Hey Love You and don't be a spoil sport!!!!!

Now this is spoilsport!!!!

Do you think I underwent all the pain alone all by myself to remain at home tied to bedside..????
The doc is super cool and so is the plaster cast...he allowed full float with the aid 'coz it will ensure joints etc are in right place which was not happening before and hence was not healing properly... The doc was really very very supportive and extremely caring ....he ensured minimum pain both mental and physical all through the couple of hours I was there...

He allowed everything to eat read dance and play matlaab full party...Even asked me to sit on sofa and place orders like the princess... to which I decided I would rather sit on your lap and ask you to be my taskmaster by carrying me everywhere...

Also you will be jawdropped at the new look..I would love you to paint on the cast... :)) Sexy cool Tattoos???What say???Its really looking cute on my feet...also a colorful one..(guess the color) not like the stupid old white moulds!!!And above all its very comforting..and compressing the pain...

You know what I missed the most during the tenure of treatment... The fuschia NAILPOLISH on my toes...

I wished I could show the doc that my dedicated hubby is putting on nailcolors on my feet like a professional ...when I am not able to color my toe nails.. :((( missed the chance this time.. next time would make it for sure....

Incidentally I changed the doc...The previous one was very lackadaisical types... and is on leave til mid Aug.

The new Doc is the cousin of a someone whom we both know at the office and quite appreciate his attitude...

last but not the least sorry for the midnoon call...

For 3/4 minutes lost all composure again as I was suddenly very very scared being all by myself..

For few moments was numb and forgot about all the promises I made in the morning in the long long post...like a ghost and so very like me :((((..Dont you think that's enough reason to feel dejected!!!!!

Thankfully the doc was really nice ..not a kharusshh type of person..
 

Love you and cant wait to show you the new look!!!Its all quite sexy!!!!
Not sure whether missing you more or loving you more..

What are you doing?

Dont wry n be my courage

dont worry..just be my strength...my love...came to the practiotioner...things have not improved over much...so he was a lil worried but convinced that a plaster would be good...as it would enforce complete restriction of all the ligamental movements...i was not able to decide at that point what's to be done...and wanted to have above all your reassuring opinion...its better now..he was very supportive....and things are under care n control...would go for ir now... u just be at my side...in soft silent vow... i can walk free with the aid ....so need not be restricted...love you take care

Take Care and Love You So very Much

Just take care
We have to somewhat sustain and respire
Just for us .. to be back in our world
To be back to each other arms

To fight all the seen and unseen storms
To fight all the told and untold unfold norms
To fight all the fold and unfold chemistries
To fight all the solved and unsolved mysteries

Just Take Care
Because its the love of ours
That should someday shine brighter
With all her enduring power


But till that frame of time comes real from a virtual picture
We have to be aware
Till such times am again in your warmth
And you in mine
We cannot really give in

To fight the rest of the world nailing us
We have to keep on fighting till  the last
To protect our love and protect her from indignity
She has suffered enough turseness enough anomisity

We have to keep on fighting till the day we last breathe
Till death takes me off from you or you off from me.!!!
All these lines are stressed from a painful heart of ghpst
Reiterating every word to me more to make sure am not lost..

 :))))

You Know What?

Things might fall apart
But
I am really wondered that
Our communication heart to heart
Will remain intact
And will increase and rise on
All other devices of connection
The most beautiful the most pristine
Means of reassurance
That you would always keep talking to me
And only me
Every minute every seconds
And no matter what
I will be always ruling your thought

From where no one can snatch me out
They can restrict or cage my every single attribute
But all those for which you love me more
Will be stored in your heart deep in core
The ceaseless love which was born in them will run
And cuddle me in dreams or no dreams every morning sun
Slowly rising over all other and overpower
Increasing day by day and growing year by year

It Hurts

I’m in love with you

In love with your free sprit

In love with your truthfulness towards emotions

In love with your emancipation  

In love with your intensity = expression.

You just don’t know how much it hurts

To ask you to stop those things

Which are the reasons of my undying love towards YOU.

It cuts deep, very deep

Which no one can see but you.

But I also know, if someone can understand me,

That is you and only YOU.

Please forgive me if possible.

Love you like anythings.

Please forgive me... I can't stop Loving You

I am sorry Eosin I understand you
I never judge you by the things you do
I understand the agony behind your actions
And the fact how they bruise your emotions

Every moment you are forced to act
With all the sarcasm all the tact
In ugly ways which all go against
Your own self your soul your candid mindset


Kills your feelings kills your principle
Takes your mind from your soul
I know we had to make a gruesome bargain
Of Life over mere somewhat existence

Sorry its my helplessness of taking it cool
Which keeps on complaining like a fool
Knowing fully well beggars cannot be choosers
I tend to do the things which are detrimental

I know you love my careless attiutude
The fact that I allmost hang around your arms
The fact that I keep kissing your shoulders
Beyond every obstacle and every norms

Please do not say "Sorry" to me
As no one else can know you more
I just cannot afford to do certain things
I dont know why I still deny to ignore

The fact that even we are mad for these
Tinly trinklets of joy in special score
Are actually despsising for the world outside
Hateful loathing and bitter eyesore

But deep down from my heart
I love your power of observation
The way you take care of me
In each and every ocassion


The way you think of me first
The way you analyze every aspect
I know they are done with quinine effort
But deep in my heart
I feel so proud that
By your grandeur
By your wonder
Whatever you do you are simply Perfect

I just love the fact that you posses

Strength of Samson and and wisdom of Solomon.”
That makesYou "YOU" in all uniquness
With the perfect balance of quotients
Of Intelligence and Emotion.

I also promise you
That I will give less chance of complain
I hope to build up strength and composure
Coz I hate to see you giving me bitter lesson

Those lessons that rips your heart off
But still you have to keep pushing me afar
Coz we have both seen the world falling apart
And we need to abide by these rules even to respire!!!!

Love you Eosin Love you so very much
Please forgive me for acting so naive
And un-understanding in a virtual sweetness
Forgive me in your own loving grace

Eosin is RED..and Red looks cool on Eosin

You are looking ravishing and cute at the same time!!!!

No idea I can I match up to YOU darling!!!!