Saturday, November 12, 2011

Hi

Packing dun..will leave for ccu airport by 3.flight at 5.25... Reaching 7.25..
Love u..there r so many things to tell u and share with u..
Missing u too much
tomar class kamon cholche ?
Love u a lil too much..

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Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Khub Bhalobashi Tomay

Khub bhalobashi tomay..khub khub beshi..khub kosto hochhe..buker modhye
ar khub tibro jontrona hochhe ...feeling so restless..so scared so doomed so lost so pained so unnerved so strained..and yet so loved and again lost in love..
so proud in love yet so deprived of the most pride possession
so complacent in love yet so deserted
so matured in love yet so immatured
so flattered in love yet so shattered

janinaa kibhabe kothay kokhon kamon kore tomar buke abar jhapiye porbo..pagoler moto mukh ghoshte parbo tomar buke haat e arm pit e kadher niche..jhule thakte parbo tomar sathe..u know just hang around

You wait for me for eternity counting every moment
I wait for you to be with you to touch my life with you sitting on your lap wrapping my hand around you...hoping against hope and dying every moment expecting a better united tomorrow..

i have to come.. you just pull me with your invisible force to you.. i believe in you with complete trust n faith..and supersaturated love..

ami lokkhi hoye thakbo..i promise.. wont give a chance for you to complain..
wont hit you below the belt by falling ill or eroding myself off ..
I have known it too closely today..
My love for you and your love for me are to precious..too very precious..

Monday, November 7, 2011

Ami valobashi jake...

Good morning my Love... Today is my last day with you here at our city of birth, before I fly to our city of Love, with a heart full of hope that you are going to come there and meet me once again for another Honey galaxy.....

Yes, you are so very right... We are actually so deeply sad due to the seperation that we have suffered in last 10 days and for the next 7 days at least, that the togetherness for few hours seems non-existent in between... But I know that once I'm gone, you will curse your self for not holding me back and loving me during the transition....

I know you, I know how much you love me... And I also know that how confused you are while handling the array of emotions that erupts from your heart for ONLY me... You get immensely confused to prioritize your overflowing emotion for me... Whether to show the undying love first, or to show the unbearable pain, or to cry for unmanageable sadness, or to manifest the OVIMAN, you are completely in a mess... As the result you forget to speak, desperately search for words, and end up shredding those priceless tear drops... But the time flies away silently... And in some time I'm no more infront of your eyes... And then you realize that you, in the process of expressing and saying everything, you actually didn't say anything, not even that how much you love me and how badly you care for me... Bas, sob dukho, kanna mathay uthe jay tomar, kotokhone amay dekhbe, thik kore kotha bolbe tar jonno pagol hoye thako, r chotfot korte thako amar jonno... Tell me if I'm wrong...

Kal amio o vishon sad chilam, rather ekhono aachi... Kerokom jeno ekta domchapa kosto hoche buker modhe... Vishon kosto... Bujte parchi na keno... But hoye e choleche... Vebe chilam tomay dekhle kome jabe, but tomay joriye thakar por aro bere geyeche... Amar tomay cher jete eecha korche na go, ekdom na... Jodio jani j tumi ashbe okhane amar kache, but still ektu o jete eecha korche na...

We will meet today... Tomar sathe dekha na kore ami jete parbo na... But koto khon time manage korte parbo ta jani na... Love you

Khub beshi valobashi tomay, kablar moto valobashi...

Good morning

Love..pls cum a lil early to offc.nd to tak to u
kal ke raate i literally drank..
I was so indisposed he offered me a drink i took it in the hope that
will ease my pains a lil..but it dint and i became even more
indisposed...
Was awake till 3...he too..
No fights he tried to comfort me..but it was so obvious
rejection..that ended up in candid 1:1 bitter conversation..
Love you
just aay i need to talk to u..
Just talk
love

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IMP

Please keep some 2-3 hours free for us tomorrow during the noon
Somehow manage .....
Its v important..We might need the car as well..
Though I will keep mine..99% (couldnot get the stickers today closes at 5)
So please keep yours in case required
...But mone hoy dorkar probenaa..

Today everything I mean all the other human emotions were just suppressed and wrapped in an envelope of deep blue oceanic sadness which I was unable to fathom..and my expressions of love also lost its transformation in the chaos of all the held up pains and plight that dint get a chance to surface..
I suffered so much in this agelong absence of you that I almost abstained life altogether I really had no idea "how was I to your question of how are you" and when today I was really in your arms I honestly couldnt believe it to be real...Being still in that trance and lost state was unable to step out and touch the passion of reality!!!

Thik hochhe na re..Just hochhe naa
Love You
How much I have no idea..

Sunday, November 6, 2011

BBS

My Town??
I will only have a town of myself even if for a day if that town permits us to stay together without worrying about people sneaking in our life..
Will wait for that...

Wait for me at HG.. with hugs and kisses and warmth of life..
I also will wait for my turn and hope to be in your town my town our town to meet my love my life my hubby
Janina kabe kibhabe
Just cant think about it..
Only thing I know we have endured and suffered a little too much denied of every small little bits of happiness and peace of life ..In return I truly wish if I get to stay some few weeks with you at the very minimum just to touch our own lives which has long left us..

Love You
Just Take Care

Baby

Jaanu, I'm back in your town... Finally... Train gada late koreche... Esei kono rokome 30 min e ready hoye class e jete hoyeche... R parchilam na, matha tolchilo... Last 2 days travel korechi....

Ei class theke firlam... Ekhon abar ekta project neye boshte hobe... Plus jama kapor sob kachte chapeyechi washing machine e... Getting prepared to visit our land of honey galaxy... Will be waiting there for my Wife and life...

Love you so very much...