Friday, December 16, 2011

The Canonization


For God's sake hold your tongue, and let me love,
Or chide my palsy, or my gout,
My five gray hairs, or ruined fortune flout,
With wealth your state, your mind with arts improve,
Take you a course, get you a place,
Observe his honor, or his grace,
Or the king's real, or his stampèd face
Contemplate; what you will, approve,
So you will let me love.


Alas, alas, who's injured by my love?
What merchant's ships have my sighs drowned?
Who says my tears have overflowed his ground?
When did my colds a forward spring remove?
When did the heats which my veins fill
Add one more to the plaguy bill?
Soldiers find wars, and lawyers find out still
Litigious men, which quarrels move,
Though she and I do love.


Call us what you will, we are made such by love;
Call her one, me another fly,
We're tapers too, and at our own cost die,
And we in us find the eagle and the dove.
The phœnix riddle hath more wit
By us; we two being one, are it.
So, to one neutral thing both sexes fit.
We die and rise the same, and prove
Mysterious by this love.


We can die by it, if not live by love,
And if unfit for tombs and hearse
Our legend be, it will be fit for verse;
And if no piece of chronicle we prove,
We'll build in sonnets pretty rooms;
As well a well-wrought urn becomes
The greatest ashes, as half-acre tombs,
And by these hymns, all shall approve
Us canonized for Love.


And thus invoke us: "You, whom reverend love
Made one another's hermitage;
You, to whom love was peace, that now is rage;
Who did the whole world's soul contract, and drove
Into the glasses of your eyes
(So made such mirrors, and such spies,
That they did all to you epitomize)
Countries, towns, courts: beg from above
A pattern of your love!"


""" Ami tomake ei kobita tar kotha boltam..
ei link tao dekho:

http://amolife.com/reviews/top-20-most-famous-love-stories-in-history-and-literature.html

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Read this poem.. loved it

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Jaan

Down the darkenned solitary lanes
Holding the cold window panes
Standing with me and myself
Split between self and belief

The ripped off heart cries invain
In an inflicted grotesque pain
The bruised soul caged alone
Cutting deep beneath the bone

The promise of love hovering high
Even sight of togetherness seems to die
A reflection of the intense pain lies
In the blank reflection of each others eyes

Love or the loss of it whoever wins
Can we be together by any means
Screams of life succumbs to death
To mere responsibility deep beneath

The call for love from my life
And two little hands holding to strive
The innocent complete dependence
Or the lifeless lifelong existence

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Thursday, December 8, 2011

Jaan

Kaj sesh? beriye gacho? to our home which nested us for few days of life stolen from each olther's life??
Mar kaj er pagol pagol oboshthya..kichhu milche naa..
gada porte habe to know set up the Interface Structure..
I have long lost the power to do any work alone..now need to do that so painfully horribly alone..

Where are you?? Jano sob jama kapore tomar fragrance..pagol kore dichhe..maxi porte giye hotat kore illusion holo je tumi ki khub kache?tahole pechon theke haat diye joriye dhorcho na kano???ato gondhyo ki kore asche?
smell of pure adrenaline rush...in every corner of the maxi...
tarpor bujhte parlam..the smell has stayed back whereas the person is far far from me..
not even in my periphery..nowhere.. I cant reach him whatsoever..
The passcode of reaching you accessing you is not given to me..I am trying to access you with a wrong key of life..though I know the entire treasure belongs to me and just me...The key is lying somewhere who doesn't know the value of the treasure inside..
And the trasure is lost without me..lost amidst eternity..

Khub kosto hochhee..sriti gulo chepe chepe dhorche..ghare mukhe gaaye nokh bosachhe akhon..jole jachhee gaa pith buk sob ..jekhane just 13/14 hours aage tumi touch korchile..

BV have become Chita this time..never knew..jama change korte giye dekhlam..
and Tuni teo anek anek bytha,which aare the only bliss in the dying desperate pain..

Love You
janina thik koto khani..

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Jaan, love you

Good morning jaan... Yet another long fly back to the lonely city... Where I'll be waiting for you...
Feeling very down... Yesterday you have asked me to stay away from you... For my Safety... But am i even close to you some where?
I'll take care, but not sure how... You know that it life plans something for me, through some mare human faces like him, I have no power to escape that... Hence no point worring...
You just take care of your health... Your pressure is God damn low... Please eat well, no matter how bad it feels, just for me....
Call me any time after 6am today, when ever possible...
I love you...
By the way, I have read all your comments... I never knew that the Criticism/ feedback of any art work can be thousand times better than the creation itself... Loved each and every word, which were thoughtfully selected to make a average thing larger than life....
Love you once again.... But honestly felt delighted knowingly that you have liked all your gifts so very much....

Love

I dont how r u...since am really not well...
Pagol hoye jechhii..puropuri..
Both mentally n physicall absolutely numb in pain plus the fact u are
nowhere near..added to excessive cramps and anemic kind of bleeding..

He left home in the evening..no idea where he went..
But am v v scared for you...in case out of madenning anger he arranges
something plotting against u...
Please b careful jaan..
Am v v v scared for you..v scared..
Just leave this city and go off..where no one can get hold of you..
Dont worry about me..i will sustain somehow,,
love u n plz for heaven's sake take care..
By bro might try call u etc..dont take any calls and dont tell anyone
which city are you at present..say Delhi or any other metro whatever..
Love u so v much

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Pagol hoye jachi

Khub thik korechish, j aggressive chili. Tai bole marbe? I think you shold report to police and that would be helpfull reference in future.
I'll take care. Don't worry. But, toke marlo keno, ami mene nite parchi na. Matha dau dau kore jolche.
But jotoi chesta koruk, you stick to your point that he is putting false Allegations, as I was in the town and you got the information from proper Source.
Next week I'll come back on friday so that i can meet you on saturday. Tell him there is a chance that you can be there at Blr on friday, so that we takes a flight on saturday morning. I don't want to travle on the same time. Call you tomorrow, early morning.