Hey Love You and don't be a spoil sport!!!!!

Now this is spoilsport!!!!

Do you think I underwent all the pain alone all by myself to remain at home tied to bedside..????
The doc is super cool and so is the plaster cast...he allowed full float with the aid 'coz it will ensure joints etc are in right place which was not happening before and hence was not healing properly... The doc was really very very supportive and extremely caring ....he ensured minimum pain both mental and physical all through the couple of hours I was there...

He allowed everything to eat read dance and play matlaab full party...Even asked me to sit on sofa and place orders like the princess... to which I decided I would rather sit on your lap and ask you to be my taskmaster by carrying me everywhere...

Also you will be jawdropped at the new look..I would love you to paint on the cast... :)) Sexy cool Tattoos???What say???Its really looking cute on my feet...also a colorful one..(guess the color) not like the stupid old white moulds!!!And above all its very comforting..and compressing the pain...

You know what I missed the most during the tenure of treatment... The fuschia NAILPOLISH on my toes...

I wished I could show the doc that my dedicated hubby is putting on nailcolors on my feet like a professional ...when I am not able to color my toe nails.. :((( missed the chance this time.. next time would make it for sure....

Incidentally I changed the doc...The previous one was very lackadaisical types... and is on leave til mid Aug.

The new Doc is the cousin of a someone whom we both know at the office and quite appreciate his attitude...

last but not the least sorry for the midnoon call...

For 3/4 minutes lost all composure again as I was suddenly very very scared being all by myself..

For few moments was numb and forgot about all the promises I made in the morning in the long long post...like a ghost and so very like me :((((..Dont you think that's enough reason to feel dejected!!!!!

Thankfully the doc was really nice ..not a kharusshh type of person..
 

Love you and cant wait to show you the new look!!!Its all quite sexy!!!!
Not sure whether missing you more or loving you more..

What are you doing?

Dont wry n be my courage

dont worry..just be my strength...my love...came to the practiotioner...things have not improved over much...so he was a lil worried but convinced that a plaster would be good...as it would enforce complete restriction of all the ligamental movements...i was not able to decide at that point what's to be done...and wanted to have above all your reassuring opinion...its better now..he was very supportive....and things are under care n control...would go for ir now... u just be at my side...in soft silent vow... i can walk free with the aid ....so need not be restricted...love you take care

Take Care and Love You So very Much

Just take care
We have to somewhat sustain and respire
Just for us .. to be back in our world
To be back to each other arms

To fight all the seen and unseen storms
To fight all the told and untold unfold norms
To fight all the fold and unfold chemistries
To fight all the solved and unsolved mysteries

Just Take Care
Because its the love of ours
That should someday shine brighter
With all her enduring power


But till that frame of time comes real from a virtual picture
We have to be aware
Till such times am again in your warmth
And you in mine
We cannot really give in

To fight the rest of the world nailing us
We have to keep on fighting till  the last
To protect our love and protect her from indignity
She has suffered enough turseness enough anomisity

We have to keep on fighting till the day we last breathe
Till death takes me off from you or you off from me.!!!
All these lines are stressed from a painful heart of ghpst
Reiterating every word to me more to make sure am not lost..

 :))))

You Know What?

Things might fall apart
But
I am really wondered that
Our communication heart to heart
Will remain intact
And will increase and rise on
All other devices of connection
The most beautiful the most pristine
Means of reassurance
That you would always keep talking to me
And only me
Every minute every seconds
And no matter what
I will be always ruling your thought

From where no one can snatch me out
They can restrict or cage my every single attribute
But all those for which you love me more
Will be stored in your heart deep in core
The ceaseless love which was born in them will run
And cuddle me in dreams or no dreams every morning sun
Slowly rising over all other and overpower
Increasing day by day and growing year by year

It Hurts

I’m in love with you

In love with your free sprit

In love with your truthfulness towards emotions

In love with your emancipation  

In love with your intensity = expression.

You just don’t know how much it hurts

To ask you to stop those things

Which are the reasons of my undying love towards YOU.

It cuts deep, very deep

Which no one can see but you.

But I also know, if someone can understand me,

That is you and only YOU.

Please forgive me if possible.

Love you like anythings.

Please forgive me... I can't stop Loving You

I am sorry Eosin I understand you
I never judge you by the things you do
I understand the agony behind your actions
And the fact how they bruise your emotions

Every moment you are forced to act
With all the sarcasm all the tact
In ugly ways which all go against
Your own self your soul your candid mindset


Kills your feelings kills your principle
Takes your mind from your soul
I know we had to make a gruesome bargain
Of Life over mere somewhat existence

Sorry its my helplessness of taking it cool
Which keeps on complaining like a fool
Knowing fully well beggars cannot be choosers
I tend to do the things which are detrimental

I know you love my careless attiutude
The fact that I allmost hang around your arms
The fact that I keep kissing your shoulders
Beyond every obstacle and every norms

Please do not say "Sorry" to me
As no one else can know you more
I just cannot afford to do certain things
I dont know why I still deny to ignore

The fact that even we are mad for these
Tinly trinklets of joy in special score
Are actually despsising for the world outside
Hateful loathing and bitter eyesore

But deep down from my heart
I love your power of observation
The way you take care of me
In each and every ocassion


The way you think of me first
The way you analyze every aspect
I know they are done with quinine effort
But deep in my heart
I feel so proud that
By your grandeur
By your wonder
Whatever you do you are simply Perfect

I just love the fact that you posses

Strength of Samson and and wisdom of Solomon.”
That makesYou "YOU" in all uniquness
With the perfect balance of quotients
Of Intelligence and Emotion.

I also promise you
That I will give less chance of complain
I hope to build up strength and composure
Coz I hate to see you giving me bitter lesson

Those lessons that rips your heart off
But still you have to keep pushing me afar
Coz we have both seen the world falling apart
And we need to abide by these rules even to respire!!!!

Love you Eosin Love you so very much
Please forgive me for acting so naive
And un-understanding in a virtual sweetness
Forgive me in your own loving grace

Eosin is RED..and Red looks cool on Eosin

You are looking ravishing and cute at the same time!!!!

No idea I can I match up to YOU darling!!!!

Why I love you so much?

I never explained why I love you so much?

You can make a bad day instantly Better…

You can make me smile even when I have felt crap all day,

You can bring out a smile in me which no one else can.

Your face lights up my surrounding.

Your voice just makes me want to listen to just listen for hours.

Your eyes electrify me.

Your touch awakens me.

Your lips captivate me.

Do you need more reasons? I think not…

letter to my dear husband

My Dear husband missing u every second... pain is back in full swing.... started when i told you around 8....i don't knw how to deal with myself.... when u are with me i feel the happiest luckiest proudest breathing creature alive nothing happens to me i stay in a state of euphoria but...moment my ecosystem gets an indication that am to be detached from your support line,..... all kinds of pain rush from all corners...BODY MIND SOUL DENIES TO CONTINUE WITH ME...I FEEL AT A LOSS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH MYSELF.. AM THE BUGGEST PROBLEM TO ME!!!!!HATE U AS MUCH I LOVE YOU N MISS YOU EVEN MORE....EACH OF MY CELLS BETRAY TO STAY WITH ME WHEN THEY KNOW THEY STAY HAPPIER WITH YOU EOSIN....

Good Morning Kiss

Good Morning Eosin!!!!

The day starts ,a new sunshine

Plans are same as old shrine

Will reach there where

I am supposed to be with you

And you can be mine

By the same old hour

With my little heart settled in her

Steps to become a scholar

I will come to the same place

Which is our hub for these

In between blissful days

Will be there by no later than 12

With a heart full of undying love

You try and make yourself

Available within same first half

I wish if I could wake up 

With an intrinsic smile on my lip

And not shocked by the place

Where my body has been in sleep

I wish if your finger can softly trace

The outline of my sleeping face

I wake up for you with sleepy yet joyous eyes

And hold you on to me  as the new day tries

To unfurl and love takes it share

Fulfilling each moment of the day

In its own lustrous flair!!!

Baby, I'm just fine

Missed the communication... Was very very busy today....
Don't be worried... You are safe in my Heart....
Love You so very much... Just wait for few more moments....
One we are together, I promise,
all uncanny feelings will perish in warmth of our togetherness...
I promise you will feel Protected
while you will be within the safe boundary of my closed arms.

Strange But Dont Worry

Sorry and plz do not Worry
Just called up in hurry
I got a call  very very scary
From a number unknown wary
Panicked in first gesture
Frantically dialled your number
Now a little better
As I could gather some composure


But still very very worried
Dont know why
Everything must be right
But still some feelings uncanny
Left all but very very tensed
If you get to read this page
Let me know you are fine
By commuting a single line

Home Alone

How you are ?Me a quite better

May be 'coz a fresh week is not so far

Is just about here the night after
Or may be a rest made the makeover
Ready to embrace a new day desire

Wish could have murmuring whispers

Into each other's  ears for endless hours

Closed knit chat with an even hotter

Cup of brewing coffee faces too near

Gossiping anything and everything under

The sun aimless -our sweet chitchat session

Filled with wit and fondle affection

The coffee getting cold but we never get old

Of our soul remunerating conversation

A happy go lucky timeless picture 

Love and laughter rising beyond every emotion

As you come back from work tired and weary

Sharing tiny chronicles of the day makes our diary

Life is always a celebration in its own worth

Love of life giving every moment a new birth