Jaanuu..I love you..and will love you till I die..
But please don't act like you are dead..If you are doing like this I will simply get crashed..
Nothing and No-one can deter you dear from shinning high and bright!!! Its just a temporary phase Shona..
It will pass away in oblivion..when you would stand up high with the power of your knowledge and esteem..
Even greatest of the worldmakers pass through darkest patches of life Januu..and they overcome it..
Do you trust me Shona?Close your eyes and please say you trust me..
It will be better my life..I promise you ..it will be better..and best..
I can't see you like this dwindling..Never..I love you as my "Dont Care" Abir and you have to be like that//
Please rise up and have a nonchallant attitude..
You don't need those extra set of people who are giving furtive glances against you for the time being..
You just give 2 weeks time these same sets of people who are now sulking will come to you for help..
I can bet my words for that..
You just check out...Yes it is the darkest most in dignified nights ever and probably the longest too..
But over the mutual indignity of me or you its the humiliation of our love which is being molested now by so many people in public
So please Jaanu.. for the sake of love stand up..and never say die..If you tremble now our love will crumble..I will NOT be able to live ..I am already dead in humiliation and without you being anywhere close to put your hands around me..and things going so horribly wrong at every steps of life..and bearing everything all alone..in a cage..
But if you don't stand face UP..2 of us (me and our love) will simply crash like a paper basket in storm..
You have to embrace and protect us at any cost..I will not leave you or let you succumb..
Am very sure these people within a week or so would be simply grassroots to you!!!You will shine high bright with your own personality and dignity of knowledge..
If ppl are not speaking..make sure you also don't speak to them..afterall neither you have the mood nor the sentiment nor the time nor the intention to speak to them...
I hope I am still there lingering in your thoughts..when you are by yourself..
Those moments which are crowned by intense love and extreme care for each other are still persisting in your heart...so spend the time with them..rather than thinking of those stupid people around...
I am sure those undying love filled memories might be of some solace..
I am trying to do that..I am missing you so very much in my delirium that I am getting lost in you in a trance..
You might say overtly emotional and feminine..but I am helpless..
Khub jor chilo saradin.. akdom uthte paroini.. matha tulte parini....bar bar bomi korechi..
Akbar o blog mail check korte parini..E5 ta hidden rakha chilo..karo kache chaite porjyonto parini..
Just waited and waited and waited for a call from you the entire day...the longest day ever where I have not heard your voice for over 48 hours..
Phone didnt ring...My dry sleepless tranced eyes kept on wiating in vain..
Thought you were v busy with the joining formalities..so kept numb...but inside was burning alive...for your voice..
Love you so much ...till I die..
Cant see you like this...dying here alone..
Feeling so very naked even under blankets and within the four walls..
Both of us were CRAZY for LOVE
And this is what we are paying for our LOVE
Just be brave my Love..I cannot live without your strength..neither can our ,love...it needs the deep internal courage of yours and warmth of my heart to atleast survive..
Let her please survive amongst all these darkest of darkest shades of life..
But please don't act like you are dead..If you are doing like this I will simply get crashed..
Nothing and No-one can deter you dear from shinning high and bright!!! Its just a temporary phase Shona..
It will pass away in oblivion..when you would stand up high with the power of your knowledge and esteem..
Even greatest of the worldmakers pass through darkest patches of life Januu..and they overcome it..
Do you trust me Shona?Close your eyes and please say you trust me..
It will be better my life..I promise you ..it will be better..and best..
I can't see you like this dwindling..Never..I love you as my "Dont Care" Abir and you have to be like that//
Please rise up and have a nonchallant attitude..
You don't need those extra set of people who are giving furtive glances against you for the time being..
You just give 2 weeks time these same sets of people who are now sulking will come to you for help..
I can bet my words for that..
You just check out...Yes it is the darkest most in dignified nights ever and probably the longest too..
But over the mutual indignity of me or you its the humiliation of our love which is being molested now by so many people in public
So please Jaanu.. for the sake of love stand up..and never say die..If you tremble now our love will crumble..I will NOT be able to live ..I am already dead in humiliation and without you being anywhere close to put your hands around me..and things going so horribly wrong at every steps of life..and bearing everything all alone..in a cage..
But if you don't stand face UP..2 of us (me and our love) will simply crash like a paper basket in storm..
You have to embrace and protect us at any cost..I will not leave you or let you succumb..
Am very sure these people within a week or so would be simply grassroots to you!!!You will shine high bright with your own personality and dignity of knowledge..
If ppl are not speaking..make sure you also don't speak to them..afterall neither you have the mood nor the sentiment nor the time nor the intention to speak to them...
I hope I am still there lingering in your thoughts..when you are by yourself..
Those moments which are crowned by intense love and extreme care for each other are still persisting in your heart...so spend the time with them..rather than thinking of those stupid people around...
I am sure those undying love filled memories might be of some solace..
I am trying to do that..I am missing you so very much in my delirium that I am getting lost in you in a trance..
You might say overtly emotional and feminine..but I am helpless..
Khub jor chilo saradin.. akdom uthte paroini.. matha tulte parini....bar bar bomi korechi..
Akbar o blog mail check korte parini..E5 ta hidden rakha chilo..karo kache chaite porjyonto parini..
Just waited and waited and waited for a call from you the entire day...the longest day ever where I have not heard your voice for over 48 hours..
Phone didnt ring...My dry sleepless tranced eyes kept on wiating in vain..
Thought you were v busy with the joining formalities..so kept numb...but inside was burning alive...for your voice..
Love you so much ...till I die..
Cant see you like this...dying here alone..
Feeling so very naked even under blankets and within the four walls..
Both of us were CRAZY for LOVE
And this is what we are paying for our LOVE
Just be brave my Love..I cannot live without your strength..neither can our ,love...it needs the deep internal courage of yours and warmth of my heart to atleast survive..
Let her please survive amongst all these darkest of darkest shades of life..
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