Its OK

Why cannot you simply
KILL me one day
That would rather be a gift
Than leaving me like
A dying entity on road astray
Writhing in pain and utter dismay

Its ok to die and never speak out
That am dying for you inside out
My every existance is pining for you
But its ok to never say it loud

Its ok to lie to the entire world
And also ok to lie between us
Its ok to tell forget the past
As its never going to last

The past has no future so
Its ok to justify every word
But if the past was not in place
Question of future would never be raised

I never had a past nor a future
But I only know
The present which is supposed to be
A present-- actually is crucifying me

I am counting every moment
Like a aghast ghost from agony
With no Past Present or Future
Getting burnt alive and nailed daily

But its ok not to confess
The feelings that is intrinsic
Which is Ripping your heart
Its ok not to bring out your bruised senses
Its ok to try look merry and laugh

Even with each other
Its ok to keep on the Act
As if acting with the entire world
Is never ever enough!!

Its ok to tell I do NOT miss you
And keep on putting the bravest smile
Even when am dying the most
Or I am the most weak and fragile

I am not missing you
Why should I do
When I do have other potions
Of allevating the pain
Why should I miss you..

Afterall it was just a momentary pass
Nothing to stay for eternity
So forget the past and behave normalcy
I wont miss you and you never miss me

Memories might fade away slowly
If at all it could be
In the silence of silhoute
Passionately searching for each other
Would stay back two burnt out souls