Hi

Much better now.am out with baba for a his lawyers appt.
Will be here for the next cpl of hours..
Parle phone koro..jodi options hoy..
Feeling horribly down and lonely n v v lost and deeply scared somwhere..
Mone hochhe kothay akta dube jachhi..
Jar kono tol nei..
Kalke ratre khub bhoyer bhoyer ajob sopno dekhechi..
Akdom lost lagche
love..
Take care

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I die on you

Jaanu Buri amar, utechish? Peter batha ta ektu komeche? Crapms ta ki ektu holeo kom? Na ki bereche?
Ami train e ekhono... Toke pagoler moto miss korchi... Tor koler modhe matha guje suye thakte eecha korche... Vishon, tor peter modhe mukh guje, tor gondho nite nite, mathay tor anguler bili khete khete... Aram pete khub eecha korche...

I'm missing you like anything... Love you so very much... Toke dekhbar jonno monta chotfot korche... Toke khujte khujte chokh duto batha hoye geyeche....

I love you... I want to spend days and nights with you, in your arms, wrapping your beautiful body, in your warmth...

Hi

Idaning to amar anek lengthy periods hoy..ajo bari fire mostly for the
journey thru almost fields...(gram er dike rasta bolte kichu nei)
dekhi the exhaustion has led to heavy bleeding with huge cramps..
Fever cramps lonliness plus the fact we r nowhere accessible to each
other is really brutal and killing..
Akta khub khoto bikhhto moner obosthay shute jabo..
Majhe JS drawer theke tomar dewa se brush wala eraser ta bar koreche,,
and amar sathe ota nebar jonyo jhogra koreche..
Or boktobyo ota Santa Cl or jonyo eneche..XMAS gift..so its
hers..while i hoard it..

I was thiniking that u are also like the surprise elemet of love in my
life like Santa..who comes with bagfull of gift for me called life at
times very rare defines my life...my eyes glitter and sparkle my lips
lit up in smile i feel my natural self and then he vanishes in thin
air leaving me behind in a black pithole of frustration lifelessness
and neverending undefined waitng for another chance of relive my
life..

Take care
just bhalo lagche naa..suye porchi..aktoo baad
love

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Way Back..

Anek jor eseche raastay...atota rastar dhokole ba season change
hoyto..ba whatever,,not really in R&D moe for RCA of fever..
kicchhu bhalo lagche naa.
Sob kichu vague lagche..
Every day is like more n more intriguing..whether by time we are being
pulled apart more or drawn together none of us knows...
Khub kosto hochhe re..mon ta khun khub beshi lonely r udasin laagche..
FM e "hoyto tomari jonyo hoyechi preme j bonyo" gaan ta hochhilo..
Konodino parle lyrics gulo abar shune dekho..
Amar aktoo raag hoyeche tomar opor..raag naa abhiman mite be better word..

Ami esechi akdin barate tumi khushi hoyecho...abar tumi gechile trip e
ami khusi hoyechi..
Jak o ektoo bairer alo batash pelo eibhebe..ghorer dom bondhyo kora
poristithi theke..
Wow..
Amader nijeder trip konodino habe kina jana nei..tai hoyto eirom
respective family family oriented trip s e..we have to be discreetely
happy..or perhaps V UNHAPPY which we are scared to share incase the
unattanded burns and cuts and wounds open up and we are not able to
sustain!!!

Tumi Honey Galaxy te jabe shune one component of me is already posted
there..but remaining part is v v lonely apprehensive scared and
mutiliated coz nothing is in our control...the string is in the hands
of a mysterious lady or lord and we are dancing to tunes like a
puppet..and our love intensifying every day without any hope of
togetherness and certainity!!!!
Love you...just take care
matha ta fete jachhee...
Asombhob jontrona korche..thik hobar noi apatoto ami jani,,

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Love

Akhon jor anek kom...but aj beriyechi..sokal bala..jor ache alpo...but
managable..
It was a sudden decission...
Anita r bari sundarban debipur jogodhhatri pujo hoy..okhane
Just parchilam na ar orom bhabe thakte domchepe and turse fight every
moment..nervous breakdown er moto state praay..

JS khub excited gram dekbe bole..
will come back tonight..
Just let me know when u r back...n if we can meet somehow tomorrow
even if for 5 Mins

just love u...dont know how much

ps. Neither am enjoying the journey nor into it..am lost in u..
Neither u r near me nor that i can tak to u...but feeling horribly
lonely n guilty..lonely i understand but guilty..why..
I dont know?
Tell me do u feel the same?give me ur hands ...n tell me
do u feel the fire burning?
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Jaan

Jor eseche khub aaj...anek koste office korechi...from 8.30 till
6.30...praay tolte tolte bari firechi...ekhane to military school er
moto..just 5 days sick leave..
Akdom bhalo lagchenaa...
Power to withstand ta breakdown korche slowly..while on missing u so intensely..

Kalke boro kore blog korbo...
Tumi kokhon pouchabe?eshe janio.
If possbl will try to call
there are so many endless discussions with you..
Sudhu kotha r due clear korte hoyto 10 days kete jabe...onyo sob to cherei dao..

Love you...love you so much..

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