Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Love you

Ki korcho?akdom bhalo lagche naa...just bhalo lagche naa... Feeling
nauseating to life barring yur stupendous results which is like a
splash of fresh air!! Else feeling too low...not able to cope up with
life or the lack of it!! Khub negative lagche sob miliye...
I dont know whether at all i will get you in life but dont know why am
really feeling extremely low sulking n negative..dont knw what time
has in its store for me for us ....
Dont know how would i sustain till tomorrow!!!
After the bandage is removed thr is an extra pain n stiffness in the
caff muscles...arising from the mould..not able to walk in rythm and
hurting while walking..but that is managable... What is not managable
is my mind and heart and the eerie venomous feelings with what it is
clouded with!!
I will never be able to have any peace in life forget about happiness
forget about togetherness .... I feel am cursed and bringing so much
of pain n negativity to you....you who have loved me more than anybody
else in this entire world have spelt the words of love n life for
me...
Not able to come out of the trauma...
May be the prolonged separation and the intensity of missing is
creating the pitfall...but really not able to come out of the
blackbox...life has stopped just at its doors..
Just take care,forgive me for everything..
And note that my love for you increases every moment inspite of all
negative forces!!!!

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