Love You Care for You

You might not be but am crystal clear in certainity of the following:

1. I am having maximum throttling pain in my life which is like
killing me strangling me to death every moment is coz of ur vacuum in
my life... Not uncertainity of our jobs..Rest everything i can deal
with but not the emptiness of ur absence...life is meaningless when u
r not there..
U say u have negative impact in my life..it might be true might be not
but what is true is without you there is NO LIFE at all even existence
is a crisis..

2.I am sure everything remaining same our social stigma our
uncertainity our negativity around physical illness would vanish in
thin air if we get to stay together.We can fight out everything with a
mental strength coz there wud be someone beside for whom I am living.

3. Yes society is performing social duties of making us untouchables
and family standing beside like a banyan tree with loving caring
shade...
This family bond is even more killing me..coz i know its will become
more n more difficult to sever the ties.

4. U want me to be practical..from very practical angles am saying I
feel no reasons for me to live..neither am able to accomodate me in
this sordid family existence who r good to us inspite of sych shoks
neither i can see a life with you in somewhat near future..

5.I know when i close my eyes and everything dissapears i can see
myself if at all I am living is as a mother of ur child..
My practical sense tell me thats quite unachievable and then n there I
feel like QUIT living...

Given a choice I would b happy to marry you even if you are a roadside
painter or a freelance programmer out of all social boundaries..

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