Jaan Updates:

E5 was auto switched off I never knew...mone hoy bag e chaap pore ba kichu..ba hoyto ami kokhono off korechilam ON korte bhule gechi..
Anek ratre suyechi to..otota kheyal korini..
Plus haate poka kamre rash gulo r jonye alegra kheyechilam..otay mone hoy khub ghum paay!! :((
Sorrrry jaaan..kan dhorchi..I am feeling so horribly sad to miss your wake up call..In fact I was awaiting it in my adha tortured sleep..SS was deliberately sw off to avoid conflicting calls..

Reached the venue..aj khub trendy dress kore esechi..dress to Kill :)
Dont get J ....I actually thought of you while dressing..The thought just flashed in my mind...
Since yesterday every step we are always just few steps away..If by chance we get a chance to meet..
Habe na..but still..

Tomar exam aj daruuuuun habe..
you know why? Coz I got to notice I love you more.. raastay aka drive korte korte aschilam..and I was missing you like my heart is not in the car trying to reach me running after the car while my body was painfully driving..

Reached the venue in flat 17.8 mins..
But the melancholy driving was not bad either coz this is a life gifted by you to me!!Independance take charge of life as far as possible?? Falling down but trying to stand again..may be you fell down again but still you keep on trying to standing..
was the first to reach the class..
Love You Jaan..Love you so so very much...if possible give a call any point of time in this streamless motion of time molecules..
Will wait..with all my love

Loveeee you

Baby, Good Morning...

Sokale uthe call korechilam, onek bar... Tor sob phone bondho chilo... Maa er bari chili, tao tor sob fon bondho chilo, sorir thil aache to jaan?? Little worried...

Wish you have rocking sessions today as well, and build up the queue of stories that you are going to share with me....

Amar batha kom, folata aache.. Exam ses 1 tay. Ferar pothe dressing koriye firbo... Dont worry... Just love me...

Khub beshi miss korchi... Sara gaaye naak dhukiye tor gondho sukte eecha korche... I never knew someone's smell, only smell can give me such a strong erection....

Love you so very much...
Only yours... Forever

count

next time keep a count. .. eta besh thikthak legeche..
abar mail er moto habe na to??thats the only fear
good night
love you soooooooooooooooooooooooo much...
only urs cuddly

Kisses

Good night Sony...

Ghumiye poro Baby... Ami suye porlam...
10 kisses on lips, 10 each on Budhu and Vutum... 10 on Silky Tuni...
10 on your neck, 10 each on both shoulders, 10 on the sexy pachu...
and a bucket of 100 on rest of the body...
This is just to start of with before a elaborate love making...

Good Night... Love You, so very much

Reg Byatha Kome GIyeche

I dont much trust you about your confessions on health :)
good j osudh kinecho!!!
What about Dressing..kalke to 11 theke exam!!!
I need to see to believe..which is difficult :(
amay ki akta poka kamreche haate..kirom thikthike moto hoyeche ota theke..baba osudh ene diyeche...lagiyechi..

Mon diye poro..Love you and would keep on doing that..
Will tell you a story tomorrow..(not the trainer one..separate)
Love Me
sobar aaage j aage shobe good nite kissie diye shobe!!

Batha kome geyeche

Fire esechi... Oshudh kinechi, onek gulo dokan khuje tarpor peyechi... Exam thik chilo...
Ekhon kal ker exam er jonno porchi... Onek pora baki... Tumi e-learning kore nao mon deye...

Amar sorir ekdom thik aache, chintar ektu o kichu nai... You just don't worry, just keep loving me... That will completely heal me in no time...

Love you so very much sona... Kal 11 am theke amar exam.... All the very very best for your tomorrow's session... Hope you enjoy even more...

Only yours...

How are you baby

Exam kamon chilo?Kalke sokale dressing korabe mone kore and osudh kinbe ferar potha...without fail.
Class was really wow!!! Trainer was effective..I really loved the class..
The trainer has a strange story which he shared with the class..Will tell you when we get a chance to speak..Class was still 6:45..
Reached sometimes back..
abar ektoo elearning niye boshi..JH ra South CT gache with her mamia and cousins Date..
so free..

You take care...and would you be driving?amar chinta thakbe..mathay batha korche akhono anek?na aktoo kom?

Love You Jaan
Take Care Please

Love you only you

Wow!!! You loved the class. I loved that fact. Even happier now.

I'm good. In the class.
Love you and take care.

Drive safely.

Only yours. Pore sob details e sunbo jaan.

Hii

Loved the class..really loved it..
How is ur exam?
Love me.

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Love

Yes u r v correct....ami akdom akmot...

What i meant is since you are not well just dont take encourage any calls...

Kothay kotha baare..so simpli avoid ad ignore things which are
unimportant and not related to us..

u should speak minimal now...and that applies to everybody... U just
need complete rest..ad rest your injured head...doctor tomay eta
boleche hoyto to be in bed rest...
And for head wounds u should not speak and listen much just to put ur
brain/head at peace..

Kalke tomar barir ashanti niyeo amar ak comment chilo,,,j just rest..
Ur health first..

Osudh kheyecho?porashona korte parcho?
Dressing korecho?legeche naa khub?.. Bleeding hoyni to aar??
Remember aj osudh kinte habe amader!!!
Plz update me...worried as hell..
If possible give me a call..anytime possible.
Khub chinta hochhe about ur dressing etc.....take a pain killer if
possible..just to ensure sanity for exam...
Love u jaan..more than me..
Just love you..
Chintay more jachhi

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R parchi na or nakamo nite!!!

This time you manage... Or paglamo r jonno ami onek suffer korechi... But r ami entertain korbar mood e nai... O tomar kach theke koifiyet chaite pare, but amar or kache kono koifiyet debar kono daay nai...

In case he call me up, Ami flat bolbo j amar tomar sathe kono kotha hoy ni, tumi amay call koroni, amio o kori ni... And more over he can't ask me any questions as I'm not answerable to him...

I have enough entertained him in past, in the fear that he would torture you... But later found out he did that anyway, no matter how I treat him...

Hence this time I'll not fall pray to him anymore and simply deny about any telephonic conversation with you in recent past... Dujone enough somossay jorjorito, r or nakamo nite parchi na...

Love you so very much... Take care...

You make sure that you stay at your moms place today... Else tumi bari firle o tomar sathe abar jhogra korbe, and then would call me up to disturb me... Please don't go back to your place today... Karon kal sokale tumi emnitei bereye jabe... R tumi samne na thakle or amay call korar kono motivation nai...

Jaaanuu

Jaaan just be on guard..things r not right at my place..also saturday..
U r not well..am really really v panicked for you..
Just relax study n dont take up any calls..
Have ur medicines...
I have told that u were injured and in hospital from where u called up
and probably now as well u are v sick..
So dont call him...
In case he does ignore...
Am out of home so have no control over things..but class tao shanti
mone korte parchina..
U just take care..
Love

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Good morning Love

Valo nai re sona, ekdom valo nai... Monta vishon khushi and udash hoye aache eksathe... Tomar kache chute jete chaiche, toke kole tule nite chaiche... Pagoler moto lagche, eksathe thakte eecha korche vishon...

Sorir thik aache... Mathar folata r bathata bereche... Hater batha tao khub beshi, injections er jaygatay... Else sorir thik e aache, chintar kichu nai...

All the very best for your class... Love you so much... Amar jaanu... Always yours...

Good Morning Love

Honey how are you shona?Lil better..khub mon kharap laagche..2 din tana dakha habe naa..kothao hardly habe...

sokale uthe ektoo e-learnings gulo niye bosechi..
simplilearn is simply amazing..pore details e bolbo..tui dhuke dekhish..
khub lucid way te sob kichu bojhano..

Take Care Jaanu
LOve you so very much..so so very much..

Love u

Yes we think as one..not alike...
Ghori camera pantu lens laptop anek guchho guchho jinish kinbo...
U just get well soon...plz i beg of you..
Get well shona am not able to bear this pain on you but killing me
like dry ice..

Osudh kinbe kalke mone kore...
Love u dear..take care

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Jaan

Abar ashanti holo kano?matha r ei condition e .... Its really
detrimental for the injury,,,i dont doc must hav told u complete
rest...both mentally n physically...anyway ki r bolbo bolo... Our life
has become that way only!!

Osudh kheyecho?akhon porte habe naa...suye poro...early morning theke
uthe porte boso...

Plz rest...amio kichhu porte parini...mon ta tor kache pore
ache..chinta hochhe khub beshi...express korte parchinaa..
Chokh bondhyo korle rokto vasche..

Anyway...try to rest..love you and only you always forever....amio
shute jachhi..porte parlam na..

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Just love you

Sonu, ki korchish? Online courses gulo korcho to? Mon deye kore nao, jotota paro.
Ami pora suno korbar chesta korchi. But khub ekta hoche na. Barite abar oshanti hoyeche, khub frustrated lagche. Ami tor sathe thakte chai. Khub beshi kore chai day by day.

Love you and just take care.
Next week amar ghori kinte jabo kintu. Ami khub happy aaj, amader pochondo eto beshi mele, sotti unreal. Biswas hoy na, duto mon e vabe connected thakte pare ki kore. Just love you, even more.

Good morning my LIFE

Tui janish na jaan toke ami ki poriman valobashe.... Literally nijer praan er theke beshi valo bashi... Ami toke boraborer moto pete chai... Permanently... Jate jokhon eecha ami tor upore chorao hote pari, jemon eecha chotkate pari, joto eecha ador korte pari... R tui kablar moto takeye thakbi, kichu korte parbi na....
Kobe hobe seta, when you will submit to me forever!!!

Updates:
1. Ami ekdom thik aachi. Mathata ektu alur moto fuleche, batha o aache , but chinta korbar moto kichu na. Manageable.
2. Ami office jabo na. Eka thakbo barite. You will somehow come and meet me. Ki vabe korbi, ami jani na. Somehow you ensure he goes office and you can come over to see me. Ami jani na, but you must give me my gife for our new job, the gift of YOU.

Tui amay j kotota valobashish tar 1% jodi ku sune fele thake, tate amar sotti ektu o kharap lage ni. Hoy to seta sonai uchit, to come out of the mind set that we are out of sight hence out of mind.r seta niye tui kono explanation dibi, setao ami vabte pari na. Ami khali voy pai j tor upor kono ottachar na hoy. Tai kukre jai voy, karon oi jaygatay ami jhapeye pore toke protect korte jete pari na.

I love you.

Osudh

Osudh khyecho to?
Offr ltr ami nijei dekhini...just chked the mail from E5..
They will send appt letter tomorrow..will fwd everything tmrw..aj
raate mone hoy koste more jachhi
love u gd nt

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Jaaaann

I really dont know how much of stress somebody called God plans for me
each day...we were supposed to be happy today....
And this is what we got in return in the bargain of life...
Jhogra na jhogra r urdhye sob...
But he didnt misbehaved succumed to shell...am not in any mood to
bring him out..parbo na just...
I have taken sleeping pills tonite just to ease my nerves..and the
nerve tabs also..
Pagol hoye jaina kano k jaane..
Asojhyo kosto hochhe tor jonye..cant to anything when all i want is to
just wrap you up in my breast...

Love u good night..putting my phones off as am not in any balanced
state tonight anymore..
Cant take the pain anymore..
Love you
you just take care
i dont have anything else to say love

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Good night Jaan

Baby, sob thik aache to o dike. Tor sathe jhogra koreni to. Tui bolbi ami toke call korechilam. Tor sathe baje babohar korle amar khub kosto hoy....

Tor offer letter ta forward korish, osubidha na thakle. Dekhtam ekbar.

Love you. Batha ta ektu bereche. Ektu. Don't worry. Call you tomorrow.

Ami thik aachi

Ki suneche? Kon somoy? Details dio please. Ekhon ki condition barite? Please details e janao.
Kaku bari fire eseche to? Police jhamela koreni to?
Sotti r parchi na.... Asole aaj ami vishon beshi khushi hoye geyechilam, tar jonno compensate korte to hobei...
Tomar joining date kobe?
Please update.

Love

Just take care... He overheard all our conversation which I was
telling you over the phone...when you called up.. I was emotionally drained off and was screaming over the phone to you my desperate words pf love...
JS phone was in my bag..somehow it got connected to his number and he could hear all our conversation..
I just dont know how can these all happen..Its too uncanny..and can happen only with us..

I just dont know how much stress can i take...in 1 day
plz beware...love you so v much... I will tell him he has heard
is not that much will try to lighten the matter and try to keep things cool..

Will tell that you were not well hence I was speaking to you..
U plz take care...and dont worry..
Sleep Off..
All my love

Good Morning Jaan

Love ...
Was just wondering how do I wake you up in the morning if given a chance...
We were supposed to wake up together this morning...in our honeymoon city..
But then realised i wudnt have got a chance to wake you up as I would
have been love locked in your arms...and coudnt move....or may be when
I open my eyes find you hovering me on so so so very lovingly....

Love you so much dear
missing you tooo intensely
sei kokhon bhenge gache...missing your hands on me..

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Perhaps

sokal 9 ta te phone pawar kotha...but don't know!!
As our time being slaves of whims and wishes of solely 2 other people the legal trespassers into our lives and they would ensure they would always breathe so close to your neck that you cant even move your own head and eventually might forget that how you as a human being how exactly used to breathe!!

We dont even have a mouthful of sky!!!

Love You missing you real too much..just too much..I hardly have any words to describe my feelings right at this moment apart from saying dejected and feeling like spitting at me and my own survival (anything but not life)..jor jor lagche..just not feeling any better..only source of some solace being JS..
suye porchi..

Dont keep any plans (if at all you are still planning) for tomorrow..kichui habe na..plan na kore jodi 30 mins o dakha hoy it would perhaps bring back life to 2 dying wriggling creatures..

Love You so v much.

Sweety Pakhi Amar

Soni Baby, ki korche???
Ami baby k pagoler moto miss korchi...
Baby k khub se chotkate eecha korche...

Kal sokale call korte parbo ki na jani na...
9:00 nagad bank e jabo ekta cheque drop korte,
tokhon tumi kotha bolbar moto condition e thakle
E5 ta on rekho... Ami on pele SS e call korbo...

Else office e geye call korbo amar Jaan ta k....

Praner theke priyo re tui amar... Vishon beshi...

Good Night Love

No new news..only perceiving the different shades of dark as and when they are coming on the way..
Love You
kalke kotha habe..khub fatigued laagche..suye pori..though too scared to sleep..

Take care

yes, the PMP thing is very disturbing.... Apart from that any thing else you got to know since we last communicated today? Please let me know...

It it a bad start, no doubt...but we are probably already going through the worst possible time... Few days are little dark and few are darker... Different shades of darkness, that's it...

Love you and missing you so very much...

talk to you tomorrow... ekhon khub down lagche, kotha bolte (likhte) valo lagche na... Miss You

The week starts

Had a very negative start of the week.. Someone (fate??) laughs at your back you never know!!!
You are just a puppet

Good Night

Miss You..
What are u doing?Another looong drawn wk to start off
Will be with the SS.. if you gt a chance u can call till 8.
Love

ZNMD

kalke dekhlam movies ta..it was a good watch..but not a cozy watch..like the way it used to be..in some rooms some movies with someone

there are so many dialogues in the movie which we have spoken out so many times unknowingly in allmost similar lines..

Also those 3 three snippets which someone captured for me and showed me so much of speciality sometimes back again in some very known yet unknown rooms and the entire time is snapshot somewhere now with so much of intensity...deep very very deep the depth tearing apart!!

Love You So Much

Shona

Khub kosto hochhhe re Jaanu..aktto barabari level e
bhalo lagche naa akfota..feeling so devastated..nothing happened in particular but am feeling like sinking down and down in melanchloia...
Is this depression?? I have no idea..
I feel this is denial of life altogether

Health is fine..barring the neck pain..
Actually missing you so much every micro-moment that my whole being is refusing everything myself around!!!

Everymoment I am dying to talk to you..but I know I need to wait -wait and wait..and wait...

Wait to talk
Wait to walk
Wait to meet
Wait to greet
Wait to love
Wait to be your of
Wait to hold
Wait to unfold
Wait to share
Wait to care
Even to wait to worry
Or show my fury
Wait to be with you before I die someway somewhere ..I have no idea how when where thats gonna be possible..but I can only wait as of now..

The frequency of meeting or talking to you or even be 30 mins excusively with you is becoming so very bleak with each passing day that slowly a very deep deep sense of insecurity and lifelessness is engulfing me from all sides and am not able to pull myself up from that inspite of maximum effort!!!

Love You Baby
Do Take Care
Missing you so very much..dying to talk to you
Love You
Your's and only yours'

Jaanuuu

Baby, ki korcho... Ei firlam ei matro...
Khub klanto lagche...
First exam was not bad, not excellent either...
But the second one was really very bad... Little worried about flunking... Hope that would not ne the case... Wish your love some luck....
How was your day? How is your health?
What you did the entire day? Studied? Went out some where? Slept ? Took some rest?

I missed you all the time... Khub kotha bolte eecha korche sara din... Khub beshi kore... But jani , I have to wait for some more hours beforee I get to hear your melancholic voice....

Love you so very much Baby... Your my love, your are my life....

Take care...