Jaann

Its my undying helpless love and dependence on you that I really cannot breathe without you but its also a fact that I am respiring ONLY for YOU when am so very far from you

I Love You so much..you cant imagine .. I myself never fathomed.. my love was not like yours which was 110% sure from Day 1

My love started its journey from upfront negativity a no mans land touched the base and reached the peak slowly v slowly all and with all your persistence and overwhelming love and care and what not!!!!

I cant live without you Eosin..
janish ajke anek khon kotha hochhilo with Asr...
He was of opnion that kono curse er jonyo or and amar life te erom nosto hoye gache..
diye barbar bolchilo j kano amon holo...

Ami ok khub shanto golay bolechi jano.. j I know kano amon holo..
because I was not born to marry you ..but marry somebody else..and sadly I couldnot wait for him..and came under your "under the belt sympathy".. pressure
It flared situations to some extent..but probably he understood..
ami sotti parchi na..he should know some of the facts about my mind..my heart..which he has never tried to know..

I know how much you need me...how much you crave for my pampering for my loving touches..may be equal to my craving for me..but deep down I know you are also dependent on me helplessly like a baby..may be more than I do on you..

ami ki kore toke chere thaki bolto? ar amar ei feelings ta akdine asheni..
but akhon jokhon esheche..tokhon to ami jani..ami amar sara jibon diye tor kache daybodhyo..
I cant leave you like this on road to suffer.. nor can I die every day..
and I will keep on stealing moments from my life to spend with you..no matter what..gift something called "moments of life" from ages of lifelessness to each other!!!!

kono mukti nei

I am born for you..made for you...destined to marry you...I was crafted for you and you and only you..
You are My husband...(husband maane ami toke kalke phone e bojhabo)and no wife can really live like this parted from the husband.
TV te dhak bajche pujar..and am dying for my baby hubby..
I hate the Pujo

I miss you so much..and please know every moment of my survival has a dream may be a distant one ...that someday I will really LIVE with you Eosin...

Someday...you just wait for me..
Ami sotti akdin parbo toke phone e deke bolte ..Abir tor Arpita ei raastay wait korche tor jonyo..she has left everything behind..
ami jani tui wait korbi oi dak ra jonyo..

Its not about discussing divorce..
Its about saving 1 life which is so helpless without YOU!!!!
Ami j sotti toke chere thakte parinaa..ki korbo ami...

Let me confess ami sudhu tor jonnei konodin bolte parini...tor oi bikot sensibility r jonyo...j amay niye pala Abir
I know you have the capability of keeping me happy and keeping every request of mine..i know my wish is a command for you

You cant leave me like this..
tui kichutei shanti pabinaa...jodi ontoto 1 ta bochor amar sathe na katash!!!