Saturday, July 9, 2011

Magical

again its magical ovetwhelming timing... the same time which i hate for being so late in each other's life.... but now when we r into it at wrong time... its the uncanniness of similar timing that leaves me awstruck... i was despserately missing you just to know what r you doing or where r you..so came to the only communicating media... and found u have alrdy left the same q... i am primarily missing you and if you ask of my physical presence i brought  my 2nd baby to timezone along with 2 other babies while always craving for my another baby....was suffocated WITHIN THE 4 ALIEN WALLS.. whr r u jaaanu?  

you dont know

you just d'ont know eosin how much i love you..and how like an alchemist you make each moment of my life shinning gold... each moment i discover with you a new shade of love.. just it happened once more... will tell u later.. also the story is magical.. may be stupid but the author is reiteratng exact same lines we have always shared unknowingly... may b in much composed ways... LOVE is really the most beautiful most enduring most overwhelming most powerful feelings... and love can never be separated from lovemaking.. its the most obvious and most beautiful manifestation of the most angelic feelings...AND I WILL ALWAYS WHISPER TO YOU EARS EARNESTLY... I LOVE YOU EOSIN.

story

I WANT TO SHARE ALL THE STORIES I READ WITH U.. THIS STORY IS LOVELY WOULD READ TO U SOME DAY..I WANT TO READ POEMS WITH YOU... SING SONGS TOGETHER... LAUGH OUT LOUD... DANCE IN YOUR STEPS..ON YOUR TOES.. DANCE IN THE RAIN.. WOULD WAKE UP TIP TOE IN MORNING COME BACK TO YOUR SIDE WITH A BIG TEA CUP... ENJOY THE MORNING TEA TOGETHER ON YOUR LAP...THAT MIGHT END UP IN AVID LOVE MAKING ONCE MORE THOUGH..WANT TO WATCH YOU FOR HOURS..WHEN YOU DRAW N SKETCH.. OR CONCENTRATE IN YOUR MASTERPIECES OF CREATION.. WANT TO COOK FOR YOU..DRESS FOR YOU UNDRESS FOR YOU..EVEN IF PUT A BINDI OR A KAJAL THATS ONLY FOR YOU... WANT TO WAIT FOR YOU...WHEN U BE BACK FROM WORK.. GIVE U SOME COMFORT..MAKE VIGOUROUS LOVE...TAKE A HOT COLD SHOWER.. GIVE U  A MASSAGE.. COOK TOGETHER WATCH A MOVIE ...LYING TOGETHER... AND CALL THE DAY EARLY..PUT THE ENTIRE WORLD OUT COZ WE HAVE THE MOST PASSIONATE LOVE TO MAKE..N SLEEP OFF UNPLUGGED..

compliment

TO ME YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE AS A WOMAN this is the best compliment a woman looks fwd for her eNtire LIFE.. SHE WANTS TO FEEL AS A WOMAN NOT A GIRL OR CHILD OR DAUGHTER OR WIFE OR MOTHER OR ARRAY OF OTHER RELATIONSHIPS.. SHE WANTS TO FEEL AS A WOMAN FOR HER ONLY MAN....HER LOVE HER LIFE...

if

if i could only hold His image fast in my heart, My eyes would not look outward at the world... Eric Segal

Friday, July 8, 2011

I want YOU

I want to live with you.
I want to live in an apartment decorated with pictures of us.
I want to wake up every day by your side.
I want to kiss your lips and whisper Good Morning in your ears.
I want to prepare our breakfast together.
I want to make you laugh in the morning.
I want to put strawberries in your mouth.
I want to tell you how much I love you.
I want to take you to shower in my arms.
I want to brush our teeth with a single brush.
I want to slip my hands through every part of your body.
Before I go to work, I want to pull your hand and kiss you all over.
I want to think of you until time to go home.
I want to call you and ask if everything is fine.
I want to take home something you like to eat.
I want to get home and kiss you all over again.
I want to caress you for long long time.
I want to take a shower with you once more.
I want a cup of tea made by you.
I want to eat in your hand.
I want to watch television hugging you.
I want to carry you to bed for a passionate love.
I want to sleep smelling your neck.

I want YOU.

You Deserve The World

My Love,
Everyday I love you more than yesterday.
Everyday I miss you more than the day before.
I wish you could see yourself the way I see you,
Just to know how beautiful you are..
And I wish you could love yourself the way I love you,
So that you apprehend, how much I care.
Above all, I wish your life is everything you deserve because,
I believe, You deserve the World.
I’ll stand by you forever, my heart will always belong to you.

Everything

No, the evening was NOT real .... It can't be... As you are not real in my life... You are just the sweetest dream that I can ever dream of....
Together that place was so magical... All our moves made the place illuminated... But once you turned your back to me and disappeared, leaving me in utter loneliness, the same place turned out to be the most suffocated one... That's the magic of you in my life....
Why should I be statue or enter into shell? I was so very happy that I got rid of you.... Enjoying my life once your were gone.... Only that people around was complaining 'What's wrong with you? You are not at all in this world. Any problem?'.... Silly people... They can't see that how happy I was because you were gone, after such few magical moments of celebration of LIFE and LOVE....
How are you? I'm fine... Your DOG if little hurt, but enjoying that pain... That is the only proof that the evening was real, not a dream and it got a chance to enter into it's most desired place...
Love You.... Missing You like Hell.... Take care....

nothing

was not able to get back to life or the lack of it ...better term some kind of reality... was not able to get back in that ...... after carrying you everywhere... not able to breathe as well....was and am totally numb...CANT even speaking a sinle word...a stone statue just as u have left...called up if just listeneing to your voice wud have helped.... might as well cud have worsened as i was telling you... dont speak... good that the call was not connected... cud have cracked like a delicate glassware...n broken to pieces....was the evening real?or just in my mind? r u able to come to terms with life or just withdrawn in ur shell? i dont know... have so many things to tell you..how i love you..n what the evening meant to me....wud perhaps get a chance someday someway and if not will take them to my grave..... LOVE U N STILL EXISTINGNG COZ I KNOW U LOVE ME N PERHAPS CANT LIVE WITHOUT ME. 

Thursday, July 7, 2011

wish

JUST WOKE UP LONGING TO SEE SOME COMMUNICATION FROM MY LOVE MY LIFE ON THIS V SPECIAL DAY WHICH BROUGHT MY LIFE TO ME...THE MOST MAGICAL DAY WHICH ANY SENSITIVE HUMAN BEING CAN DREAM OF... THE DAY FOR WHICH I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR AGES.........BUT PERHAPS AM NOT LUCKY ENOUGH THAT THOUGH I TRY.... THAT THE FIRST VOICE I HEAR WUD BE YOURS FIRST MSG I READ WUD BE YOURS OR FIRST FACE I THINK OFF WUD BE YOURS.... THEY R NOT FOR ME..........BUT MY THOUGHT PROCESS IS ALWAYS FILLED WITH YOU ALL MY SESNSES HAPPY N NUMB WITH YOUR MEMORIES..... LOVE YOU JANNUU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE LOVE YOU SO MUCH SO VERY MUCH........... HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY HUSBAND. ..YOU RCH INT. BLDNG N CALL ME N I WILL START MY JOURNEY TOWARDS YOU TO REACH MY LIFE MY SOUL MY HEART MY DREAM MY LOVE.....

Sweetest Love Words

Everything?

I will always be there



I will be waiting for you
With outstretched hands
To hold you when you need a tight hug
And comfort you on my lap
When you are down or sad
Clutch me inside my breasts
When you are pressed
Until you get some solace

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KsFmqIyifpo&NR=1

Eosin

You are my lifeline Eosin
Please help me get out of the incident
If that traumatizes you
It takes me to comma
And renders me lifeless

Trust me its all about YOU YOU and YOU
I have been pushed somewhere
When you were not there
And there was a huge vacuum
You know that
Please help me live
If you are not able to come out of it
What do I do?
Stop living is the only answer

Waiting For You in Rain Drenched



I will wait for you likewise for ever and ever
'Coz someday I know you will be right here
Kissing me on my forehead like a feather
And give me back my life which is now a far

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Rain Yet Again:



Kiss me in the Rain
Rains and again yet
They are rushing down incessant
They know nowadays I hate
Rains for being so inconsiderate

When I want to be in his arms
And long to die in his embrace
But never can be close to him
We do not have an own open place

Why do they need to shower
Torrential ,killing my mind-power
Why do the sounds of thunder
Make me weaker and weaker

Weaker for my love who is so distant
When my soul craves to get drenched
Bathing in passionate togetherness
Soaked in the mayhem of rain-droplets

I want him to kiss me ..Kiss me right now
Right here
I don't want to hear
Any reasons what so ever

I want him to make wild love to me
The most passionate one ever
Lying under the waterfall like sky
Right now right here

Could he ever come to me
Or one lifetime wait will
Go just in vain
Like goes through the drain
Most water drops of rain!!!

Just want to rest


Just want to rest snug to your chest-
And silently listen to your heart beats
As they murmer the words of softness
Gently to me-i melt in your embrace
What does your beating heart say??
Make I take a guess my way??

I will be always there be beside you

Until the very end

Wiping all your tears away

Trying to be your best freind

I will smile when you smile
And feel all the pain you do
And if you cry a single tear
I promise I will cry too
Cannot see you gloomy and sad
And I can bet my life for that
Can walk barefooted a 1000 miles
Just to curve on your lips a silver smile

All with You



Emancipation!!Love!! Romance!!Free Float

Love Making on wet sea shore!!

Frenzy Fantasy Freedom of Soul!!

With you ALL

Each and every magical experince

I have shared with YOU and only YOU

To my sensisitivity from deepest!!!!


Feeling too weary and waek to write more

But not fatigued enough to tell you I LOVE You once more

I Love You

I Don’t Love the most beautiful girl in the world,

I love the girl who makes my world the most beautiful.

With You forever

Love You

















Want to hold your hands and go for a long long walk down the sea shore
Want to take you in my arms and still wait to get more love of Your

Only with you
























It can rain in any season, when I lift you in my arms
Festival comes in any month, when I see your smile
Twilight can be anytime, when I walk hand in hand with you
It’s a relaxing vacation every day I spend working with you
Home could be anywhere when I’m holding you