Tonigt

Had so many things to share tonight
Yet so little can I with all my might  
Bundle of unspoken words bubbling my mind
Alas so little I am left with to unwind

The marks of passion that you  left behind
The marks of love the words to bind
The warmth of your cuddling arm
The memories haunted with your charm

I tried to behave I tried to hide
Yet I failed in every stride
I tried to push one step ahead
Alas I came back 2 steps dead

I screamed out loud I screamed out wild
With no-one to come by my side
I cried alone I cried so deep
Only my lonely heart left to weep

I wanted to tell you all our tales
Yet I was never able to speak up well
My words would limit my words would fail
I would standstill like a  flame less candle 

I wanted you to hold me long
I wanted you to hold me strong
Yet never ever it ever would true
That I would get enough of you

No matter how much we love us dear
We will always be far and far
No matter how we shower our care
We will never be our path finder

In the hands of law and land of paper
We will have to let our love to suffer
We might dream of a next life together 
Losing the bargain of life to nature.

I had you in my life I had it all
The memories so sweet standing tall
In self-made coffins our bodies to encase
Leaving our minds to search for peace.



Tonight I wanted to share
My love my passion my unfailing fear
Fear to lose you in the dunes of time
Yet tonight my words will fail to sublime