Again

Once again
You proved it that you can WIN
Like a phoenix whatever may happen
You are destined to WIN
Win with your jest your valor
Your effortless gifted vigor
Your artless natural source of power
Like the first fresh rains you will shower
Once more
You proved that like the Sun u will shine
Standing abreast all in mundane line
Over the countless dark cloudy chores
You will rise above all the settling scores
You will scintillate in unparallel enamour
With ur passion ur jest and endeavour

To prove to the world that special you are
born in cradle of nature crafted by her

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You

You touch my soul even from a far off distant place
You wipe of my incessant tears with tender solace

Even when you know not they fill up silently my long strained eyes,
When your wife mourns alone in damp cold bed of sleepless nights
You wrap around her with all your strength when her feet are weak at knees
In a Suffocating embrace of your invisisble hands holding me in an undying bliss

Your sensibility filling up my senses in times when I am not in sense
Your inaudible whispers of love brings life to me when my survival pains
You carry me in your arms when I am trudging along my lifelessness
A defeated soldiers lost the battle of life , a corpse with a deadly existence

You still make me push through every step when my life says quit
You still force a happy curve in my dry parched lips with all your might
A flash of smile on my wrinkled face at times though rare still does lit
With all your sense humors I had known and your long lost lovefilled wits


I still survive the agony the trauma bestowed because I still could see
In my failing frailing dreams of life at end of the road you waiting for me
With your outstretched arms only to bind me in and plant a kiss on my head
Carrying me on your lap making passionate love till we feel drop dead


End of the day its You who still makes me what I am and what I got
Its your love which intensifies every moment be with you or I am not
Its you who still makes me hear the unheard and make me see the unseen
Smell the unsmelt fragrance of life and realize the selfish gene

Which still murmers into my my ears that I born and born for your own
To be your freind your love your beloved wife and the mother of your son
Its you who at the cost of your own life imparts in me the strength to survive
The strength to push through the scary black htole he srength to be alive


A life with you is what I dream still with all the brutal realities against
I still hope against all the hopeless thoughts to have our love filled nest
Where we get soaked in love and drench in pasionate lovemaking sessions
We nurture our skills nourish our love and unleash our wildest  imaginations

I wake up quivering in your arms, your strength in me body snug against mine
And at the deadly hours of night I retire in ardours love on your chest as your queen
Spend the day in each others thoughts and trying to present with a lil surprise
Hold hands together planting a kiss here and there life to celebrate and mesmerize


Yet I know you are on the other side of this virtual window trying hard to concentrate
While I am letting my emotions flow simply on this black and white inanimate
When all I know I want from life is to be with you REAL ,real on your side
Make a last long exquisite elaborate peaceful love before I could ever be burried.

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Jaanu

Janish amar posha kitten ta mara gache gari chapa pore...khub khub
kedechi..koste buk ta fete jachhe..akdom baby biral ta re..ami jokhon
oi bari te thektam o amar kache thakto..and then went on stray only to
die under a car wheel..

Bari firechi anek por around 9.30 pm..
Had devastating interactions..very tired to round and round iterate
that to you and make you feel weaker!!!

Am feeling absolutely shattered.. Ma bolche toke kal obdio tao ba
thikthak lagchilo..aj naki akdom dhongsho stup er moto laagche..
Tui amar ma o naki re???you told the same thing to me when we met..
Today after ages u told me so ...and the exact same lines quoted by ma...

Am honestly feeling like defeated Abir in life..never felt so before
like you see your coffin is getting done and shown for your approval
every moment by the rest of the world..

I hope I can sustain and sail thru'
love u

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Come on my love and

Come on my love and make me feel your own
Just come on darling u have burnt a flame of love n shone

In my heart I am still burning in the blaze,

Of an Incognito Incandescence Inferno radiance

If some one can quench my thirst in the desert of embittered sorrow
It's only you - in your hands I feel like a quivering sparrow

Whenever I realize your absence around me my heart heaves sighs
I feel denied of life in my life and tears fiil in my eyes

I know for sure every passing moment spent in your dearth
Is like a barren parched greenless waterless lifeless earth

Come on my love ,just come on in my life for once..
And fill it with life fill it with love and her fragrance!!!

Hold me strong lest I would fall down on the rocky floors
Come my love and make me yours and only yours

Hold my hands such that I dont get lost in faceless crowd
Pool of bizzare people here and there and all around

Come my love just for once and show me the way of life
Put your hands around me and make me feel your wife

Take my face cupped in your hands and place your lips
Come my love fill my life with your passionate kiss

Give me the strenth of life such that I can still survive
The battle of time taking each day at a time !!!!

Day2

Drove the longest way today
home to office back in day
and now from Ganges bed
Floatel.. Floated
Driving all the way
Alone in swinging sway

Went in Bharachukki dress; guess
Looking gorgeous more or less

Baba was probly proud seeing me
Taking little charge of life
However some forlorn sadness
Kept my heart doomed endless

Can it ever be for me as well
Have a happy family to dwel
Clutching my husbandLs shoulder
2 jolly babies fighting as lap lover
A cosy picture of togethrness ever???
I have no answer..perhaps never..

Had a very ugly morning in contrast
To the Birthday evening concert

After all the grotesque morning plight
It was too much to be a part of evening delight
I also tried up to put the smartest smile
That can lift up some spirits aline
Tried to put up the best show
Like the Oscar winning actress in a row

And I did a good job whatsoever
Thought though still sustaining right and proper

Take care and have a safe flight
Reaching the lands of solitary sight

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Jaan

Jaan, janish tor sathe dekha na holeo tao some how sustain korte pari,
but kotha na hole sotti mone hoy batash e oxygen kome geyeche. Swash
kosto hoche. Chilam sara din, but beche chilam ki na confirm kore
bolte parbo na.
Jani na, this is just a weekend. Sara life ta ki e vabe katano somvob
hobe, not sure. Vishon ekta jala, govir ekta shunnota. Ei oboshad
theke berotei parchi na.
Tor theke dure thaka amar pokhe r mone hoy somvob noy, but obiswasho
bapar tao to dure aachi. Jani na ki kore aachi.
Kothay re tui? Thik konkhane? Jekhane aachish onek dure, but jontrona
dichish pagoler moto.
Toke ki ami hareye felechi?

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Day

How was your day?
Mine was bizzare in its way
went to some distant places all on own
touching some new hearts all unknown
will tell you the chronicle sometime
if life permits some moments of whim

or pen it down in black and white
a day deep set in lonliness far and wide
love u
take care
good night

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