Gifts or the thoughtfullness

Kuchi I loved them all ..ALL the Gifts..but you know for sure which one penetrated deepest..

But I am dying and moved at yor thoughfullness..I was feeling like hugging you for long hours and kiss you longggg before you can gasp for breath at the choice of each of the gifts..but as always we run terribly short of time..and I end up being numb and dumb!!!!

1. the watch its terrific.. and you are terrible..How could you ever ask for my permission to wait and buy..jodi haatchara hoye jeto porrer din..!!
Its such a beauty elegant and poised
I loved it.. I am crazzyy for Rose cold collections and its just that you scanned my heart inside and knew it for sure..
I never had a COLLECTION Watch..all were mundane stuffs for me..
But this is so very exquisite so "forveer new" so very dear and so very pristine like the pearls embedded in it..
I loved her!!!

2. Camera
Again I stood bewildered..How could you dear ..just ami jete pari (nothing s finalised as of now) seta bhebe ii tui pagol hoye geli..You went ahead and buy the sexiest camera for me..
Its so sleek,,Its so red Its so trendy Its so very mine..
I just dont know what are you made up of..
Human or Inhuman

3. By the way on a lighter done the freebie with the Cammy is yours!!Pur all earned freebies like the head phone / muffler are always meant for the other one.. This time no exception..
Its a very nice desiger Gent's Watch and a Wallet again..?
Should I hoard it for my son in law :))))
Will give it to you next time we meet!!

Ato jodi bhalobashih kano amay dure rekhechish Jaan..kache tene ne naa..
am dying here..amar akhon bhoy hochhe janish ami ar kono din mosit hote parbo naa!!
Am v v scared inside coz I feel very parched and dried up right there ..sob somoy mone hoy kichu akta atke ache ..and it will never come out and make me permnanently dry like winter leaves in fall season..
Spring will byepass me as am ignoring the best gift of spring.."Love"
Ami JS k akta ei hypocrit doityo dano r ashikhtto jongol e fele rekhe jete parbo naa..
atleast not at this tender age..but if you cant think of something magical with your magical power of love then 3 of us will die everyday!!!

I know you are also equally tied up and have no vent for thinking any solution.. but neither can I stop sharing with you...
You are also my only friend with whom I can fight till death ..achor kamor ja khucshi akmatro tor sathei korte pari!! R amader k ache bol!!
I will be there with you at every step of your life no matter what..but cant live like this orchids and cacti for the rest of the life!!!


Love You Jaan..with all my life!!!

Incredibly Credible

I cant help but be stunned at your creativity,I cant help but be stupified by your thoughtfulness..I simply stood awkard knowing not..
how how someone can love so much..treat her in such special delicacies of life....
Are you REAL??

The photo is mesmerizing..will make the spectator wonder for long about the creation and its beatific tunes behind it.. It reveals all yet says nothing at all...Its something by which you have taken your artistic persuits to altogether new heights!!!

1. The Subject ::
The subject itself is not just a woman lying undressed..but much much beyond that..let me try compose my feelings as a spectator to the painting..Its all about the Eternal Flame --the flame of undying love flame of waving paasion and flame of timelss waiting for her Love to hold her and take her in her reassuring embrace..

2.The Sur realism::
The part facelessness..You tend to know who is it!! yet cant say..everything is kept unobviously obvious in the canvas..the painting has a very very subtle soft caressing mystery in it..
It gives a chance to unleash your imagination to any extent yet you cant say it all..

3. The Pose::
The woman is dying to be get loved and caressed every muscles in her body acehs for that ..her slight uplifted face pines for a kiss her jutting out nipples longs to be hold and squeezed and caressed for long..her cross legged lying down position indicates her timeless yearning for something hard and crushing inside..and yet she theres no single loving hand to wrap her around..
You know but you cant claim anything..that's the wonder of the painting

4. The Melanchly Tone::The photo says of the helpless surrender of the Woman for love and the strangling pained heart of the painter, his indignant screams his strength and vigor which remains caged !!! yet reveals nothing at all..

5. The Choice of Colors::
Deep and bright hues with shades of darkness prevailing depicts the personaa of the painter..his neural state his unexpressable extreme passion his stressed mind and also the intensity of his love which remains bottled(subject of the painiting)..

6. The imagination:: Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder..Its so true..The photo reveals that!! The unseen curves and crevices which the subject doesnt know, unknown angles at what her own body parts lie..the long lost objects of love and adoration ..
It softly portrays everything through the eyes of the artist.. Yet says nothing at all..

7. The Love :: which the photo doesnt say loud and clear but proves in the onset of colors and masterstrokes of paint and brush..
How can you draw someone when she is ligt years away and have no reference in front???
How can you miss your love so much and put your desperation in such vivid expression of colors only???
How can you spend long long sleeplees nights tired and fatigued and exhausted and nailed and crucified and yet give birth to such a marvel..???
How can you love someone so much that you always feel this is nothing I can still love her more and more and more??

I will keep on wondering and I will never have an answer..
I dont want to have an answer...through my pea nut size of brain!!!
I am too deeply moved and shaken from inside with this thoughtfullness and expression of that ONLY on a CANVAS!!

You are not a Human

jaan..
i nevere knew if a person can love someone so much...
can feel for someone so much
can care for someone so much
can stretch for someone so much
can actually see the unseen self of someone so much...
ur paointing left me stunned today...breathless speechless motionless...
it captivated me...ur artistic self made me cry smile and just wanted me to celebrate life and love in joy and yet kept me numb in pain..
as u say i cud never answer whether am the luckiest or unluckiest person in the world love...

Wish me, It's my birthday....

Good Morning Jaan...
Many many happy returns of the day. Today is the date when you did arrive for me in this world.
This is the day, when I got my life on the face of the earth. That is why, this is also my birthday today, Love. So, wishing us the best on our mutual birthday.
I love you. Only yours, forever.

Love You So Much

Love You so very very much..I have kept shut..
And will do what u said attack of defence..
But he suddenly asked so was slightly offguarded for abt 10/15 secs..which is by reflex..when he asked about HG and not HY..
You just take care..
Feeling emotionally crippled...Tomar jonyo ato chinta hochhe koste more jachhii..mone hochhe matha fatha chire fete beriye jachhee..
Tar modhye ei sob ..ami just nite parchilam naa..so blurted out to YOU again..
Am sorry darling..didnt mean to add to your tension ...but invariably failed..as I always speak my heart out to you..
Was there any more interrogation from your end any further?Just asking to find out if they communicated or not..

Just Take Care..
I am just hoping that I am able to be in HG onre more time till you are there..
Beyond this ar kichhuu bhabte parchinaa
Love
Take Care

Jani na

I'm not sure. Not able to think of something much. My flight is at 6:15. Call you at 5:30 tomorrow and will discuss about this. Till that time, just keep shut. And also remember, that attack is the best way of defence.
Love you so very much. Amio r parchi an. Just ask him, why do I show you any proof? Why are you asking for it? First tell me why are you asking all on a sudden, then I'll answer.

URGENT

I dont know whether these people have spoken or not...that you are there..
He wants to see some email/system msg /bill something of my BLR stay..
I said I have none as its internally done..but I will check if I can get something..
Please suggest somethings..if possible from your end..Am Not able to think or try put in something..
Things are pretty wrong..And I am not trying to mend up as well...
Just ar parchinaa..
Take Care Love You
Be very very alert