Rememberance vs Forgetfullness

My dear husband ........ I love you and I


Remember all the feelings the day you kissed me....
Remember every word, when you used to text me.
Remember how I feel faint when you cast your charms
Remember how I shiver and coil as you take me in your arms..
Remember my warm breath, while I succumb to your chest..
Remember my arching when you drown in my breast
Remember the morning of those few days when you wake up..
Remember those starting cuddling caresses which made up
Remember that weak defenseless self submitting to your zeal
Remember that power by which you took me to divine thrill
Remember when you drink deep your loving lips
I feel like the thirsty parched woman taking sips
Taking sips of life offfered in a season of fall
Begging for some more moments before it ends all
And that's why every night I sleep alone
In cold winter nights or sultry stormy monsoon
Finding no one to hug lusting just for a just warmth
Waiting for you only for special days of month
I remember my soft body so close..hugging yours
One soul two bodies in spine chilling shivers
Then I remember once more that loud screaming voice
Making me breathless suffocated in wild passionate poise

My dear husband I love you..deep and straight
My dear husband..and that is why I am such painful state
Tis why I live here and life places you someplace else
I cry for you every moment and rest of the world believes in forgetfullness!!!