Love You

Please stop loving me Eosin....
Am not able to take the pain myself..which I have inflicted in you
I have no answer that how could I hurt you my life so brutally..
Am not able to bear it...
Am shuddering every moment I am thinking of it.. how could I do it..

I was diseased mentally crippled when I have done all these and was also out of that paralyzed mental state by an alchemist which is YOU like in the process in which an ugly pumice stone slowly turns into sparkling gold... in your flawless selfless divine overflowing love.

Am thankful to life that I got the chance to comes across someone so wonderful as YOU and has in each and every term actually lead me through the path of emancipation...And most imporantly the change which you have brought in is like a soft serene gradual one without me or you even noticing it..

True it did hurt you brutally at a time when I was OUT of the disease...by your golden touches..
But a hurt so intense probably I also cannot take it off from you my entire lifetime..
Even if you are out of it.. I will keep on living with this thought that I have hurt someone who has loved me so much put everything on stake in loving me..

Love you so very much my sweetheart...
You are my lifeline...but above all you are mine..
And I cant stop loving you no matter what..and I don't care how much you love me or not I love you love you like anything a love I never felt before so soft and with so much o honor and no matter what befalls in life I will keep on loving you more increasingly everytime I breathe.