Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Eosin

E5 e koto baar check korlam..no updates were there on the posts..even now after checking your blog..I re-checked in E5 ..there are no updates..but when I connected online I could get the blogs..

Sokal theke jor chilo tai online chilam naa..baring E5..and she betrayed..

Kichuu khete ichha korche naa..sokal theke just ak cup cha kheyechi..(I am habituated with that..so dont worry) but sotti sob khabar bish laagche..tomay blog ta likhe dekhi khete jabo..
worst part is jol kheteo parchinaa..dhok gilteo kosto hochhee..ghorer modhye fan o na chaliye bose achi..mone hochhe fan er hawa tar awaj er kan matha jha jha korche..prochondo sheet korche..


I can understand your suffering is even hell lot worse there..whereas I am only fighting home-bound isolation with no one to reach out you have to fight out constant external society inflicted isolation...which is really really traumatising..
Jol ruti kichu hoyto gola diye namche naa..Its very difficult to eat in an office premise where we had long lost the habbit of gulping down the food..It was an elaborate luncheon for us..even having water was an event!!!


I know its traumatising with all those people around where you are not feeling welcome..
So Bari theke jol and khawar niye eshe bhalo korecho..You just do NOT need any one's company..

But as per Maslow's hierarchy you have to bear up this to atleast get the Level1 Basic Physiological needs met..which is your bread earner..
Right now you are in the crisis of 4th level of need (self esteem) which you will soon recover with your dignity and power of knowledge ..just a matter of weeks..but don't even compare any other punishment where you might need to think about Leve1 ..things will change towards better now....with the silent blessings of your father!!

More so when my impact in your life is not vivid anymore >>things will fall in place..
I was really casting negative impact on your life which I never understood till I pushed you to limits....I had a fatal attraction on you which I realized so very late..only after ruining so much of your life

But probably the maximum damage is done and now it would shape up for a better future



Ota ICFAI Sikkim.. I will enquire ICFAI Hyd and let you know
Take Care
Love You and Love You forever..
PS. Dont worry about my health.. I will be fine..These are anonymous shock fevers will heal automatically in time..Its new to me but not new over the past 1 yr...

Keep faith..you will do wonders and these people who are avoiding now have to greet you with accolades in public recognition...
Love

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