You will never know
WHAT YOU ARE TO ME
What each word of YOU
Mean to me
Coz they are not coming from
Anyone else
But from YOU
So out of 100% of what you say if I am not able to withstand 5% its my psychich problem..but trust me that 5% is ALL about YOU which keeps me grieved not something about me.. If it is something about me I will NOT even be bothered.....
I also know from where you are telling all these..I am totally aware of the intrinsic love and care that are fostered somewhere so deep even I can't touch..
YOU CAN NEVER EVER even if you TRY say something to me which is NOT triggered from selfless LOVE and CARE..
If you are NOT aware of that never bother I know for sure how much convinced I am....
Take it very straight Eosin
YOU have GIFTED Me MY LIFE
Which was LOST in OBLIVIION
Given me the RIGHT INSIGHT
Carried me Everywhere Every moment
At times even those... when I myself
Was not even aware of
That I needed your help
You have never said me anyting
Which was not evolved from Love and Care
Without expecting anything in return
You have always showered me
With unrestricted selfless love
All those words for which I was hurt
Are not related to any fault
And I know before me how those words
Have ripped you apart
But true I cannot take something from you
Which has an underlying shade of undermining you
And that comprised of the remaining 5%
You will never try to know what was that figure from
And keep on saying something which is again wrong
It wrong that you have given only sufferings
Disturbance and tear drops to me
You always tend to ignore the fact
That I believe in you more than I do in me
To me You are the ALCHEMIST
I don't care if you believe it not
But I will be never tired of stating that
That how special you are to me
In every possible and impossible ways
You have gifted my life to me
And at times I don't dare to dream
Something together With You
Because you are too precious
Too pristine for me to hold on to
Can someone so wonderful
Ever belong to me?
But its really cruel the way of snatching my ONLY FRIEND away from me so far where I can never venture.. Its must be lawful and done in everyone's good but not right...
Even a lifesaving operation cannot sustain a non-anesthetic approach.
Out of everything I value most the sentence: Setting own rules of life..
ReplyDeleteThis is really the most significant one..
Yes, Probably that's the key which makes all of us unique...
ReplyDeleteAnd I know why you have written all this... To hide the fact that I have hurt you and make me feel good..
I know YOU!
You have not hurt me ever.. You can NEVER do that..
ReplyDeleteBut yes you were a little harsh that left me sad for a long long time..
..We are not discussing y'day anymore...
You are too good to hurt me..You care for me a little too much Eosin :)
Perhapes you dont even know that..
Also you are not aware of how gifted YOU are..
People would die to get just one of your talents or shades.. And you have so many of them that you are lost in bliss of ignorance...