Love in Inset

You cannot see me in pain. Got the nessage once again when I was awstruck by a very simple movie and one of its very simple scenes....

I cannot see you in pain either...

To sum it up as you rightly said since we just cannot impart more pain to each other we would reach out to our soul by messages and post its nothing more and nothing less.That way we can if not live atleast die in peace.

Since am not able to bring back life to you in anyway I shouldnot take the right from some one who has the right in the rightest sense and one who is putting the best to bring you back to life if not bring back life to you. I would surely respect all her efforts and will ONLY devaite iff (iff means if and only if) you are in more pain...

As you said ... the world believes in Relationships ...not Love.. Where as in Love its all about giving away everything effortlessly with the most angelic smile Relationships would need the Right amount of nurturing of Resposibilities.. So try to perorm all your Rs such that atlesat those people who are trying to save the Relationships with their maximum possible efforts get the due share ..

Lastnight I had a nightmare when I saw myself as a Vampire sucking blood from you for my own existance.Whenever I feel like fainting down am trying to gather my strength from your lifeblood.If I really love you or care for you even a bit I should stop deriving my strength by making you weak.....

Since this is a struggle for existence and not LIFE.Keep the struggle with vanity and pride. We will not fall prey this time anymore to people around for whom stopping manifestation means stop loving altogether. At certain captivated circumstances intensity becomes inversely proportional to expression.

As you say....I have YOU installed in me in every cell of my body in the format of every probable and improbale relationships.My container which was barren and empty will be forever overflowing with eternal love and emotions.Even You cannot spill even a drop from it...

Also as you say I am sure I will be having another freind soon who is perhaps more matured than me..and together with you in seen and unseen ways we would try to guard and guide her such that her container of love is filled by honey from the beginning. And her soulmate discovers her early and protect her fragile delicacy from day 1...

Can you please update the site with the poem in which you believe so much..and you have recited that to me in the most emphatic way..(bhalo jodi bashoi taare.....daana mele urte daao..)

Not only those lines but the tunes of the entire meliflous episode keep on revervating in my ears.. I simply die for that... shiver for the entirity of it..love so very intense so very passinate so very intrinsic so very romantic so very soft so very dreamy so very exquisite ....so very artistic..

Quoting loving lines while loving the person in the most loving embrace .. its not about expressing love ...but loving in an divine persuit..Simply magical...and captured like a snapshot for eternity..

I have so many countless of those panoramic heavenly photographs framed in the camera of by gone days.. People simply can give their life happily to get even just one of them... and I am a rich countess having arrays of those "lived" moments in my treasure box..

How can I dare to be more greedy....(though I am) I should feel contented with what I have been blessed with not crib of what I do NOT have or can NEVER ever have of my own....

As we said our love was like the Waterfall.. the water would keep on cascading..Its how much nature would have to ofer me me from that .... If I am always thristy for you, for your overflowing suffocating love its not her fault its the fault of my insatible desire to be with YOU...

And I log off with the last insight!!

I know we miss each other in every possible and impossible senses.Some of those moments we have lived together in frenzied reciprocation. But there are "n" number of those moments in variety and rarity which will never come true even in our wildes imaginations.They can only come TRUE in a REAL world not in a VIRTUAL paradise. If the intensity of missing becomes more intense than all these efforts put together am sure that day VIRTUALITY will automatically pave way for REALITY no matter what...AND no force can keep US apart..

Congratulations

In these astray hues of thoughts

Forgot to tell you Congratulations
You proved to the entire world once more
That No Matter What befalls
You can take it all
And move forward
Be it high or low tide
You take things in your stride
And shine like an embellished Star
No Matter what befalls

You are always special

As you always are.

Awake or Asleep?

Will be waiting for you !!!
Floating like the pendulum aimlessly
And timelessly
Just as the swing does..
As if someone by the strike of midnight
Will come stealthily from behind
From nowhere and sweep me up
In his arms and take me off my feet
Filling ALL my senses
With the most intense lift
Puzzled by the suddenness
Quivering like a tiny leaf
I hold on to him
In frenzied madness
In complete surrender
Without a say
As the does to the thunder
Getting bedazzled by its single line ray

Good Night and Sweet Dream

Love You from the Bottom of My Heart...

Did You

Was wondering Did you Study??

A bunch full of flowers ONLY for you

Bringing heartfelt best wishes

Such that you give your best

You Would You Can and You surely Will

After all its YOU

Its YOU who can make a difference

With all your uniqueness

We are Together.. Always

I Know You are there on the Other side.
Watching the moon at the same time.
Getting dreanched with the same rain drops.

Same arctic wind is breezing through our hairs.
Witnessing the same same sunset together, everyday.

Are You there?

Each night I stand by the window pane
My loneliness wildly seeks someone
Groping in darkness to hold me tight
When my steps are not that right

Addiction it might be..am addicted
If this is addiction which sustains
And overwhelms my existance
With each single thought
That can still bring a lovefilled note

Whispers to my ears murmering
"I love you"
With a lingering freshness
Of always the first kiss on my lips
Saying it all by the softness
Of the blissful toches
I look at the Moon
Who silently pass by the sky
And fills the world below with wonder

When I miss you so strongly
I look up the the sky
Whereever you are
With whomever you are
However you are
And whatever you are
I get to know

You are still there
....Loving me
Under the same sky
Under the same moon gleams
You always blow a soft kiss
Only for me
You still wait with all your passion
So compassionately
Its forever trapped Only for me

Miss You so much

Please forgive me I cant stop missing You,

Even if for a passing moment

My thoughts sense and sensibilities are always filled with You and ONLY YOU

You and You

You are gifted in writing ....Only thing you never knew this before like many of your VIBGYOR shades of talents...which were unknown to you...And there is someone who really really dies every moment.. for individuality of these talents and the totality of the person!!!!

Your writing brought tears to my eyes.. wept for long...as I stopped by listening to the song several times over...

Wept for those moments and submoments ...when we LIVED our life together for some rarest of rarest incidents which people never get to live given their entire life time.. :)

Went through lots of introspection the entire day..some bitter some better..
Will share in details tomorrow morning..Since am poor in speaking will take the help of black and white..

Feels Like..

Every Time I See a new post or comment from you,
I feel like You came and kissed my lips when I was asleep.
It captures my senses,
It feels like I was in Your arms.
I can feel your aroma from the words that you have left behind.
They are the bunch of roses waiting for me, when you are long gone

Wanted to say this... From heart.... Each Word

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me, This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, If I need ya like I do
Please believe me, Every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one

I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

I Don't Want To

I don't want to buy your thoughts,since they come for free you keep on offering them to me. I will not get convinced by any of them unless and until you take my hands in yours look into my eyes and really make me feel yours then sell your intelligent thoughts.

I don't want to look pretty even if am doing...When you cannot put your hands around me and put on the camera scanner of your eyes which make me blush in red..stop saying and listening I look good..

I don't want to smile when there are no reasons to feel good or look forward to..when you cannot hold my face in your hands and kiss the smile..My smile if at all beautiful was meant only for one person who cannot touch them ever...

I don't want to be get carried away by your philosophies when you cannot keep me glued to you like a sticky pie don't give those damn philosophies to me..trust me they are not any kind of solace...

I don't want anybody to talk to me or even look at me or pass ANY kind of friendly gestures when I cannot have my best friend with me speaking and listening the hearts out for timeless ages.....

I don't want to get help from anybody when I know the only person whom I can shamelessly and helplessly ask for help is so very far from me. Please do not help me with Tips and Tricks when you cannot show them to me sitting beside me......

I don't need any help line. when my lifeline is not with me. I don't want to get any suggestions from any one I have had enough of them and every little bit of them is actually nauseating when I know for sure what/who can make or break my life..

I don't want other people's view in it. Its MY Life afterall. I don't want to feel good as I have stopped feeling good all about when I know the person who can make me feel divine like magic has been taken off from me for ever by a tragic witchcraft .....

I don't want to have anyone around me, when I know the only person my only friend for whom I have waited for my entire life for every minute aspect has been cruelly separated from me without the minimum anesthesia.......

Just leave me alone and let me die my way..I will be fine anyway

UNM

True love stories never have endings
Never have a beginning either

You just don't realize but simply taken off by the intensity of the word.

Protect the ROSE

Thought of a Rose

Each rose is like a shade of Talent in You
You simply excel in whatever You Do

You are Unique in every like the rays o sun
Setting you afar beyond everyone
And the triumph of every little success
Sets ablaze the passion Incandescent

Rose

“If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be picking roses for a lifetime.”

Its raining

Its raining outside
I got to hear
From people around
Lets go for a long long drive?

Hand in Hand
Tightly hold
Breathless in Joy
Bliss manifold

Rains all over
Filling your senses
Blocking your view
But clearing your sight
Rains all over
Left and Right

Feel the rain
All over you
Your hands lips face
Torrential shower
With cold soothing caress

Lets get drenched
In sung togetherness
Lets love each other
Soaked in happiness

Lets go for a Drive
A long crazy one
If not in the car
Across this path of bohemian

It rained this morning

It rained this morning
After a long lo...ng wait

Do you know the reason
You must I bet!!!

It was a shower to CELEBRATE
Once more the

Power of LOVE
Even when she is death bed
Power of Intensity over expression
When everything else fade

Power of will
Power of zeal
Power of Life
Over power to KILL

Power of a KISS
Power of a captivating EMBRACE
When every hope has left
Its Power of REASSURANCE


Power of insight
Power of vision
In power of togetherness
When your own vision is in HAZE

And it proves
It can RAIN
Even when all the efforts are in VAIN
It CAN RAIN
When your undying PASSION
is All Be In Red
It can TRULY TRULY RAIN
When its ALL About "YOU"
"JUST for YOU" is the phrase
Is ALL that is running in your Vein

Distance between hearts....

Power over You...