Thursday, February 24, 2011

From Emancipation To Entrapment

The little boy had the rarest of the rare
A heart so pristine resonant with love & care
For all around him rich poor young or old
He always stood beside with his heart of Gold!!

A creative mind rolling waves of thoughts to unwind
Hues of Imagination Cascading Emotion
Versatility for him was the name of the game
Effortlessly creating marvels neatly hidden from fame.

Perhaps no one was there to his childlike simple desire
To absorb the unfurling thoughts of notions
In between two warm compassionate hands
None to understand his emotions
Or to enthuse his unique creativity
Created by his touches of some oblivious magic wands

He grew up alone in a melancholy world
Deep down lost in him with dreams untold
Suppressing his unexpressed heart manifold
Subduing his inborn nature vivid dare and bold
Big Dreamy Eyes slowly bespectacled with a Rolling grey cloud
More matter of facts matters soon speaking out loud
Over his passionate desperate vagabond spirit
A logical brain killed his insatiable feelings and subliming his unleashing merit.

All around saw the iron persona in him,
As he grew from a boy to Man
But the sad silent solitary screams of a solitary child
Was kept caged carefully in the very long run

In the long run of life he armored his sensitive heart
Like a knight he fought the battle till days and night did part
Never opening his heart to anybody never craving for self care
Giving to All till MY last- he had made his only Choir

He was passionately overwhelming or overwhelmingly passionate
When it came to quotient of Love
But it was not a quality to actually appreciate
By all who always have
Been with him, for them it was nothing
Barring maniac madness and drab

But what if some day at some odd hours
He someway meets some one
Who could read him silently comprehend his features?
And touch his heart in an avid unison?

Could interpret his unspoken words –
With a heart barely affectionate-
Sensitize his overflowing emotion
And to his waves of passion
Could solemnly reciprocate?

Could break through the shield with an invisible caress
And nurture his creativity with an intangible embrace

What if he forgets everything?
And unknowingly tunes to the orchestra of nature
For some tiny dunes of timeless sand
The feelings of a euphoric Emancipation
Makes him forget he is rational creature?

What if he surrenders to his heart?
And recites carelessly what his heart says rhyme
Would it be called a sinful Act
And a grotesque mindless Crime?

It has to be a punishable sin
A loathing hateful whim
Because he had listened to his heart
At the wrong axis of time

There can be ranges of torturous punishment
To actually sum it All
But the best of all would be
Put back the naughty genie in Entrapment
Who actually took that mindless call!!!!

Pain Inside

On a cold chilly night when I'm alone,
I think of you until break of dawn
I miss your face, I miss your smile
I haven't seen it for a long long while

I close my eyes so that I can see
The gust of memories of you and me
The love and laughs that we have shared
And all the times that you have spared

Then a surge of sadness from within
Can't stop the tears from rushing in
I miss the way you hold me tight
How I wish you are with me tonight

Then I start to feel this pain inside
And no matter what I cannot hide
I always try, but I always fail
Can't help myself, my heart is frail

You






















Fondle touches everywhere

Loving hands softly draping all over
Lips locked lips -wrapped in passionate kiss
A lovely unreal maddening bliss

Held against you in magical delight
Dancing spirits in crimson twilight
Twittering birds in a carefree flight
With symphonies of a love filled night

Melting together in a mellifluous tune
We Danced till morn in the ivory moon
Lying on your lap in an idle noon
Or traveling tired in a hot summer June

Intense eyes avoiding the penetrating gaze
Blushing red in your deepest embrace
Lost in your desperate passionate caress
I stand motionless in a magical pace

Drenched in magical showers of parading rain

I feel you deep inside over and over again
Surrendered eclectic hearts simply refrain
To equate life with loss or gain

Crossing traffic roads hand in hand
You make me walk smooth by your magical wand
Droplets of time float like dunes of sand
Lost oblivious in crowds was never so grand

Every moment with you is a realization
Be it making love in utmost passion
Or just be around in an effortless unison
Life with you is always a celebration

Incomplete Completeness in Complete Incompleteness

The bewildering memories keep me steadfast

The smoldering dream is yet to live and live I must

Not faltering not waning at the obstacles or let it go

Shouldering every high and low tide I have to row

Far off from me you are –but also when not far

The distance is in-computable beyond any mar

But still your silent poignant presence even ajar

Defines every chapter of the trapped life’s -debonair

Sad that it might be only a dream a child never born

Promises of Snapshots – “Of Life with you” only forlorn

But the times spent with you even in incomplete completeness

Redefines my life as complete beyond all its incompleteness