Love in Inset

You cannot see me in pain. Got the nessage once again when I was awstruck by a very simple movie and one of its very simple scenes....

I cannot see you in pain either...

To sum it up as you rightly said since we just cannot impart more pain to each other we would reach out to our soul by messages and post its nothing more and nothing less.That way we can if not live atleast die in peace.

Since am not able to bring back life to you in anyway I shouldnot take the right from some one who has the right in the rightest sense and one who is putting the best to bring you back to life if not bring back life to you. I would surely respect all her efforts and will ONLY devaite iff (iff means if and only if) you are in more pain...

As you said ... the world believes in Relationships ...not Love.. Where as in Love its all about giving away everything effortlessly with the most angelic smile Relationships would need the Right amount of nurturing of Resposibilities.. So try to perorm all your Rs such that atlesat those people who are trying to save the Relationships with their maximum possible efforts get the due share ..

Lastnight I had a nightmare when I saw myself as a Vampire sucking blood from you for my own existance.Whenever I feel like fainting down am trying to gather my strength from your lifeblood.If I really love you or care for you even a bit I should stop deriving my strength by making you weak.....

Since this is a struggle for existence and not LIFE.Keep the struggle with vanity and pride. We will not fall prey this time anymore to people around for whom stopping manifestation means stop loving altogether. At certain captivated circumstances intensity becomes inversely proportional to expression.

As you say....I have YOU installed in me in every cell of my body in the format of every probable and improbale relationships.My container which was barren and empty will be forever overflowing with eternal love and emotions.Even You cannot spill even a drop from it...

Also as you say I am sure I will be having another freind soon who is perhaps more matured than me..and together with you in seen and unseen ways we would try to guard and guide her such that her container of love is filled by honey from the beginning. And her soulmate discovers her early and protect her fragile delicacy from day 1...

Can you please update the site with the poem in which you believe so much..and you have recited that to me in the most emphatic way..(bhalo jodi bashoi taare.....daana mele urte daao..)

Not only those lines but the tunes of the entire meliflous episode keep on revervating in my ears.. I simply die for that... shiver for the entirity of it..love so very intense so very passinate so very intrinsic so very romantic so very soft so very dreamy so very exquisite ....so very artistic..

Quoting loving lines while loving the person in the most loving embrace .. its not about expressing love ...but loving in an divine persuit..Simply magical...and captured like a snapshot for eternity..

I have so many countless of those panoramic heavenly photographs framed in the camera of by gone days.. People simply can give their life happily to get even just one of them... and I am a rich countess having arrays of those "lived" moments in my treasure box..

How can I dare to be more greedy....(though I am) I should feel contented with what I have been blessed with not crib of what I do NOT have or can NEVER ever have of my own....

As we said our love was like the Waterfall.. the water would keep on cascading..Its how much nature would have to ofer me me from that .... If I am always thristy for you, for your overflowing suffocating love its not her fault its the fault of my insatible desire to be with YOU...

And I log off with the last insight!!

I know we miss each other in every possible and impossible senses.Some of those moments we have lived together in frenzied reciprocation. But there are "n" number of those moments in variety and rarity which will never come true even in our wildes imaginations.They can only come TRUE in a REAL world not in a VIRTUAL paradise. If the intensity of missing becomes more intense than all these efforts put together am sure that day VIRTUALITY will automatically pave way for REALITY no matter what...AND no force can keep US apart..