Shona

Shona my lil darling...my baby...
Missed u so much...
I hate myself..kotha hoyni sokale,,

Ami aj js k nacher school e drop korechi by 8 oder aage aage class for
rehearsal and last class b4 pujo ..
n then i got lost...in the city..dint carry any comm device ....just
wanted to get lost..escape the reality..drove along roads to b
vagabond in the crowd and forget my existence..
Ato kosto hochhilo ato kosto hochhillo j felt like escaping my
ownself..that was killing me...
Jantam kew khoj korbe naa..oi somoy ta...ami ok 11 tay niye firbo abar...

tai just aka chilam rastay rastay ghurechi..

But bari eshe dekhlam sei akjonii amar thik khoj koreche pagoler
moto....w/o even knowing...
Aj tar phn korar kono kothao chilo naa..

I now know that i can never escape from your stare wherever u might be
...u will be watching me...

Khub khub kosto hochhe...ontoto akbar voice ta shonar jonyo...

My hands are trembling while typing this and senses numb as if nerves
are severed from neurones...perhaps still living just for u..coz i
know if i can survive today tomorrow i wud get to hear your voice ..

Love u so much..
Feeling like dying without my life my love
urs n only urs..
GBS

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Exam was ok. J rokom hote pare ei poristhitite.
R nite parchi na. Tor sathe thakle ki vabe jeno jani na, but sob kichu vule thaki. But tar por ki j vishon jontrona seta bole bojhate parbo na re. Tibro ekakitto, dombondho kora chinata, simahin onischoyota, r alokborsho durotto; sob kichu miliye ki j vishon jontrona se ami bolte parbo na.....
Tui sabdhe thakish... Er modhe exam dite amar ekdom valo lagche na... But life khub demanding... O to kono char e debe na...
Love you sona... I'll be fine, you just take care of my belonging that is YOU... Because I'm not able to do so...
Love you so very mush....
Only yours...

Kothay tumi

Kothao akta buker majhe khub chinchine byatha korche golay dola pakano
khub tibro akta jontrona r gobhir bissonnota..
Matha ta tip tip korche ..n ghar byatha..
I just know ALL of them would simply evaporate the moment i get to see
you or be in ur shadow..

But kothay tui...kotthhao to nei...
Moner modhye achish ami jani...but i need to cuddle up to u right now..
Parchinaa...atirikto kosto hochhee..

Aj saradin joto bar jol kheyechi kalker kotha mone hoyeche when i got
to see u feel my thirst more than me..

I cud still manage in the morning but evening theke ar parchinaa...
Barir lok er feedbak ami 7 theke naki karo sathe hyan hun chara aktao
uttar diyni..
Asole kotha gulo berochhe naa..gola diye ...khub force koreo naa..in
case am caught of crying terribly inside...

I dont know how long we can drag like this a lifeless existance!!!!

I wish that i get to LIVE WITH YOU God Damn it..someday...in NEAR FUTURE..
Am NOT able to stay without you ..just not able to!!!!

Love you so very much..and i simply love to pamper u..feed u..comb ur
hair with my nails,,, bathe u..take ur head on my breasts to rest
sleep with u and wake up with you peacefully..

I wish YOU can buy me a tiny nest..where i live with you ...and most
important will not be scared of a door knock...

I failed to buy twice...in case u can make our dream come true..

U knw what...1st september was ganesha chaturthi...
It proves beyond all doubts that U ShUd never pray to GOD never
ever..just believe in u ...ur capabilities n ur strength..

Love u so much n missing u all the more
forever urs...n only urs

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Missing you too

Tomar ki sob kiche valo lage? Even mamuli face wash makhano? Asole ki jano, oto sundor ekta face pele, or theke kom jotno kore facewash makhano somvob hoy na... Just to mention, after ages I took a Refreshing bath yesterday... I wish all my baths would be equally refreshing everytime, some day in recent future... Where I would be clean you both outside, as well as inside with the help of your personal Dog...
Yes, I feel like a Man in bed wiht you but a very pampered child otherwish... I love every way you love and spoile me with pamper...
Khub miss korchi tomay.. Take care and love you baby... All yours...

Fwd: Missing you

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: AKKA RAIN <akkainrain@gmail.com>
Date: Sat, 24 Sep 2011 17:36:11 +0530
Subject: Missing you
To: Akkainrain.cloud@blooger.com

Missing you so very much..
When i stay with u i feel so happy that the other part of existence is
simple death like placid morbid horrifying like a horror movie..

I really glow in ur arms..i know that
am missing the way u put facewash on my face and foamed and cleansed my face...

Ami nijeo konodin amon jotno kore mukh dhui naa..never ever..

If u are born to make me feel happy protected n safe n glowing am born
to make u feel like a MAN in a loving caring embrace of a WOMAN..

I was born to submit to you my everything ....my body soul mind heart
and femininity which was unknown to me..
Love u forever n ever

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Amazing...just just love you

Did you notice one thing? Read my comments once more..
I chose the 2nd O of google for u..meaning the 3rd letter...
And u chose the same for me..
Do we really think absolutely same and equal for each other even in
misunderstanding..
Just loved the thought we chose the same cutest face for each other
without knowing..
I know we are emotional fools to feel happy at choosing a cartoon as
if this is the most imp work assignment for us...
:) just love u and in infinite gp series

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Missing You

Sweety, Kal theke tor gondho mekhe boshe aachi sara gaaye, sara mone.... Ufff, tui na ekta jata, Palgol kore dish amay... You transform me in to a mad bull with your aroma and passion...
Kal toke pagoler moto volo lagchilo, as if loving you for the last time, and getting you for the last time in my life...
Mone hochilo ador ta jeno sesh e na hoy... choluk choluk sara khon...
tor sathe katano ek ekta muhurto amay valolagay voriye rakhe... amar sob kosto dure kore deaye... more you feel comfortable and secure in my arms, more i feel proud and feel like flying... i feel like I'm serving my purpose, to make you Happy...
Love You, Take care....