Saturday, August 13, 2011

Eosin and Tight Hug

Smell or no smell.. Eosin..tight hug dite parle ato kotha r ii proyojon hoto na..
Dont you think tight hug debar moto samanyotomo abokash o thakle you didnt have to suffer all alone writhing in pain for almost about 24 long hours???
Ato kotha ii asto naa mone in the first place..I would have read it in your eyes the instant they did bother you and soaked them all..matha ta niye buker majhe chepe rekhe just chup koriye rakhtam..jotokhon na chotfot korte chara pabar jonyo!!!ar  tarpor shanto hoye jete..jorie thakte amay sarakhon..
My heartbeats would have spoken to you all....not my pen..

Tight hug er next level of care tao tumi paoni... jeta hoyto tight hug e 5 mins lagto kotha bolte parle 30 mins..sei tuku nun tomo pain relievers o paoni..simply suffered all alone by yourself for 1 long day..And I kept on suffering here trying  to comprehend the unknown pain of my life on the other side..
My lil baby.. you suffered all by yourself all alone...for such long hours!! Am not able to forgive myself...

Am also missing you too intensely here...like a caged rat trapped in rat trap..
Some silly creatures kept on standing stiff the entire day yesterday in the distant hope of getting caressed..they only know the biological clock and no other timeframes...
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I am just counting every single moment when I can be with you.. Be there for me..to bring me back to life..as I am now totally drowned in a black box with no windows..
The fact that you are so pained..driving me insane...feeling like scratching my body and make me blooded with sharp nails..
Somewhat physical pain to alleviate my mental agony though not possible.,.

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