Saturday, September 10, 2011

Yes

Wont give up...
But if u happen to hear that 'you have been doomed and nothing will
happen to you' 24 by 7 its a lil difficult to pull up..
Am in tremendous pain not for the insecurity only but there is nothing
fwd to look fwd to ..to be in touch with you...and am convinced that
she (nature) is all against me to make sure i really go insane and end
up in an asylum..
Entire evening was all alone in the room ...Jst sometimes back i
somehow pulled myself to the tv set...the first channel which flashed
was sony pics playing 'Goodluck Charm' i almost went mad at the
memories of my home theatre of watching the movie sitting on yor lap..
I changed the channel went to channel 17 dont know the name..it was
playing Titanic scene of Rose committing suicide..

I immediately fainted over the sofa....it was simply unbearable..

I know u will tell me i need to be practical and first get to
steadfast. With the basic needs of life....but when u are earning my
basic need is not my job but something else....

Sorry for sounding so immatured...cudnt help...i dont know how am i
still able to breathe normally after this incidence..is it just a
coincidence? Or some preplanned punishment..
Now the memories of MC are again killing me when I was about to face
reality with a lil courage,,,the 807 room the way we watched the
movie.. You did bulit my world there..may be a cardhouse but the
finest one cemented with love..

I will live in that cardhouse again given a chance over a palace anyday..
Love u
take care

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