Am just fine as fine as could be...
Had a v ugly fight with him yesterday till about 2:30 am..but I got to understand his point...ami hoyto or jaygay thakle oi sob kothai boltam ja o bolche..may be in a different or soft tone..but message would have been same,,,
Some of them were really quite very true
No one in the home did sleep for the entire night ..and all three at home having fever...
Sokale uthe dekhi he is again searching on job portals for me..I don't understand ...may be he does care for me in his way
If not anyone am really feeling so sad for my baby..who is really a princess and an angel more like my mom rather like my baby..showing such maturity even in the days of worst possible crisis..
Am feeling extremely low and dejected..feeling like dying..every moment.but its ok..I have to undergo through all these..
I need to get punished and chastise for whatever I have done.. Yes I did for love but who cares..
Why should any other person step into my shoes of love..
And when I know and seeing everytime Love has no value no market share after all...Every time it gets defeated to survival and matters of mind over matters of heart.
But only thing I never knew is love really that merciless!!!!!
I deserve all these punishments and even beyond..
Dont blame yourself..It was my life afterall and I have juggled with it..
You never forced me to anything ..Never did ..I submitted on my own..110% of submission..of everything I had..
Had a v ugly fight with him yesterday till about 2:30 am..but I got to understand his point...ami hoyto or jaygay thakle oi sob kothai boltam ja o bolche..may be in a different or soft tone..but message would have been same,,,
Some of them were really quite very true
No one in the home did sleep for the entire night ..and all three at home having fever...
Sokale uthe dekhi he is again searching on job portals for me..I don't understand ...may be he does care for me in his way
If not anyone am really feeling so sad for my baby..who is really a princess and an angel more like my mom rather like my baby..showing such maturity even in the days of worst possible crisis..
Am feeling extremely low and dejected..feeling like dying..every moment.but its ok..I have to undergo through all these..
I need to get punished and chastise for whatever I have done.. Yes I did for love but who cares..
Why should any other person step into my shoes of love..
And when I know and seeing everytime Love has no value no market share after all...Every time it gets defeated to survival and matters of mind over matters of heart.
But only thing I never knew is love really that merciless!!!!!
I deserve all these punishments and even beyond..
Dont blame yourself..It was my life afterall and I have juggled with it..
You never forced me to anything ..Never did ..I submitted on my own..110% of submission..of everything I had..
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