Off Late Part 2

Off Late Am finding Useless
And which will never ever me mine
Not Any more Not in this lifetime..

My smile even for while
That used to li tup some one face
Who used to walk a mile
To see it atleast once a fresh

My lips which some one
Always filled with honey
Took all the pains one by one
Which can never be bought by money

My Words as he said
Was never tired of listening
May be most were menaingless
But he who kept on caring

My Le femme which I always
Tried hard to keep under shield
But someone adored them so very much
As farmer treats his own very field

My all communication means
They are all tattered and out of network
Broken as my heart or fatigued of overwork
They are all Simply resting in coffins

My sensitivity which I thought
Never existed but someone dug it out
Only to kill it one more time by norms
Blatantly with a knife so stout

My ways of care which I believed
Was never ever there,
But it used to please someone beyond
Any happiness which can be sought

My unexplored heart my madness
Which I was also never aware
Only to be smoldered by Someone
And to oblivoin to disappear

My lookimg forward to
Which was always always for You
Has now become so stupid fool
I have nothing to look forward To
I will never be ever with You

Together we have lost our communication
Never knew we can speak so much via any media
Now the silence or talking which ever be
Are all like Killing without anasthesia

My Dreams which someone instilled
Very shortlived ones were they
I had never dreamt before ,had always
Been grounded and now ordered again to be

My positivity which kept on lingering
In the grotesque struggle for existance
As long as I simply survive
It will be all just respiring meaningless

My SOUL which I have gifted to someone
Rendered a useless Gift of Love
Love Are you Kidding?
Say with the world it was some passtime fun

Moments I used to count them
For being with with my soul mate
Not I have moments in countless waves
Deposited to despising fate!!!

My Life which found a meaning
With the magic of my freind
Now its only passive seconds passing
Without any start to it or any end!!!