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was not able to get back to life or the lack of it ...better term some kind of reality... was not able to get back in that ...... after carrying you everywhere... not able to breathe as well....was and am totally numb...CANT even speaking a sinle word...a stone statue just as u have left...called up if just listeneing to your voice wud have helped.... might as well cud have worsened as i was telling you... dont speak... good that the call was not connected... cud have cracked like a delicate glassware...n broken to pieces....was the evening real?or just in my mind? r u able to come to terms with life or just withdrawn in ur shell? i dont know... have so many things to tell you..how i love you..n what the evening meant to me....wud perhaps get a chance someday someway and if not will take them to my grave..... LOVE U N STILL EXISTINGNG COZ I KNOW U LOVE ME N PERHAPS CANT LIVE WITHOUT ME.