Love

Just 2 mins of ur voice...but it made me feel alive...
Ami just blank suye achi akhon..sob janla dorja bondhyo kore..
Am not able to face the daylight
sokal theke karo sathe aktao kotha bolini..refused all calls from ma baba..
Akta bondho ghore mora r moto pore achi..etai thik lagche..baki r
kichu korar strength amar ei muhurte naai...
Brain is not coordinating..
Let me be in the comatose for sometime..

N i need to suffer...
Yes am not able to come out of that room not for anything else but the
indignity of our love...which was the best ever gift of life to me n
we risked our love our life knowing everything it can happen any day
any moment...

Job is imp...but not life..
We left job in most indignified way...but thats still ok...
But the indignity of love is crucifying me..

I want a life with you to live once with you to love you n be loved by
u with dignity..

We will do it... Yes process will be v v difficult n we might
fail..chances of failure will be much more..

Whatever end result is...i love u n everyday i will love u more...even more..

But rt now am not able to come to terms that how i live thse days
without talking to you or seeing you or communicating with you...not
able to sustain...

Porasona to dur asto am not able to think even 2 mins ahead...head
reeling korche..

Love you
take care
dying here n still mentally cheating everyone around who are still
selflessly trying to help us becoz of their true love...
But am not able to...able to keep u out of my mind even for a microsecond...
Coz ours is also tru love...may be even more...just doesnt have the stamp...

We r enduring deathsentence...but love is beyond that... Love is
ultimate reality...
Love u
am finding this dark room a solace somewhat

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