Saturday, January 21, 2012

Again

Once again
You proved it that you can WIN
Like a phoenix whatever may happen
You are destined to WIN
Win with your jest your valor
Your effortless gifted vigor
Your artless natural source of power
Like the first fresh rains you will shower
Once more
You proved that like the Sun u will shine
Standing abreast all in mundane line
Over the countless dark cloudy chores
You will rise above all the settling scores
You will scintillate in unparallel enamour
With ur passion ur jest and endeavour

To prove to the world that special you are
born in cradle of nature crafted by her

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Friday, January 20, 2012

You

You touch my soul even from a far off distant place
You wipe of my incessant tears with tender solace

Even when you know not they fill up silently my long strained eyes,
When your wife mourns alone in damp cold bed of sleepless nights
You wrap around her with all your strength when her feet are weak at knees
In a Suffocating embrace of your invisisble hands holding me in an undying bliss

Your sensibility filling up my senses in times when I am not in sense
Your inaudible whispers of love brings life to me when my survival pains
You carry me in your arms when I am trudging along my lifelessness
A defeated soldiers lost the battle of life , a corpse with a deadly existence

You still make me push through every step when my life says quit
You still force a happy curve in my dry parched lips with all your might
A flash of smile on my wrinkled face at times though rare still does lit
With all your sense humors I had known and your long lost lovefilled wits


I still survive the agony the trauma bestowed because I still could see
In my failing frailing dreams of life at end of the road you waiting for me
With your outstretched arms only to bind me in and plant a kiss on my head
Carrying me on your lap making passionate love till we feel drop dead


End of the day its You who still makes me what I am and what I got
Its your love which intensifies every moment be with you or I am not
Its you who still makes me hear the unheard and make me see the unseen
Smell the unsmelt fragrance of life and realize the selfish gene

Which still murmers into my my ears that I born and born for your own
To be your freind your love your beloved wife and the mother of your son
Its you who at the cost of your own life imparts in me the strength to survive
The strength to push through the scary black htole he srength to be alive


A life with you is what I dream still with all the brutal realities against
I still hope against all the hopeless thoughts to have our love filled nest
Where we get soaked in love and drench in pasionate lovemaking sessions
We nurture our skills nourish our love and unleash our wildest  imaginations

I wake up quivering in your arms, your strength in me body snug against mine
And at the deadly hours of night I retire in ardours love on your chest as your queen
Spend the day in each others thoughts and trying to present with a lil surprise
Hold hands together planting a kiss here and there life to celebrate and mesmerize


Yet I know you are on the other side of this virtual window trying hard to concentrate
While I am letting my emotions flow simply on this black and white inanimate
When all I know I want from life is to be with you REAL ,real on your side
Make a last long exquisite elaborate peaceful love before I could ever be burried.

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Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Jaanu

Janish amar posha kitten ta mara gache gari chapa pore...khub khub
kedechi..koste buk ta fete jachhe..akdom baby biral ta re..ami jokhon
oi bari te thektam o amar kache thakto..and then went on stray only to
die under a car wheel..

Bari firechi anek por around 9.30 pm..
Had devastating interactions..very tired to round and round iterate
that to you and make you feel weaker!!!

Am feeling absolutely shattered.. Ma bolche toke kal obdio tao ba
thikthak lagchilo..aj naki akdom dhongsho stup er moto laagche..
Tui amar ma o naki re???you told the same thing to me when we met..
Today after ages u told me so ...and the exact same lines quoted by ma...

Am honestly feeling like defeated Abir in life..never felt so before
like you see your coffin is getting done and shown for your approval
every moment by the rest of the world..

I hope I can sustain and sail thru'
love u

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