Office and Home

Some ppl are there who have an office but wont go..citing am at home..which is not new to them they love to skip office on smaller pretexts..
And there are people like me and you who loved to to go to office..and skip home..
Now you have a heartless office and I have none..

Dying here no other person being at home..and a supervisor to monitor criticize and rebuke by sole being.every moment..
Neither he will live nor let me live alone.
I am sad v v sad but atleast I deserve to be left alone in my morose better than rebuked everytime
Will call you Love..
I need to breathe even to pass the gloomy day on that can only come speaking to you..
I dont know which one I cherish most talking to you or making love with you or just walking hand in hand with you or working with ou

Baby

The situation didn't improve a bit... But after talking to you, not
sure about you, but I'm feeling little better. Very little and
temporary better, but better... Is this due to love as well? Do you
have any clue? Love talking to you GSP.

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Wanted to share with you

Just read this:
"The reputation of a thousand years is determined by the conduct of one hour"
- Japanese proverb

You Are the One: as you B the AIR for me and none other

Could not write in better words what you mean to me or 

what I can do for love.For me Love starts with 

A and ends with R as you B in the AIR

The eternal truth even if its just a breathing life saver

The song from Bombay which captivated me for long once 

I heard and heard it once more right now right here. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PswYMcW-Pfk

tu he re, tu he re tere bina main kaise jiyu
aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko
jaan re, jaan re, in saanso mein bas jaa tu
chaand re, chaand re, aajaa dil ki zameen pe tu

chahat hai agar aake mujhase mil jaa tu
yaa phir aaisa kar, dharti se mila de mujhko
tu he re, tu he re tere bina main kaise jiyu
aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko

in saanso ka dekho tum paagalpan ke
aaye nahi inhe chain
mujhase ye boli main raahon mein teri 
apne bichhaa du ye nain
in uunche pahaadon se jaan de dunga main 
gar tum naa aai kahi
tum udhar jaan ummeed meri jo todo
idhar ye jahaan chhodu main
maut aur, zindagi, tere haathon mein de diya re

aayi re, aayi re, le main aayi hu tere liye
toda re, toda re, har bandhan ko pyar ke liye
jaan re, jaan re, aajaa tujhamein sama jaau main
dil re dil re, teri saanson mein bas jaau main

chaahat hai agar aake mujhase mil jaa tu
yaa phir aisaa kar, dharati se milaa de mujhko
tu he re, tu he re tere bina main kaise jiyu
aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko


aa ......

sau baar bulaaye main sau baar aaun, 
ik baar jo dil diya
ik aankh roye to duji bolo, 
soyegi kaise bhala,
in pyaar ki raahon mein patthar hain kitane 
un sab ko he paar kiya
ik nadi hu main chaahat bhari aaj milne 
saagar ko aayi yahaan
sajnaa, sajnaa, aaj aansu bhi meethe lage

tu he re, tu he re tere bina main kaise jiyu
aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko
jaan re, jaan re, in saanso mein bas jaa tu
chaand re, chaand re, aajaa dil ki zameen pe tu

pal pal pal pal waqt to bitaa jaaye re
zaraa bol zaraa bol waqt se ke vo tham jaaye re
aayi re, aayi re, le main aayi hu tere liye
jaan re, jaan re, aajaa tujhamein samaa jaau ma

Love You Care for You

You might not be but am crystal clear in certainity of the following:

1. I am having maximum throttling pain in my life which is like
killing me strangling me to death every moment is coz of ur vacuum in
my life... Not uncertainity of our jobs..Rest everything i can deal
with but not the emptiness of ur absence...life is meaningless when u
r not there..
U say u have negative impact in my life..it might be true might be not
but what is true is without you there is NO LIFE at all even existence
is a crisis..

2.I am sure everything remaining same our social stigma our
uncertainity our negativity around physical illness would vanish in
thin air if we get to stay together.We can fight out everything with a
mental strength coz there wud be someone beside for whom I am living.

3. Yes society is performing social duties of making us untouchables
and family standing beside like a banyan tree with loving caring
shade...
This family bond is even more killing me..coz i know its will become
more n more difficult to sever the ties.

4. U want me to be practical..from very practical angles am saying I
feel no reasons for me to live..neither am able to accomodate me in
this sordid family existence who r good to us inspite of sych shoks
neither i can see a life with you in somewhat near future..

5.I know when i close my eyes and everything dissapears i can see
myself if at all I am living is as a mother of ur child..
My practical sense tell me thats quite unachievable and then n there I
feel like QUIT living...

Given a choice I would b happy to marry you even if you are a roadside
painter or a freelance programmer out of all social boundaries..

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You are correct, golay khub batha... But seta mone hoy kichui na onnanno koster tulonay...
Pagol amio hoye jachi... Due to the tremendous uncertainty about our job, and even more dearth and vacuum created by your absence in my life....
Jani na kontar jonno beshi... Majhe majhe mone hoche, lets quit living, what's the purpose? Ki j kori kichi bujte parchi na... Palateo parchi na... Matha fete jache.... Khuub kosto hoche, sojher baire... We are now 2 criminals rejected by the entire world except our own families....
You just take care... Too much worried about you...
BV er rashes komeche? How are they now? Take care, i care for you.... I wish this week to be little better for both of us...

Eosin

I dont know if its true..mostly must be wrong...
But have a feeling that ur throat is v v sore.
Aktoo girgle kore nio..nun fele jole..
Ar parle patla kichu kheo..osudh tao kine rekho..jodi laage!!!

Feeling like a corpse..
Amay lokjon bolche ami naki pagol mentally disbalanced hoye jachhii..
Naam dhore Dakleo naki sara diy naa..atotai lost thaki,
habe hoyto..asole akta gobhir dukhhobodh chara r kono feelings ar kaj kore naa..

Anek anek bhalobasha nio..
Khub khub miss korchi tomay..khub intensely..
Urs n only urs..
Gsp

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