Best Investment

I'm with you..... All along your journey ...
You Study well... I wish your experience to be most enriching...
Always remember one thing they say,
The best investment one can do is, investing on self enrichment....
The best investment is, to invest to gain knowledge ....

And you are doing the right investments in life....
I'm proud of you Jaan....

ALL THE BEST...

Love You

I hate myself

I hate myself when I have to kick you back and compel you to stand and struggle when all you want is a little secured slumber in my breast
I hate myself  when I have to nail you hard and force you to perform mundane duties of life when all you want is some innocent rest

I hate myself when instead of caressing you I have to dig my nails in your dreams
I hate myself when instead of loving you I make cruel gestures to move and perform acts
I hate myself when instead of being your love I make you to to abide by drab oppressing fact

Love you

Ki korcho?akdom bhalo lagche naa...just bhalo lagche naa... Feeling
nauseating to life barring yur stupendous results which is like a
splash of fresh air!! Else feeling too low...not able to cope up with
life or the lack of it!! Khub negative lagche sob miliye...
I dont know whether at all i will get you in life but dont know why am
really feeling extremely low sulking n negative..dont knw what time
has in its store for me for us ....
Dont know how would i sustain till tomorrow!!!
After the bandage is removed thr is an extra pain n stiffness in the
caff muscles...arising from the mould..not able to walk in rythm and
hurting while walking..but that is managable... What is not managable
is my mind and heart and the eerie venomous feelings with what it is
clouded with!!
I will never be able to have any peace in life forget about happiness
forget about togetherness .... I feel am cursed and bringing so much
of pain n negativity to you....you who have loved me more than anybody
else in this entire world have spelt the words of love n life for
me...
Not able to come out of the trauma...
May be the prolonged separation and the intensity of missing is
creating the pitfall...but really not able to come out of the
blackbox...life has stopped just at its doors..
Just take care,forgive me for everything..
And note that my love for you increases every moment inspite of all
negative forces!!!!

Love

Not able to sleep...still locked in ur arms
Cannot come out of the evening n its magical charms...
Dont know why
Felt like it was again the first day of july
As if first time you entering me
It was as divine as our religious deity
U were looking so v handsome n mighty
Filled me deep inside with a soft serenity
But equal restlessness splurging out
An enigmatic unique feelings all thru out
I can close my eyes n count every second
Remember every move n ur sweaty scent
Still in those memories locked for ever
In our own sad independent hour.

Missing u even more - like never before..

U dint answer my question so far
were u drenched..did u take warm water?
Love u n missing you
dying to die with you
in an eternal flame
Aablaze in memory frame
its raining here n u are nowhere
missing ur warmth lying dead
tossing alone in a damp cold bed
Are u sleeping or missing me rt beside
I wish i could be there holding u in pride...
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Sent from my mobile device

Feeling You

Your face faded in oblivion behind the closed doors

My heart bled with the strike of a steel sharp sword

As it in the moment my passive mind made a note

My love is going far off from me for time untold


The next set of hours hours I will be in a darkened fort
With none to protect me around the night so cold
Even if I die cannot reach out to him neither can he

If he is writhing dying in pain  can ever ask for me

Till such time we will meet again in our small cubicles
With time to be measured in fractional miniscules
Could Iconvey my love through this open space

When he would be reading this it I will be far off set

But I would know when the letters he would access
A cold damp breeze would lovingly caress my face

I would feel curled up in his soft soothing touches

I would feel secured in his strong suffocating embrace

I would know my love is there waiting for my kiss
With arms outstretched and a smile on his lips..
To take me in his arms and get satiated in bliss

And time to stop still and those moments to freeze

Good morning Love

Wish you a day with lot of sunshine n warmth a big blue sky for the
akka to spread the wings... Woke up v early in the morning...around
6.watched the sunrisefrom the highrise but didnot enjoy.
Was pining for someone

Good Night

You have MADE my life nothing more nothing less..before long it was no life at all..If this is hell I love the hell..Hell is reality Heaven is Virtual.. I am not a virtual person..

To be with you..I do not need a heaven..neither does she.. she would be very happy with you ..I know that for sure.. but she is not that lucky either that she can be happy in life..anything but happy!!!


Just take care..Good Night for now..
Would wait for tomorrow!!


Love You and Just Love You