Saturday, October 29, 2011

Someday Sunday

Yes another lloooong drab horrible torturing sunday..
Ami konodin shorir kharap bolina but aj sotti shorir ta kharap..
Kal sara raat jege...chitkar chacamichi 99.99% monologues..but ghum to
ar hoyna..hence bhor 5 ta obdi du chokher pata ak korte parini.. It
was only when the shouting of alcoholism ceased i took an alprax and
sought help from the medicine....
Aj asombhob matha ghorachhe n tremendous neck pain...

As u said its phase 4 of the cycle when he tried to be to be v v
hunkydory n i protested vehemently that the fight broke out...
Anyway...this is my day to day life ....kobeo mukti pabo kina ba adow
konodino pabo kina janinaa...
But i will still grit my teeth n bear this hooliganism till such time
i dont have a new home if at all ever i can have only n only to
protect my baby...
She will be nowhere without my shade..

I just wish against all my wishes that the new company has frequent
travels short but frequent to get some taste of freelancing life...

U also take care...dont strain much ...your head injury needs a lil
rest and destressing..
Try give some

dont worry much abt me i will sustain somehow..at presesnt we are in
the deepest of darkest shades from every possible angle and need to
withstand each n every bit of it without any ray of hope near or
distant...
I cant even dare dream of a sunday someday when i will sleep the
entire sturday snug in ur arms and wake up cuddling in your arms on a
pristine sunday..
Love and only love you and love only you

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Amar pran vomra

Good morning Sony baby... Another drab Sunday... When I'm missing you so intensely...

Please, better you don't ask about my days... They are pathetic... When some one is on a trip to one of the beautiful place on earth, but fails to figure out what exactly is he doing here, it's the most pathetic situation one can be.... Every one is anticipating that I'm sick, and the head injury might be bothering me, hence a person like me is unusually quiet... But I know that is the actual reason... My projects are actually my life savers, I'm completely submerging myself into it...

Anyway, both of us are in equal situation ... One is at her place, other one is some place else... That is the only difference...

Eto koste matro ekta din katlo... Long way to go...

Na re jaan, tor blood pressure ta sotti khub low... It's actually scary... We will visit a specialist as soon as I meet you there... I'll not take a no from you... Dorkar hole amio dekhabo karon AMRI e pressure mepechilo 90-130.... Dujone dekhabo... Tor khawa dawa barate hobe... Khub obhela korchi tor sorir take...

I love you... Very much worried about your health... Baki test result gulo janabe... Weight koto ekhon tomar? Komeche na bereche??

I love you so very much... Just take care and love me....

Twilightrain

Missing u intensely..and love you so v much..
Dont worry on the low pressure its just temporary..emnite with the
level of tension we accomodate normal expectation is high bp....so
averaging out it wud soon be normal..
:)
how was ur day..
Am just about surviving...just hoping to be in ur arms somehow someway
someday...

Take care
good night

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Jaan

Sona, just take care.... Eto low pressure... Amar khub chinata hoche re... Love you so very much

Friday, October 28, 2011

Good day

Have a good day love..
Try keep out of tension as much...
He came with me to apollo..for the med chk up..had a big fight related
to that..i compelled to come on my own...but dint happen..

Anyway most of the tests are done ...waiting for the next sets post breakfast...
Have come for breakfast now..

Blood pressure anekta kom eseche..
55 by 90
rest all ok...
Blood reports will come later..

Love you take care..
Dont worry much about me here..i will manage somehow..

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Wow

Uff, jaan... Bachali... Kal ami jantam offer letter ta asbe, but sara din pagoler moto wait korechi.... Finally ese geyeche... Love you so very much...

Medical test, bah!! Yes you need a full body check up... Khub valo hobe ei somoy hoye jabe... Keep me posted...


Love you so so very much baby... You too take care...

Love You So very much

Love You Jaanu..
Take Care .. Wish you have just a safe noise free trip nothing more nothing less..
Have got the App. Letter from Wip. late in the evening..
Since I sw off all internet connections didn't know when it came until Rashmi called me up much much later..to inform about the Medical Tests to be done asap.

Joining on or before 2nd Nov. post completing the medical tests.
Tomorrow will be going for medical tests early morning...Will not be able to update the blog as I will not carry E5 in front of others..Will share details once I am back.
Also Will share with you App. Letter details once you are back.
Love You
Yours only