someway somewhere ..I have no idea how when where thats gonna be possible..but I can only wait as of now..

The frequency of meeting or talking to you or even be 30 mins excusively with you is becoming so very bleak with each passing day that slowly a very deep deep sense of insecurity and lifelessness is engulfing me from all sides and am not able to pull myself up from that inspite of maximum effort!!!

Love You Baby
Do Take Care
Missing you so very much..dying to talk to you
Love You
Your's and only yours'

Jaanuuu

Baby, ki korcho... Ei firlam ei matro...
Khub klanto lagche...
First exam was not bad, not excellent either...
But the second one was really very bad... Little worried about flunking... Hope that would not ne the case... Wish your love some luck....
How was your day? How is your health?
What you did the entire day? Studied? Went out some where? Slept ? Took some rest?

I missed you all the time... Khub kotha bolte eecha korche sara din... Khub beshi kore... But jani , I have to wait for some more hours beforee I get to hear your melancholic voice....

Love you so very much Baby... Your my love, your are my life....

Take care...