Love you silently

Yesterday we were happy
Like as we are..
We always love to be happy
Being happy go lucky creatures

So without actually much significant reasons
We were happy from the core of our heart
Just because we were able to take a stroll
Side by side
After a long long time

We were happy just because we got a chance
To work together for 8 coupled hours
Sitting beside
After a long long time

We were happy just because we got to buy
Small little gifts with lots of love
From open roadside
After a long long time

We were happy just because we spoke our hearts
Crossing the memory lanes happy and sad
From miseries to pride
After a long long time

We were happy 'coz we discussed how we got back each other
At the cost of all those bleeding sacrifices made
Which used to make our placid moments
After a long long time

We were happy because of our minuscule gains
Those small trinkets of love filled domains
Over huge burdens of surrenders made
Just to be at each others side
After a long long time

We were happy because we confessed
That we beam in beauty of our love
We look joyous in each others company
When we remain side by side
After a long long time

We were happy just because we could manifest
A tiny fragment of our oceanic love
Walking side lines
After a long long time

But little we realized we are not as lucky
At least coming so late we are not supposed to be
We steal time from each others life
And we have to pay for that likewise

And so here am I..
Cant even see you for such long times
Forget about the luxury of you carrying me
And all the love and care you would have been flooding
If you were at my side

And so there you are
Even if you scratch your cage
As an indignant trapped creature
You have to gulp all the pain with a livid face
And cannot be at my side

And we have to manifold pay for this
Just because we were happy yesterday
We have to pay
By not completely seeing each other
For tomorrows and today

We have to pay
Just because we were happy
Being at each others side
After a long long time