Only You

Baby,

First tell me how are you now…Physically? Did the pain subside? I wish you and me a peaceful day ahead if not an enjoyable one.

I can’t express so well in black and white like you. Hence will not be able to answer your letter with all my reaction, but need to tell you few things.

You said you are imaginary fool and I’m a very logical matured creature. You are insensitive, don’t invest for future, only try to live in the present by trying to fill the vacuum and I’m able to think about the future with clarity of mind!!!!

Today you will get to know, what is what! It has already started feeling inside me, the sturdy vacuum like a black-hole. Do you know why? Because my heart and mind it desperate to see you once again. Because it knows by now it will not be able to meet you for a day. If this is the condition in one day of separation, who would I sustain my lifetime without you? I do not have any answer. And this is human nature to panic about the unknown. I’m also not any exception. Hence very upset somewhere deep inside.

Yes, you are right. You are too good for me. You have everything in a single package that a man can desire. Brain, Beauty, Body. Heart, Mind, Soul. Intelligence, Love, Care, Capability, Curves, Creativity. Sensibility, Sensitivity, Seduction, Sex. Fertility, Naughtiness. Power. Fighter. Energetic. Down to earth. Spirited. … The list is endless. But for sure everything a man can desire from his woman. And I know you are too good for me. But these things, my mind is aware of and admits that you are too good for me. But my Heart… it is the most immature child in this world. It refuses to listen to all these too good etc. It only knows that it beats for YOU, cares for YOU, loves only YOU. My heart is not even bothered to ask the right question, does my love qualify for you? I can manage and convince my mind, but fail to put up with that immature heart.

Have you ever seen any kid, crying furiously in the middle of the road for some toys, which his father is incapable to buy? Have you observed the helplessness of that father? Who tries to convince the child with all the logics available under the sun? The toy is costly, can’t afford it… the toy is not good for health…. you have so many at home…. Why can’t you take the other one… That toy is not for sale… that toy belongs to somebody…. All logical, but unfortunately useless to bring his child back to normal. Because somewhere the child has submitted own self to that toy and they are connected Now only that toy can make him happy.

Do you know, most of the time how the father manages to bring the child to existence, back to normal? With only one promise, YOU WILL GET IT TOMORROW. And the child agrees to go back with tons of doubts in mind, but still with a ray of HOPE. That drives him back to the home, only in a hope of a better tomorrow or day after.

I was looking for that hope only, YOU WILL GET IT TOMORROW.

Not sure if I was able to express myself to you with my limited capability of written communication.

Love You, much more than these few words can express.

Only Yours

Eosin