Don't Know

Don't Know
How Are You
Where Are You
What Are you doing
Why are you so far yet so near>> that I am not able to think of a anything when I have spent alone without YOU in countless thoughts!!!

Each and every moment beyond my own plain somewhat robotic existence I am only thinking about YOU and YOU and YOU
Missing you every micro seconds!!!!Not able to breathe as well..
No idea where life take turns.. and how long can this journey in desolate isolation groping in darkness ceases to haunt..

I am just about OK..Performing as you are doing ALL duties bound to be done as a civilized social creature..

Survival is continuing at the pace of 1sec/sec ..
But deep inside a black hole is engulfing from every corner every angle ...Not able to look beyond..

Waiting and dying to get back to YOU somehow in some REAL format...may be just your voice or a glimpse or something ...can't think of how..
Waiting for mercy of nature in whatever form she unites me with my life once more before its too late!!!!