Shona

Shona my lil darling...my baby...
Missed u so much...
I hate myself..kotha hoyni sokale,,

Ami aj js k nacher school e drop korechi by 8 oder aage aage class for
rehearsal and last class b4 pujo ..
n then i got lost...in the city..dint carry any comm device ....just
wanted to get lost..escape the reality..drove along roads to b
vagabond in the crowd and forget my existence..
Ato kosto hochhilo ato kosto hochhillo j felt like escaping my
ownself..that was killing me...
Jantam kew khoj korbe naa..oi somoy ta...ami ok 11 tay niye firbo abar...

tai just aka chilam rastay rastay ghurechi..

But bari eshe dekhlam sei akjonii amar thik khoj koreche pagoler
moto....w/o even knowing...
Aj tar phn korar kono kothao chilo naa..

I now know that i can never escape from your stare wherever u might be
...u will be watching me...

Khub khub kosto hochhe...ontoto akbar voice ta shonar jonyo...

My hands are trembling while typing this and senses numb as if nerves
are severed from neurones...perhaps still living just for u..coz i
know if i can survive today tomorrow i wud get to hear your voice ..

Love u so much..
Feeling like dying without my life my love
urs n only urs..
GBS

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