Love

Next week will be better trust me shona...it has to be and will be
better..as we will not be together..no crossroads anywhere where we
can probably meet..

Accenture would be simply auspicious to you... A holy new beginning a
new life start of a new journey..it has to be good...you will do
wonders there..trust me..it would be the stepping stone of the dream
which I cherish for you..

Kamon acho akhon?ami kalke raate porpor duto channel e TV r shock ta
thithak nite parini..tomay blog ta konomote kore i simply passed away
in a very high fever 103 er opor.. sara raat mathay jol dheleche
sobai..bhul bokechi..ki bolechi janinaa...akhono 102 jor...matha tulte
parchinaa..ato bhari ar byathay chire jachhe..
Doctor dakhano hoyeche...he gave medicines...shud be ok:

Ajke amar CPGBA r first exam ta chilo..monta khub kothao akta kharap
hoye ache onyo sob kichu chariye..

I dreamt too big of myself a new car new home new degree new
life..everything with my new found happiness of independence...n all
these times life was sarcastically smiling at me ....and shattered
down all my dreams with a very tight slap..

1. Ajker robibasoriyo ta poro
2. dayita has brought the mouse pad will get it for you

Did ur fever get down?let me know how r you..whenever possible..
Till then remaining v v v worried..
Take care somehow...Love you

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Scared

Feeling so scared and alone Jaan... The entire world is against us now... Its dark evrywhere now... Ami pagol hoye jachi... Acc er theke kichu ultopalta hole amar suicide chara kono rasta thakbe na...
Jani na next week ta te ki lukeye aache amader jonno... Prochur mod kheyechi kal rate, dhum jor, tao collage jabo...
You take rest... I love you... Just take care... For me and JS... You are answerable to no one but her...

U knw what

U knw what v deep inside i simply want to be ur wife run ur family
make u feel at home be ur proud wife n even prouder mom of ur baby...
Thats it...
And i never knew that ..such a simple feminine heart i carry..
I know am just cursed n will live with that,,,
not able to rest but let me try..
Love u

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Yes

Wont give up...
But if u happen to hear that 'you have been doomed and nothing will
happen to you' 24 by 7 its a lil difficult to pull up..
Am in tremendous pain not for the insecurity only but there is nothing
fwd to look fwd to ..to be in touch with you...and am convinced that
she (nature) is all against me to make sure i really go insane and end
up in an asylum..
Entire evening was all alone in the room ...Jst sometimes back i
somehow pulled myself to the tv set...the first channel which flashed
was sony pics playing 'Goodluck Charm' i almost went mad at the
memories of my home theatre of watching the movie sitting on yor lap..
I changed the channel went to channel 17 dont know the name..it was
playing Titanic scene of Rose committing suicide..

I immediately fainted over the sofa....it was simply unbearable..

I know u will tell me i need to be practical and first get to
steadfast. With the basic needs of life....but when u are earning my
basic need is not my job but something else....

Sorry for sounding so immatured...cudnt help...i dont know how am i
still able to breathe normally after this incidence..is it just a
coincidence? Or some preplanned punishment..
Now the memories of MC are again killing me when I was about to face
reality with a lil courage,,,the 807 room the way we watched the
movie.. You did bulit my world there..may be a cardhouse but the
finest one cemented with love..

I will live in that cardhouse again given a chance over a palace anyday..
Love u
take care

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Just don't give up hope... Don't ever give up as long as your best friend is alive...
I don't know who they are but I'm sure, that they seriously wants to cause damage to us...
And we have to still keep on fighting... Can't stop swimming now... Too late for that... It's the darkest night ever possible in our life, but trust me there is a morning waithing for us...
I don't know who they are and what they are up to... I just shared what I got from Indra... And also not sure if those people and PG are different people or same, and will not make much differences in our life... We have keep on fighting...
Replied to your mail on updated CV... Please check... PMP information er cheleta aaj ashe ni, kal dhorbo ok....
Love you till my last breath... Can't see you crying

Take care

If not a peaceful life do i atleast deserve a peaceful death?? Am not
able to bear anyfurther..
Tumi dekho amar kichhu habena just kicchu naa.. Will be doomed..
Had to numb my senses...not able to feel the pain anymore..going to forced sleep
Pls take care..talk to later when in some sanity of mind..
Love... me

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Understood

Understood..
Only one thing is not clear that why he is getting the information that you are resposinble for my job quit and not vice versa and the mail is creating agrressive vengeance in him against you..
He is only against you so violently after this mail..

If Parichay has to give him his (Parichay's) piece of hatred only against me why they are accussing you ..
They should simply say the reverse right..that I was playing with you etc...and you were trapped in the entire situation..

Asr will not take up that as reason of Quit.. he is almost 40 yrs of age to succumb to the information like we were in a meeting room f2f speaking and HR will force us to Quit.
Nobody in the world can do that..that 2 people in a meeting room "discussing something" and they were asked to resign..

Tried telling him that.. he didnt take it...
finally told them that HR had mail evidence that we were into a personal relation out of professional decorum..somehow could make a middle level peace..

Anyway for get it.. you just care..I will handle..
My morning stress is diluted now..with the other biggers stresses of a bleak future..

One important thing I have updated the CV and kept in drafts..please check it make needful changes and send back to me..

Delete the blog once you read it..
Update the blog one you could review and ammend the CV
Love..