Ghost of Life

I really do NOT know how can all 3
Betray where they are supposed to be
Miss someone so very much
And simply deny their own existance

Its looong after you have
Unfurled me off your embrace
Have drudged the long way back
Alone in the drizzling rain

She denied me in every step and off she shook
Kept on flowing incessantly like the brook
In rainyseason..who had no idea whatsoever
What to do with all these water
That is gushing from deep inside
She kept on craving for someone in insanity
Some one who was not even in the farthest proximity

She kept on wanting him more and more
Inspite of knowing he can not be close
Irrespective of how much he does care
He cannot hold her soothe her
Or make her feel as his own
Till such times if it at all comes
She has to weep alone

But still for hours together
She yearned and craved for her beloved partner
With some undying hope deep instilled
That someday someway he would be Closer
And neither Time nor the Place
Will then become the constraint
And for endless time together
He can make her feel his power
Of a magic called love in every hour
With the serenity of smile deep on lips
With soft fulfilling loving kiss
He will make her feel as his very OWN
And nothing to think on days bygone

When at those times you feel like clutching
And denied of that minimum peace
When you have to depart far
Having been closest deep somewhere
When you cant even pull yourself
And can exchange everything for a moments grace
And that very moment you have to disengage
You know what brutality of Life is!!!!

And long after the hours passed
Your ownself denies you aghast
You get to know what craving is
And what the intensity of missing means

When you cannot anymore hold on to you
You act like slave of some one true
You miss him awake or asleep living or dead
You know exactly what you desrve to get

When you know the entire waterfall is for you
But still you cant even get a handfull to
Quench your burning thrist
And you die thristy just beside by the running river
You know for sure what
Life can offer and what denial of life means so far!!!

Before she dies atleast once in her entire lifetime
She would long to hold on to him for ages and ages
In an undying love without thinking of anylthing else
She would simply want to die in a blissful helplessness!!!!!!