Forgive me, if you can....

It was our day. It was suppose to be the day of Grand calibration.
It was suppose to be the day of togetherness.
When My Sweety Pie got appreciated by the World for her effort and
I was the proudest father to cherish My Love’s success.
I was so very happy for her, that I can’t express…..

You waited and waited for me silently,
helped me in all possible ways to finish my work swiftly
Waited for me to finish my work and take me in your arms,
to make me dissolve in you and make me calm..

But alas! As a perfect idiot, I screwed up everything.
Babe, I know I messed up pretty bad,
I know I have hurt you, I made you cry,
I know you do not deserve any of this,
I know things can and will be better,
I know you still want this or you would not be here,
I know you are probably reading this and already know what I am saying but
I also know that we have a lot of life to live, together.

It’s what I do all the times. The time I am forced to spend apart from you, with utter loneliness and pain, I reflect that on YOU.
No one has ever had me the way you do.
I wonder sometimes why we are where we are,
For me at least I know it is because I love you, unconditionally, deepest from my heart.

Yes I do mess up sometimes and I wish I was perfect, but I am not.
It’s beautiful knowing that you know that and have accepted that and me.