Had one of the worst possible nights in my life...
I realized i simply stay with a bastard..
My fever was v v high ...around 102 till 1:30 am..vommitted
everything twice...
Kachu came back around 2 am after pandal hopping..
N from 2 till 4:30 am there was a v v brutal fight with that bustard
out of nothing...
He will not take the baby out ..since i wont go this time...and since
kachu enjoyed so much with dada s family n kachu told mama amay khub
ador koreche chmupi kheyeche drive korte korte amra atlas
khlechi...khub enjoy korechi...dragon dekhechi..rides chorechi...tumi
amay konodin amon bhabe nie jaona baba...geleo khali boko n jhogra
koro.. Etc..
Akta bachhar straightforward feedback newar guts nei bole he started
fighting with me...i was lying down almost frail..okhan theke tule..he
started yelling like a slum dog ...and ofcourse in first line itself
it started like ma jamon purverted tamon meye..kono value system
nei...family r jonnyo taan nei...n then obvious issues with u n
me...he had found that amra naki vedic village gechi..o proof peyeche
etc...all bullsheet..
I am not elaborating...but u understand... with that high fever and
that state ami kotha porjyonto bolte parchinaa sei state joto rokom
chotolokamo kora jay he did everything in front of the baby..
I dont much believe in god but i just wish if i get a job out of
kolkata n can take my baby along with...such that am able to give her
a better life...
She is a very very decent child...n deserves some peace somewhere ....
Tarpor sara ta raat prochondo jor e chotfot korechi... 103 er opor
till about 6.30 am almost fainted...dont know after that..
Akhon just uthei toke blog korchi..
Matha tultei parchinaa...
Kichu por babar bari jabo...kalke okhanei thakbo..tumi parle phone koro..
Shuvo maha shashthi..
Anek anek bhalobasha ar pronam nio..
Ager shoshti te saree pore amra abcos e kheye thakur
dekhechilam...amar life e ami sotti oi aktai din pujo bole mon theke
khushi chilam...never b4 or never after...
Ar konodin asbe kina janinaa...
I hate this jealous crooked goddess who sticks to her hubby like
fevicol n expects her children to suffer like hell without her loving
caring husband... In every possible brutal format...
Love you my dearest
and missing you as if am dying every moment...
Just take care n just be with me ..
I can feel u inside my heart every single moment n am clutching to you
with all my strength whatever is left..
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