Not able to take it anymore

You are so very sick, but I'm so very far from my Baby. It's feels
like hell. Dying to talk to you and see you back again. Take a lots of
care. Love you so so so very much Jaan...

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Not feeling like anything anyway

Not feeling like anything anyway!!!
Some memories of Thursday
Killing my senses
Every moment Every way
Its heavily raining with storms- the chilly wind
Making me shiver and feeling feverish

Erratic Wait

Behaved very very rude and erratic with all
Not much reasons for those eccentric calls
The vacuum which could not be filled
By any dose of anything in the world
Lead me in the black pitfall

I know when you would be once more here
You will reprimand me for kind of frantic behavior
More so for being cruel on the tiny creature
But couldn't help it I was intensely missing you dear
And now I somehow have to get back to composure

Need to retreat to a self imposed solitude
And an eerie silence
Else
Neither can I survive being so restless
Or let others live at least on their own magnitude

Miss You

Missing you so intensely
Like a crab without the shell
Just the knowledge
That You are there in close proximity
Gives an immense strength

Now that I know I wont be able
To Reach you in any format
Any mode of communication
I am really feeling very fragile
And depressed..
Desperately withdrawn and silent..
As if the entire world has shut down...

Sometimes the immense love of the entire world
Seems insignificant to a tiny drop of love
Of some special ONE
Whom you miss with heart and soul
Its again quality vs quantity
That makes the difference
Take Care sweetheart

Healing Touch Sealing Power

I really have no idea how can YOU have
A Magical Healing Power
I am not joking a bit I swear
The incessant flow which was driving me frail
Stopped to an unimaginale extent
After she got her soul mate
I really have no idea how can it be possible
Am sure you will also feel as intrigued as I am
Saying amazed
Can this be really TRUE
To which I can feebly say it is because it is YOU

But if you have seen the change from last evening
To this morning
You could have perceived the change yourself
The heavy painful torrential showers
Transformed in serenity of soft drizzles
I love YOU Only You and forever after
And mesmerized by your magical power

LOVE YOU BOLD and CLEAR

Some time later
When you are quite off FAR
The closed corner
Smelt so very masculine of YOU
To the room I enter
Seeing you off in the land of nowhere
The strong frangrance of Love
Engulfed me from everywhere
Left me unaware
Of the time and place
It almost knocked me off ajar
I had to grab the handle of the chair
To keep me off from falling down
In a blacking despair....
The smell was so strong
My head reeled and my senses blocked
The smell was so strong
It had tremendous power to overpower
I felt numb I felt like shocked
Times later
I somehow got back my composure
Though I would always prefer
The lack of it...
The trance of the fragrance
Called LOVE which smelt so strongly of YOU
Helped me gather
Strength and fight back like a

And remain yours forever
Till I meet you next and make passionate love to YOU

In a timeless exotic manner

You make my Dreams Come True

I always love you in a black T
And you love to see me in speghetti
I die for the cascading hair on your forehead
You love those careless flowing hair of my ponytail

Our small plain Bed Our tiny Room Our Closeness
Your caring gestures my naughty features
Our Sky in the sight Our never ending Pillow fight
Our cuddling embraces makes the picture complete

How is my Baby today?

Dont worry its just that I am Not Feeling Right..

"I am not here to make a statement.........I thought I am here to tell me my own story, I just do not know how to tell my own story, coz' its a story I never really have.

"The best thing about being in horrific pain, is it allows you to know you are not dead."

"I expect pain, when I start to really get into it, but I know that facing that pain, will allow it to heal, and move on, knowing there will be more pain, but nothing like what I have been living with for longer than I care to mention."

I analyze my own self through everyone and everything but me, it is too scary, so I guess, now I have to stop thinking altogether and simply succumb to myself

So that we can start all over again

You are my Strength and Courage

So very true... for US

Good Morning my Love

GONE WITH THE WIND

some times a blast of wind comes to your life....and you stand there like a khor kuto (read feather).. getting carried away.. don't know what you are doing where are you going...going in a new dimension never known before solely relying on your heart and relying blinded on the wind which has taken you off from your feet and seem simply surrendering in that turbulence letting you float in the whirlwind of emotion and secured in the powerful arms of that wind which has rendered you powerless...

08/03/2010 03:56 PM

Take Care

My soul was removed to
Make rooms for all the sarcasms
I have to be miss You
When I am dying in spasms

Making a perfect X when it absolutely needs to be a Y
Making perfect circles of life , no question called Why

missing u

NOTHING TO WORRY SUGAR..U PLEASE TAKE CARE LOVE YOU TOO AM JUST MISSING YOU.. REGULAR MATTER.. CRAMP N LIL FEVER.. TYLENOL CAN WORK WONDER.. MISSING U WITH A FORCED DISAPASSIONATE FACE.. INSIDE A BURNING PASSION ABLAZE FIERRY RED.