Got up just now..little better now.. actually was able to rest only after 5:30 AM. I sent the sms around 4 AM or so such that you remain posted else you would be worried in the morning...But even for the next 2 hours or so suffered through the same traumatic state.
He tried his best to calm me down and finally gave the Alprazolam ..but that also couldn't ease of anything..and finally he also broke down in frustration..
Akhon better achi...sudhu matha ta khub beshi heavy laagche..ar as usual ghar byatha korche khub..
but rest all in shape.
Take Care ....I trust you completely and more than 110% sure about your feelings towards me and how deeply you love me..
What I meant by Value added emotion is that Love is the only emotion which adds VALUE to Life..Its not incidental..like any other emotion
It adds so much value that it becomes life altogether or the lack of it!!!
Take Care
Love You so very much.Miss you every moment???
Saturday, October 8, 2011
My Sweety baby
Shona Baby, Good morning... Ghum hoyeche? Ghar batha ta ki bereche? Ekhon sorir kemon aache?
I love you. Ami jani na what you ment by
"You mean the meaning of Love?
Value added emotion!!! "
But I really love you. Whether you trust me or not.
I love you and miss you more and more each and every moment. When we used to work together, there might have been few moments when I got engrossed in work or some official call and mind was taken off from you for those submoment. But now, even that is not possible!! You feel up my senses only twice in the entire day, once when I open my eyes and next when I close them.
Feeling desperate to take you in my arms. As I don't know that how and when it can be possible next, feeling like sinking in the suffocating quick sand.
Love you take care.
I love you. Ami jani na what you ment by
"You mean the meaning of Love?
Value added emotion!!! "
But I really love you. Whether you trust me or not.
I love you and miss you more and more each and every moment. When we used to work together, there might have been few moments when I got engrossed in work or some official call and mind was taken off from you for those submoment. But now, even that is not possible!! You feel up my senses only twice in the entire day, once when I open my eyes and next when I close them.
Feeling desperate to take you in my arms. As I don't know that how and when it can be possible next, feeling like sinking in the suffocating quick sand.
Love you take care.
Good Night-- LOVE YOU
ami brishti dekhechi, brishtir chobi ekechi
ami rode pure ghure ghure onek kedechi.
amar akash kushum shopno dekhar khela thameni
shudhu tumi chole jabe, ami shopneo bhabini.
ami brishti dekhechi...
chaarte deyal manei noi to ghor
nijer ghoreo onek manush por
kokhon kisher taane manush
pai je khuje bachar mane
jhapsha chokhe dekha ei shohor.
ami onek venge chure abar shuru korechi
abar paowar ashai ghure ghure morechi.
ami onek here giyeo haarta shikar korini
shudhu tomai harabo ami shopneo bhabini.
ami brishti dekhechi...
hariye geche tortaja shomoy
hariye jete koreni amar bhoy
tokhon kisher taane manush
pai je khuje bachar mane jhapsha chokhe ei shohor.
ami onek srote boye giye onek thokechi
ami agun theke theke shikhe onek purechi
ami onek koshte onek kichui dite shikhechi
shudhu tomai bidai dite hobe shopneo bhabini.
ami brishti dekhechi.......
LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH...
ami rode pure ghure ghure onek kedechi.
amar akash kushum shopno dekhar khela thameni
shudhu tumi chole jabe, ami shopneo bhabini.
ami brishti dekhechi...
chaarte deyal manei noi to ghor
nijer ghoreo onek manush por
kokhon kisher taane manush
pai je khuje bachar mane
jhapsha chokhe dekha ei shohor.
ami onek venge chure abar shuru korechi
abar paowar ashai ghure ghure morechi.
ami onek here giyeo haarta shikar korini
shudhu tomai harabo ami shopneo bhabini.
ami brishti dekhechi...
hariye geche tortaja shomoy
hariye jete koreni amar bhoy
tokhon kisher taane manush
pai je khuje bachar mane jhapsha chokhe ei shohor.
ami onek srote boye giye onek thokechi
ami agun theke theke shikhe onek purechi
ami onek koshte onek kichui dite shikhechi
shudhu tomai bidai dite hobe shopneo bhabini.
ami brishti dekhechi.......
LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH...
Semi Good Night
Khaini akhono.. khabo..
tumi kheyecho?
GhochoFin atokhon pashe joto khani sombhob chipku hoye e bosechilo..o din din amar ma hoye jachhe..meye theke
sob e shute galo..rather chipe ghum parano holo..
kichu por khabo.
shute jawar aage janiye jabo..
Tumi ki korle sondhye theke?porecho na Choto Pishi r bari gechile?
kalke ki korbe?
Love You
Do you mean the meaning of Love??
Value Added Emotion!!!
tumi kheyecho?
GhochoFin atokhon pashe joto khani sombhob chipku hoye e bosechilo..o din din amar ma hoye jachhe..meye theke
sob e shute galo..rather chipe ghum parano holo..
kichu por khabo.
shute jawar aage janiye jabo..
Tumi ki korle sondhye theke?porecho na Choto Pishi r bari gechile?
kalke ki korbe?
Love You
Do you mean the meaning of Love??
Value Added Emotion!!!
Babuli
Jaanu, ki korchish re Shona? Kheyechish to? Khub dekhte eecha korche re tor mukhta. Ek jug goy geyeche toke dekhi ni.
Love you and missing you.
Good night.
Love you and missing you.
Good night.
What I could not tell you
1. Am really intrinsically hurt and dejected by life..so hurt that at times not able to fathom whether am living or dead.. he was telling that you are behaving like a dead body..a stoic..kothata akdom thik..I am myself feeling like that..or may be not feeling anything as corpses don't have the ability to feel anything
2. Am missing you so much in my life that every moment of my survival has become non existant for me...stone like withdrawn somewhere I dont know..in a no man's land
3. I know you are trying your best to make me feel good as far as possible on blog on phone every little means permissible and possible within your limits..
But am not able to pull up myself..like a malignant patient refuses to endure the sessions of chemothearpy ... just hochhe naa..
Am really feeling like dying every moment..absolutely withdrawn
4. Tumi anek kichu bolo j 20yrs pore o dakha hole prem ta taja thakbe..so very true but 20 yrs beche thaka ta tumi sure to?I feel each pulse that the way we are strangling ourself and denying lifethen I honestly believe down the lane shortly life should deny us!!!
5.Dur theke habe naa.. whatever you say both of us are very real person.. aj porjyonto ato dino akbaro hoyeche ki tumi amay just dur theke console korecho buke tene na niye pashe na boshiye..??
So ratarati ki kore sei sob habbits gulo different hoye jabe bolo?
To be HAPPY I have to BE WITH YOU..
You are the PULSE of my life which is beating more and more slowly every day with passage of time as only a form of toxic dexoygentaed blood is flowing through the veins..
take care
love you
2. Am missing you so much in my life that every moment of my survival has become non existant for me...stone like withdrawn somewhere I dont know..in a no man's land
3. I know you are trying your best to make me feel good as far as possible on blog on phone every little means permissible and possible within your limits..
But am not able to pull up myself..like a malignant patient refuses to endure the sessions of chemothearpy ... just hochhe naa..
Am really feeling like dying every moment..absolutely withdrawn
4. Tumi anek kichu bolo j 20yrs pore o dakha hole prem ta taja thakbe..so very true but 20 yrs beche thaka ta tumi sure to?I feel each pulse that the way we are strangling ourself and denying lifethen I honestly believe down the lane shortly life should deny us!!!
5.Dur theke habe naa.. whatever you say both of us are very real person.. aj porjyonto ato dino akbaro hoyeche ki tumi amay just dur theke console korecho buke tene na niye pashe na boshiye..??
So ratarati ki kore sei sob habbits gulo different hoye jabe bolo?
To be HAPPY I have to BE WITH YOU..
You are the PULSE of my life which is beating more and more slowly every day with passage of time as only a form of toxic dexoygentaed blood is flowing through the veins..
take care
love you
Pakhi
Hi Baby,
Ki korcho? Ami kichu korchi na, rather korte parchi na tomay miss kora chara.
Love you so very much.
Dying to meet you, even if for some moments.
Take care
Only yours
Ki korcho? Ami kichu korchi na, rather korte parchi na tomay miss kora chara.
Love you so very much.
Dying to meet you, even if for some moments.
Take care
Only yours
Oi R Ki
Hyan Porar chesta korchilam..
Likchilam o akta daruun novel amader niye..
Tumi jamon ajkal darun kore aanko ba daruun chobi tolo ami thik serom bhabei likchi aajkal..
Over here am Just about surrviving..tar jonyo jerom bhabe ak kone pore thakte hoy and je tuku porasona kora jaay jaate kono akta interview call bhul koreo asle thiktak answer dite pari sudu sei tuku korchi.. plain and simple survival...
There is no life..anywhere anymore ..
Blog korini..emni..porchi bole 2 line blog korte parbo naa..oto excellent student ami kono din ii noi..
khub beshi ii kosto hocchiilo tai blog korini..virtually reach korte mon manchilonaa..
Ajkal jano ami karor sathe aktao kotha bolinaa.. aktao naa..
kew jigesh korle answer chara!!!
Ami ki ami nijei konodin janinini ..Gubli na onyo kichu.
Ami nijeke for the first and last time tomar haat dhorei chinechilam..
Its almost 8 days and period still on at surface level..nothing major but droplets..
Love You Take Care
Missing You too very much
Likchilam o akta daruun novel amader niye..
Tumi jamon ajkal darun kore aanko ba daruun chobi tolo ami thik serom bhabei likchi aajkal..
Over here am Just about surrviving..tar jonyo jerom bhabe ak kone pore thakte hoy and je tuku porasona kora jaay jaate kono akta interview call bhul koreo asle thiktak answer dite pari sudu sei tuku korchi.. plain and simple survival...
There is no life..anywhere anymore ..
Blog korini..emni..porchi bole 2 line blog korte parbo naa..oto excellent student ami kono din ii noi..
khub beshi ii kosto hocchiilo tai blog korini..virtually reach korte mon manchilonaa..
Ajkal jano ami karor sathe aktao kotha bolinaa.. aktao naa..
kew jigesh korle answer chara!!!
Ami ki ami nijei konodin janinini ..Gubli na onyo kichu.
Ami nijeke for the first and last time tomar haat dhorei chinechilam..
Its almost 8 days and period still on at surface level..nothing major but droplets..
Love You Take Care
Missing You too very much
Sweety Pie
Ki korcho? Porcho? Naki kichu likcho? Tomay ekta link patheyechi email e, time pele ota dekho. Otar e bangla translation ta aaj ABP te bereyeche, 5 er patay... But the video is much more electrifying.
R ki korle janao... Kono blog koroni... If that is due to study, then its ok, I'm happy...
Love you... Miss you all the time Jaan... Tui ekta Roshalo, Gobla Maal, seta ki tui janish? Mone hoy koch koch kore kamre kheye feli...
R ki korle janao... Kono blog koroni... If that is due to study, then its ok, I'm happy...
Love you... Miss you all the time Jaan... Tui ekta Roshalo, Gobla Maal, seta ki tui janish? Mone hoy koch koch kore kamre kheye feli...
Friday, October 7, 2011
Fragile
Thought of walking down alone..to gain some time b4 returning somewhere which is called home but not home..
But something was flooding like anything..and I was so very weak on my knees and thighs and limbs that could not take a single step..
took an auto to reach back
At home found still some of the pending blood dripping since this month it is not cleared.. about a week now and still oozing..
take care
love
But something was flooding like anything..and I was so very weak on my knees and thighs and limbs that could not take a single step..
took an auto to reach back
At home found still some of the pending blood dripping since this month it is not cleared.. about a week now and still oozing..
take care
love
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Good morning Shona Buri
Kalker dinta khub kharap chilo... Khub beshi... Ashole keno jani na, but monta biswas kore niyechilo j toke o rokom sundor sari shindur pora obosthay bijoyar valobasha janabar ektu holeo sujok pabo... Tai expectations lowest rakha sotteo khub depressed hoye porechilam... Got into fight with others... Even had a very bad fight with her at night after drinking ... Matha ta ekhono dop dop korche...
But etokichur por o we are one the same spot... On two completely different islands seperated by 7 oceans ...
Aaj o hoy to kotha hobe na, karon o nischoi tor songo chere office e jabe na aaj...
Take care. Love you.
But etokichur por o we are one the same spot... On two completely different islands seperated by 7 oceans ...
Aaj o hoy to kotha hobe na, karon o nischoi tor songo chere office e jabe na aaj...
Take care. Love you.
Jaaann
No neither can you hold my hand nor hear my voice in the blog...but that's what I was left with to convey my feelings for my life whom I was desperately missing and whom I had left to stay with sets of other people's jurisdiction..and discretion of the rest of the world barring ME!!!
same applies for me..
sudhu tumi jeta bolchile over the phone amio setai blog e likhechlam..aktoo onyo format ei ja
jamon tumi amar gola ta shunte pabe na blog e jotoi kosto hok na kano sei jonyo pagoler moto kosto peye phone korechile at late hours...ar amio beyond all expectations phone ta On rekhechilam..and risking everything sobar samne call back korechilam..
amio sei aki rokom akta koso theke blog e likhechilam.. tumi amay aaj raate ador korbe?? "khub guchiye jotno kore??"" jegulo pending ache!!!???
khub ichhe korchilo..joriye dhorrte..thats the minimum..of the minimum of the minimum of the minutest ichhee!!!
Take Care
Love
same applies for me..
sudhu tumi jeta bolchile over the phone amio setai blog e likhechlam..aktoo onyo format ei ja
jamon tumi amar gola ta shunte pabe na blog e jotoi kosto hok na kano sei jonyo pagoler moto kosto peye phone korechile at late hours...ar amio beyond all expectations phone ta On rekhechilam..and risking everything sobar samne call back korechilam..
amio sei aki rokom akta koso theke blog e likhechilam.. tumi amay aaj raate ador korbe?? "khub guchiye jotno kore??"" jegulo pending ache!!!???
khub ichhe korchilo..joriye dhorrte..thats the minimum..of the minimum of the minimum of the minutest ichhee!!!
Take Care
Love
Jaan
Sorry, o rokom dhumketur moto hotath call korbar jonno... Asole pagoler moto kosto hochilo, chitkar korte eecha korchilo, parchilam na, tai call kore bosechilam...
Ami jani tomar o ek e obostha, tai tomar kosto ta na komiye ulte ami amarta tomar ghare chapeye deyechi... Really felt bad... Parle khoma koro...
I'm OK! Don't worry. You take care..
Love you. Kal call korbo office theke. That too jodi life vikha deye sei sujog ta.
I hate my helplessness. Am I an emotionally handicapped person? Who has evrything but the right to meet his love.
Ami jani tomar o ek e obostha, tai tomar kosto ta na komiye ulte ami amarta tomar ghare chapeye deyechi... Really felt bad... Parle khoma koro...
I'm OK! Don't worry. You take care..
Love you. Kal call korbo office theke. That too jodi life vikha deye sei sujog ta.
I hate my helplessness. Am I an emotionally handicapped person? Who has evrything but the right to meet his love.
Pronam nio
I expected to see you once...bhebechilam oi dream ta sotti habe even
if its for some few moments once in lifetime.. Ma jamon kore thakur
tola theke eshe baba k pronam kore ak gada sindur pore..ar baba amader
sobar samnei proti bochor make joriye dhore thutni te haat diye chumi
khay...mathay haat rekhe ashirbaad kore..
if its for some few moments once in lifetime.. Ma jamon kore thakur
tola theke eshe baba k pronam kore ak gada sindur pore..ar baba amader
sobar samnei proti bochor make joriye dhore thutni te haat diye chumi
khay...mathay haat rekhe ashirbaad kore..
I longed for too much..i know...amar bhagye oto sukh ba mayer bhasay
swami sohag sojhyo habe naa....
Soptomi ashtami te 10 mins kore dakha hobar por o jodi crib kori
doshomi r jonyo seta sotti ii annay..
Mon ta khub beshi kharap hoye gache..bishiye gache..akdom
Ashar somoy sobar sathe lunatic behave kore esechi...
Akhon j kamon lagche thik express korte parchinaa....frsutrated is an
under statement...
Akhono kopal bhorti kore sindur,,,they are there lit up with
pride..only came back without meeting their life..
Ador korbe bolchile... Anek anek prochur pagol pagol ador!!!!Aj
raate?should i wait for you my jaaan?
I hate my life!!! And i hate this world...
Feeling like quiting altogether when u are denied of each and
everything big or small!!!
Love you
take care
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Take care
Dont try anymore if you are still doing it... People will be here
shortly to pick up n ma baba k pronam korte...
Take care
love you
shortly to pick up n ma baba k pronam korte...
Take care
love you
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Janinaa
oto kichu janinaa.. But off late ami khali tomay dukkhhyo di ...
somoy ta kharap na...khub i kharap....ar like a black box...with no ray of hope anywhere..
anyway khub ..khub beshi kosto hochhe kichutei komchenaa ..bhalo lagche naa..akdom
prochur prochur ador due ache..anek naa..anek anek beshi
actual calculations e gele due clear kono dini habe naa..
due clear hok na hok..kabe kache pabo tomay for some fractions of time setai to janinaa..
ma er bari giye sms korbo na blog?
somoy ta kharap na...khub i kharap....ar like a black box...with no ray of hope anywhere..
anyway khub ..khub beshi kosto hochhe kichutei komchenaa ..bhalo lagche naa..akdom
prochur prochur ador due ache..anek naa..anek anek beshi
actual calculations e gele due clear kono dini habe naa..
due clear hok na hok..kabe kache pabo tomay for some fractions of time setai to janinaa..
ma er bari giye sms korbo na blog?
Janu
O rokom kore bolo na... R 45 days hoy ni, 33 days hoyeche... R amader to etai sorto, sob kichu share korbo, valo kharap sob kichu, sorir mon sob kichu.... And tumi tai korecho, only thing is that amader somoytai kharap....
Tumi maa er kache pouche ekta msg kore dio... Ami oi somoy ki poristhiti te thaki tar upor depend kore tomay bolbo... Asole maa o bikale dekha korte jete boleche... It all depends on the timing... Lets hope for the best...
Love you... Take care... Onek ador due aache tomar... Kobe debo jani na...
Tumi maa er kache pouche ekta msg kore dio... Ami oi somoy ki poristhiti te thaki tar upor depend kore tomay bolbo... Asole maa o bikale dekha korte jete boleche... It all depends on the timing... Lets hope for the best...
Love you... Take care... Onek ador due aache tomar... Kobe debo jani na...
Love
I am so cursed j ami toke sudhu kharap khobor ii di aajkal..
aaj praay 45 days hoye galo..aktao ak tukro bhalo khobor o dite parini..na amar nijer sommondhye na onyo karo sommoondhye..
Hoyto kono din o ar bhalo khobor diteo parbo naa..toke..
khub kosto hochhee..kano howmow kore sob bolte gelam..aker por ak death news..koto kosto pachhish aka!!
I hate myself in this regard!!!
ami 5:30 to 6 naagad pouchabo ma er bari.. will be there alone till about 8.
E5 will be ON...
Dekho jodi paro berote...
Dying to be in your arms straight and cluthched!!!
Love You..
aaj praay 45 days hoye galo..aktao ak tukro bhalo khobor o dite parini..na amar nijer sommondhye na onyo karo sommoondhye..
Hoyto kono din o ar bhalo khobor diteo parbo naa..toke..
khub kosto hochhee..kano howmow kore sob bolte gelam..aker por ak death news..koto kosto pachhish aka!!
I hate myself in this regard!!!
ami 5:30 to 6 naagad pouchabo ma er bari.. will be there alone till about 8.
E5 will be ON...
Dekho jodi paro berote...
Dying to be in your arms straight and cluthched!!!
Love You..
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Love YOU
Subho bijoya amar Bou... Amar pronam r ashirbad nio... Sobta, purota...
Bikale maa er kache ele janeo... Ami berote parle dekha korbo...
Love you so very much...
Janu buri amar....
Onno kono kotha noy re, oi ghotonata, kalker, kothay jeno shell hoye bidheche...
Tar sathe Steve Jobes o aaj chole gelo, khub bishonno lagche...
Love you, looking FWD to meet me Sexy...
Bikale maa er kache ele janeo... Ami berote parle dekha korbo...
Love you so very much...
Janu buri amar....
Onno kono kotha noy re, oi ghotonata, kalker, kothay jeno shell hoye bidheche...
Tar sathe Steve Jobes o aaj chole gelo, khub bishonno lagche...
Love you, looking FWD to meet me Sexy...
Ak somoy!!!
Love Did you notice??
Last duto blog ii akdom exact ak somoy kora ...khyeal kore dakho..
Strange but yet not strange ..obvious may be..
Kon kothata shel hoye bindhlo re..
khub kosto pachhish ami jani..ichha korche matha ta buke tene niye aktoo mathay haat diye di..
aktoo aktoo haat buliye dilei ami jani 2 min e ghumiye porbi..ar nite parchish naa!!
I know..
Dont go out now..shorir kharap korbe..ami inlaws er okhane jabo..phone nebo naa songe..
Hope to meet my life my love in the evening ...
Or endure ...and endure and endure and..
Love You si very much..Only You Just You and Always You forever and ever!!!
Last duto blog ii akdom exact ak somoy kora ...khyeal kore dakho..
Strange but yet not strange ..obvious may be..
Kon kothata shel hoye bindhlo re..
khub kosto pachhish ami jani..ichha korche matha ta buke tene niye aktoo mathay haat diye di..
aktoo aktoo haat buliye dilei ami jani 2 min e ghumiye porbi..ar nite parchish naa!!
I know..
Dont go out now..shorir kharap korbe..ami inlaws er okhane jabo..phone nebo naa songe..
Hope to meet my life my love in the evening ...
Or endure ...and endure and endure and..
Love You si very much..Only You Just You and Always You forever and ever!!!
Shuvo Bijoya Doshomi
Anek Pronam nio..pranbhora bhokti purno pronam
Anek Bhalobasha
Anek Ador
Anek Jorano
Anek Chumi
Anek Anek Alingon
Khub kosto hochhee..parle akbar phone korish..beriye..E5 ta bondyo.jodi berote paro..amar phone akta sms kore rekho..ami call back kore nebo..
Anek Bhalobasha
Anek Ador
Anek Jorano
Anek Chumi
Anek Anek Alingon
Khub kosto hochhee..parle akbar phone korish..beriye..E5 ta bondyo.jodi berote paro..amar phone akta sms kore rekho..ami call back kore nebo..
Good morning
Update me your plans. If nature has a plan for us to meet today, we shall meet, else need to endure the unbearable distance between us for one more day then one more then one more....
Kichu valo lagche na... Ekdom na... Kirokom jeno ekta voy korche kal theke, keno jani na, but korche...
Swaratchandra bolechiliner tar Ovagir swarga golpe, "kon kothata j kar buke shell hoye bedhe, ku jane na"... Khub thik kothata...
Love you, just you, only you...
Kichu valo lagche na... Ekdom na... Kirokom jeno ekta voy korche kal theke, keno jani na, but korche...
Swaratchandra bolechiliner tar Ovagir swarga golpe, "kon kothata j kar buke shell hoye bedhe, ku jane na"... Khub thik kothata...
Love you, just you, only you...
Ghum
Amio ghumayni sara raat...chara chara ghum asche r gache...khub byatha
korche mathata...ghar theke chire jachhee...
korche mathata...ghar theke chire jachhee...
Amar khub kosto hoyeche kalke...sara raat khub silenlt kede gechi
tana...ami tao aunty k chini..dekhechi joyekbar parar kali pujar
somoy...tumi to chenoinaa...
Tao sara raat kosto peyecho..
Amio chotfot korechi...sob kichu jante iccha korche...
Aunty k akbar jigesh korte khub mon korche..
Bhodrolok kokhon asben sobai wait korche...
tumi kamon acho akhon?
Are you ok?am not..need to be in ur arms even if for a minute before I
can breathe..
Ma er kache jabo aaj..pore janabo kokhon..akhon matha kaj korche na
....kono plan o asche naa...
Khub bhalobaste iccha korche sudhu tomay!!!!!!
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Sach or Sahe
Ghotona ta kothao khub govire geye bidheche... Berote parchi na keno jeno... Khub jante eecha korche onader somporke... Hoyto ekta dirgho, unspoken silent love story aaj ses hoye gelo... Etodin beche chilo ei prithibir sudhu duto manusher er mone, aaj theke sudhe ekta manusher sritite omor hoye roye gelo... Jiboner moto ses hoye gelo sei tibro vabe shofol ekta oshofol prem er kobita... Ba hoyto ses holo na aaj o. Jibon j somporko ta ke shikar korte deay ni eto din, dekhate pareni diner alo, aaj mrittu take hat dhore tene ene dar koralo loko somokhe....
Ki jani, hoyto beshi e vabchi ... Hoyto vul vabchi... But jani na keno, e vabe vabte thik lagche...
Jani na, ghumate parchi na keno!!! Kerokom buker vitorta odvut vabe chonchol... Valobashar ki ta hole etai porinoti... Borabor???
Uttor ta ki tumi jano? Ami to jani na... Oi vodro lok k gigges korte eecha korche, j aaj chute esechen sob vule, sei Himalaya theke... Chute esechen eto diner na pawar bedona k chiro sunnotar seal-mohor lagate.... Esechen nijer samajik sonman ta k baji rekhe... Esechen ekta dak sune, j hoyto onek aage sunte cheyechilen, pan ni sunte... Sob harano loktar hoyto aaj ses asha tao chole gelo. Oi sei aasha jar jonno manush beche tahkte pare, j asha ta bole 'ki hoyche j o amar kache nai, kintu aache to kono prante ei prithibir e buke'...
Tai hoy to sob vule pagoler moto chute esechen, ekbar ses dekhar jonno, r bolte "opekha koro opare, ami aschi, e bar r kintu onno karor hoye jeo na. Ei dintar jonno e to etodin rudho swash opekha. Opare j tumi sudhu amar."
Ghum asche na, asbeo na...
Ki jani, hoyto beshi e vabchi ... Hoyto vul vabchi... But jani na keno, e vabe vabte thik lagche...
Jani na, ghumate parchi na keno!!! Kerokom buker vitorta odvut vabe chonchol... Valobashar ki ta hole etai porinoti... Borabor???
Uttor ta ki tumi jano? Ami to jani na... Oi vodro lok k gigges korte eecha korche, j aaj chute esechen sob vule, sei Himalaya theke... Chute esechen eto diner na pawar bedona k chiro sunnotar seal-mohor lagate.... Esechen nijer samajik sonman ta k baji rekhe... Esechen ekta dak sune, j hoyto onek aage sunte cheyechilen, pan ni sunte... Sob harano loktar hoyto aaj ses asha tao chole gelo. Oi sei aasha jar jonno manush beche tahkte pare, j asha ta bole 'ki hoyche j o amar kache nai, kintu aache to kono prante ei prithibir e buke'...
Tai hoy to sob vule pagoler moto chute esechen, ekbar ses dekhar jonno, r bolte "opekha koro opare, ami aschi, e bar r kintu onno karor hoye jeo na. Ei dintar jonno e to etodin rudho swash opekha. Opare j tumi sudhu amar."
Ghum asche na, asbeo na...
Jaaan
Aajke paray akjon chole gelen.. Ovary te cyst burst korechilo..and it
was malignant..immediately operated but cudnt be saved...aunty amader
paray ashen puja etc somoy onar meye jamai er kache..aged around 55...
...
Sondhye 7 naagad ot te newar aage onake doctor jigesh korechilen j uni
kake dekhte chaan...
was malignant..immediately operated but cudnt be saved...aunty amader
paray ashen puja etc somoy onar meye jamai er kache..aged around 55...
...
Sondhye 7 naagad ot te newar aage onake doctor jigesh korechilen j uni
kake dekhte chaan...
She named one of her friend (read colleage as all were saying) she
wanted to meet him for the very last time in her life..
But the man was out of town...every puja he goes to himalayas...all
alone...and cudnt be reached...when he finally got the msg around
10.30 she has long been slept forever... He broke down over the std
line and pledged to keep the body for him and he is catching the
earliest flight..to see her one last time...
Ppl are all v excited narrating this incident in black white
versions...nobody has heard of this person b4 not even her husband or
daughter...i silently heard and was trapped in it for very long...
Love you
take care
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Khub kosto hochhe
Kannakati korechi khub...sara dupur,,.mon khub kharap..dont ask me
anything...feeling absolutely brittle n fragile,,,,toka marlei bhenge
jabo,..
Blog korte icchha koreni..
Just akta feelings ii kaj korche...j amar to or sathe sara ta din sob
kichu share korar kotha... Tahole blog korbo kano!!!!
Love you..khub khub
anything...feeling absolutely brittle n fragile,,,,toka marlei bhenge
jabo,..
Blog korte icchha koreni..
Just akta feelings ii kaj korche...j amar to or sathe sara ta din sob
kichu share korar kotha... Tahole blog korbo kano!!!!
Love you..khub khub
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Janu, kothay amar pran?
Sonu baby, ki korchish tui sara din... Ekta o reply koroni... Blog o korte eecha korche na, tai na!! Khub miss korchish amay? Pagoler moto... Ami jani korchish... Karon ami toke tar thekeo beshi miss korchi... Tui amar pran, GSP... I love you... Love you so very much...
My lovely little wife... Sonu amar... Mone hoy pat kore chotke di toke... R bathay chitkar kore utish tui...
My lovely little wife... Sonu amar... Mone hoy pat kore chotke di toke... R bathay chitkar kore utish tui...
Jaan
Sona buri, tui thike bolechish... Tor golata sunleo amar bachbar eecha ta fire aashe... Mone hoy, oi to o okhane, amar jonno hat duto bareye opekha kore aache, ami doure geye kole tule nite parbo, onek chumi dite parbo kole niye, mone hoy, beche thakbar ei karontai jothesto, tai abar suru kori... Niswas ni... Tui sotti amar pran vomra... Kobe j abar pabo toke, tar opekha tei muhurto gulo katai...
Sabdhane thkbi jaan, just amar jonno...
Love you so so very much... Waiting for youre aashe... Mone hoy, oi to o okhane, amar jonno hat duto bareye opekha kore aache, ami doure geye kole tule nite parbo, onek chumi dite parbo kole niye, mone hoy, beche thakbar ei karontai jothesto, tai abar suru kori... Niswas ni... Tui sotti amar pran vomra... Kobe j abar pabo toke, tar opekha tei muhurto gulo katai...
Sabdhane thkbi jaan, just amar jonno...
Love you so so very much... Waiting for you
Sabdhane thkbi jaan, just amar jonno...
Love you so so very much... Waiting for youre aashe... Mone hoy, oi to o okhane, amar jonno hat duto bareye opekha kore aache, ami doure geye kole tule nite parbo, onek chumi dite parbo kole niye, mone hoy, beche thakbar ei karontai jothesto, tai abar suru kori... Niswas ni... Tui sotti amar pran vomra... Kobe j abar pabo toke, tar opekha tei muhurto gulo katai...
Sabdhane thkbi jaan, just amar jonno...
Love you so so very much... Waiting for you
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Black Box
amader physics class e porato.. black box er kono suru kono sesh nai.. kono X Y Z axes nai..akta point k chere dile black box er modhye it gets trapped for infinity as time cannot be measured in a black box..
I feel like that point.. but how comes it feels somewhat life when I get to hear your voice even when you are light years away from me absolutely un accessible!!!
It feels like I am touching life... How do I miss you more? Physically Mentally or something beyond that and an amalgamation of that!!!
I dont want to live ..ami sotti r nite prachinaa..ei osombhob akta traumatised mental state...
jekhane endless list of gobhir dukhhobodh ,, sunyota ar tibro jontrona sob chapiye sesh kore dichhe sob kichu ke bhenge chure dichhe proti niyoto..
I am simply FATIGUED and TIRED!!!
nothng just nothing to look forward to..sob kerekure sesh kore niye newa hoeyeche amar kache theke without any hope of regaining anything !!!
Did we really deserve all these??
Love You Shona
I am sure of that..but not sure of the intensity and measure!! Beyond everything!!!
I feel like that point.. but how comes it feels somewhat life when I get to hear your voice even when you are light years away from me absolutely un accessible!!!
It feels like I am touching life... How do I miss you more? Physically Mentally or something beyond that and an amalgamation of that!!!
I dont want to live ..ami sotti r nite prachinaa..ei osombhob akta traumatised mental state...
jekhane endless list of gobhir dukhhobodh ,, sunyota ar tibro jontrona sob chapiye sesh kore dichhe sob kichu ke bhenge chure dichhe proti niyoto..
I am simply FATIGUED and TIRED!!!
nothng just nothing to look forward to..sob kerekure sesh kore niye newa hoeyeche amar kache theke without any hope of regaining anything !!!
Did we really deserve all these??
Love You Shona
I am sure of that..but not sure of the intensity and measure!! Beyond everything!!!
Shuvo Maha Nabami
ami o jege chilam..kalke raat 3:20 obdi... tomar kono blog somehow update hoyni..koto baar koto baar check korlam..last e aspirin kheyecii 2to..
ato beshi matha byatha korchilo..mone hochhilo fete beriye jaabe sob kichu..
was v worried and was tossing in bed..
amar E5 ta somehow kalke mone hoy kaj korchilo naa..kimba amar matha ta..karon blog korte.. bar bar fail korchilam...
and when life is a failure..blog er ar ki dosh...
Am missining you ...kintoo akhon oto ta naa.....
Kalke raate asombhob pagoler moto miss korchilam..
khub ichha korchilo gutli hoye tor buker modhyye dhukte..matha ta kirom jha jha korchilo..was feeling if I could rest the burden of the head on you and escape in oblivion..
jor esechilo abar..but nothing major..sordi jor types...
khub down laagche..blog e ar likhte ichha korchenaa..
jodi kokhono somoy sujog hoy phone korish..
hoyto golata sunle ektoo better laagte paare...!!!!
Khub Khub kosto hochhe re..nite parchinaa aar..kalke raate khub kedechi..
praay 2to obdi..
asole aar sokto hoye thakte parchilam naa... akta threshold periye akdom hurmur kore bhenge porechilam..akdom howmow kore kede felechi..anek anek khon dhore..
tai blog o korini..
Take Care
Just Love You... thik janina kotokhani...
ato beshi matha byatha korchilo..mone hochhilo fete beriye jaabe sob kichu..
was v worried and was tossing in bed..
amar E5 ta somehow kalke mone hoy kaj korchilo naa..kimba amar matha ta..karon blog korte.. bar bar fail korchilam...
and when life is a failure..blog er ar ki dosh...
Am missining you ...kintoo akhon oto ta naa.....
Kalke raate asombhob pagoler moto miss korchilam..
khub ichha korchilo gutli hoye tor buker modhyye dhukte..matha ta kirom jha jha korchilo..was feeling if I could rest the burden of the head on you and escape in oblivion..
jor esechilo abar..but nothing major..sordi jor types...
khub down laagche..blog e ar likhte ichha korchenaa..
jodi kokhono somoy sujog hoy phone korish..
hoyto golata sunle ektoo better laagte paare...!!!!
Khub Khub kosto hochhe re..nite parchinaa aar..kalke raate khub kedechi..
praay 2to obdi..
asole aar sokto hoye thakte parchilam naa... akta threshold periye akdom hurmur kore bhenge porechilam..akdom howmow kore kede felechi..anek anek khon dhore..
tai blog o korini..
Take Care
Just Love You... thik janina kotokhani...
Good morning Janu Buri
Sonai, Subho Maha Saptami Jaan....
Ki korcho? Ami khub miss horchi amar jaan ta k...
I love you Baby.... Let me know how are you...... Let me know how are you...
Ki korcho? Ami khub miss horchi amar jaan ta k...
I love you Baby.... Let me know how are you...... Let me know how are you...
Ekhon onek raat
Haa, ektu mod kheyechi... But kono effect e hoche na, aro beshi kore mone porche amar bou er oi durgaa r moto aagun roop ta... Khub govir vabe pete eecha korche aro beshi... Aaj kal sob kichute vajal, mod eo vajal mone hoy...
Mukti nai... Amar r mukti nai... Tumi valo theko... Amay khoma koro, but ami tomay valo na beshe thakte parbo na...
Raat gulo dirgho theke dirghotoro hoche din din... Tumi amar j ki , r amaio r mapte pari na aaj kal...
love you... Pogol pagol... Nijeke tomar modhe gethe dite eecha korche, nijeke ningre tomake vore dite eecha korche khub... Pagol hoye jachi... R ek peg khele mone hoy ektu effect hobe... Lets try... Tumi ghumao... R jalabo na...
Mukti nai... Amar r mukti nai... Tumi valo theko... Amay khoma koro, but ami tomay valo na beshe thakte parbo na...
Raat gulo dirgho theke dirghotoro hoche din din... Tumi amar j ki , r amaio r mapte pari na aaj kal...
love you... Pogol pagol... Nijeke tomar modhe gethe dite eecha korche, nijeke ningre tomake vore dite eecha korche khub... Pagol hoye jachi... R ek peg khele mone hoy ektu effect hobe... Lets try... Tumi ghumao... R jalabo na...
Bhalobasho Amay?
1.Debi r moto rupta chokhe lege ache.. ar amar chokhe lege aache apar mughdhota amar bor er jonyo..
2.amake bhalobasho-- eta ki kono kotha j sotti habe? eta to akta eternal feelings jeta sobai mithye korte chay..every moment..
3.Kotha sotti howar kotha ta pore bolbo.. akhon blog e likhle dukhho pabo dujonei..
4. Ami jani ami best wife...I read that in your eyes.. ami aage biswas kortam naa..ami best wife akhon kori...kano jano? intrinsic reason ta holo I have the best Husband any lady can ever aspire for or even dream of.. much beyond the wildest possible dreams..lovable aadorable and reassuring eversmiling..
5. Amar husband er sathe tomar wife er kono competitotion tikbe naa.. I will win 10: 0
6. Shorir ta abar ektoo kharap laagche aaj..halka jor eseche..
ami jani kano..tumi hoyto biswas korbe naa.. tomar sathe kichu khon theke ar dujonoer chokhe dujoner jonyo khub intense madenning urge thakate..hoyto era sobai expect korechilo j aj hoyto ora puropuri uposhi thakbe na.. kichu ta prapyo adore pabe...
abujh prani gulo starved babies er moto khub nistej hoye poreche..
plus period tao clear hoyni.. kothao akta aatke ache...flow ..sob miliye ar ki...
7. tumi ki khub drink korcho.. akta shield er modhye dhuke?
I also want to drink and escape every bit of pain and every bit of reality!!!
khub bhalobashi toke.. ASOLE YOU ARE LIKE THAT JAKE BHALO NA BESHE BA BHALOBASHA NA KORE BA TAR KACHE THEKE ADOR NA KHEYE BA ADOR NA KORE AK MUHURTO THAKTE HOLEO BISH LAAGE JIBON!!
KHUB BHLOBASHI JAAAN..
SUYE POROBO... TUMI NEBE TOMAR PASHE? ...COULD YOU LEND ME YOUR ARMS FOR ME TO REST AND SLEEP PEACEFULLY FOR SOME TIME..AND FOREVER..
AGING VERY FAST.. YOU MIGHT HAVE A LOT ..BUT I HAVE VERY LIMITED TIME TO SPEND WITH YOU!!!AND AM DYING EVERY MOMENT TO BE WITH YOU..
HOPING AGAINST HOPES..AND BREATHING AGAINST SUFFOCATION OF ENGULFING PAINS
LOVE
H
2.amake bhalobasho-- eta ki kono kotha j sotti habe? eta to akta eternal feelings jeta sobai mithye korte chay..every moment..
3.Kotha sotti howar kotha ta pore bolbo.. akhon blog e likhle dukhho pabo dujonei..
4. Ami jani ami best wife...I read that in your eyes.. ami aage biswas kortam naa..ami best wife akhon kori...kano jano? intrinsic reason ta holo I have the best Husband any lady can ever aspire for or even dream of.. much beyond the wildest possible dreams..lovable aadorable and reassuring eversmiling..
5. Amar husband er sathe tomar wife er kono competitotion tikbe naa.. I will win 10: 0
6. Shorir ta abar ektoo kharap laagche aaj..halka jor eseche..
ami jani kano..tumi hoyto biswas korbe naa.. tomar sathe kichu khon theke ar dujonoer chokhe dujoner jonyo khub intense madenning urge thakate..hoyto era sobai expect korechilo j aj hoyto ora puropuri uposhi thakbe na.. kichu ta prapyo adore pabe...
abujh prani gulo starved babies er moto khub nistej hoye poreche..
plus period tao clear hoyni.. kothao akta aatke ache...flow ..sob miliye ar ki...
7. tumi ki khub drink korcho.. akta shield er modhye dhuke?
I also want to drink and escape every bit of pain and every bit of reality!!!
khub bhalobashi toke.. ASOLE YOU ARE LIKE THAT JAKE BHALO NA BESHE BA BHALOBASHA NA KORE BA TAR KACHE THEKE ADOR NA KHEYE BA ADOR NA KORE AK MUHURTO THAKTE HOLEO BISH LAAGE JIBON!!
KHUB BHLOBASHI JAAAN..
SUYE POROBO... TUMI NEBE TOMAR PASHE? ...COULD YOU LEND ME YOUR ARMS FOR ME TO REST AND SLEEP PEACEFULLY FOR SOME TIME..AND FOREVER..
AGING VERY FAST.. YOU MIGHT HAVE A LOT ..BUT I HAVE VERY LIMITED TIME TO SPEND WITH YOU!!!AND AM DYING EVERY MOMENT TO BE WITH YOU..
HOPING AGAINST HOPES..AND BREATHING AGAINST SUFFOCATION OF ENGULFING PAINS
LOVE
H
Haa, Saju r Rupai... Golpota khub sundor... Amio porechi...
Amar ki kotha abar sotti holo? Jani na... Ami jani amar ektai kotha sotti hoyeche, that I love you with my everything... And you are the most beautiful wife a man can ever get...
Missing you like hell... Tomar aaj oi debi r moto roop ta amar chokhe lege aache... Pagol kore diche...
Love you more than my life...
Amar ki kotha abar sotti holo? Jani na... Ami jani amar ektai kotha sotti hoyeche, that I love you with my everything... And you are the most beautiful wife a man can ever get...
Missing you like hell... Tomar aaj oi debi r moto roop ta amar chokhe lege aache... Pagol kore diche...
Love you more than my life...
Home Alone for long..
You are very correct.. Every word of yours.. what you say actually becomes true like prophecy..but strangely some very obvious ones are never true..
Perhaps they are too good to be true!!!
love you
take care
Perhaps they are too good to be true!!!
love you
take care
Amar Bor
ajke jibone prothom baar ami karo mukhe mone kore taar mongol kamona kore chochk buje sinthi te ar kopale boro kore sindur porechi ( Tip Na Sindur er Tip for the first time ever)...and I never knew its such kind of a fulfilling feelings..
jokhon chokh khullam tokhon o tomar mukhta lege amar chockher samne,,,the smiling adonis face which I Adore...aar naakee gada gada fota foat lal sidur..
amar aktuo iccha korlonaa..muchi..coz I know naake sindur porle..naki boura khub lajuk hoy aar sei abir lal lojja makha bou k bor ra khub bhalobashe ar ador kore..
khub ichha korchilo chumi na.buker modhye mukh guje..nak ghoste...
Nature is wonderful...all these sentiments and feelings if naturally evoked are so wonderful touchy deep set,,,, but when society imposes they become norms difficult to follow like a daily regime..
Ferar pothe aro akta natrual drama hoyeche..
Amar ma golpo korto( a sad fairy tale called Nakshi Katha r Math jekhane Rupai bole akta bou chilo ...gram banglar typical bou) sei golpe ullekh ache j bou ra jodi snan kore sindur pore field ba uthone (in respect to old days) etc kothao kaj kore..in times when their husbands are outside (gone out for trades etc) for a quite long time -- and sei somoy jodi fota fota brishti pore mathay ar sindur bhije jaay..tahole naki shamir ayu baare..and it indicates j swami bhalo ache..brishti r rup dhore eshe bou er matha sporsho korey haat rekhe ashirbaad/ador korche..
ami jokhon rikshaw chaplam aaj...tokohon fota fota brishti porchilo ekhane..I dont know about your place..phone ta kete galo rikshay uthte giye..ar mathay bhorti brishti jol..fota fota kopal beye laal bindu bindu hoye namchilo..
My companion A oi golpo ta repeat kore bollo..aaj ato din po... jeta amar monei chilo naa..hoyto o na bolle moneo porto naa konodin..
She said didi tomay notun bou er moto lagche..Rupai er moto..
tomay tokhhoni phone korlam..golpo ta na bole thakte parchilam naa..but tumi phone nebar moto point e chile naa!!!
Tai golpo ta blog e likhlam..joto khani sombhob.
ami rekhe diyechi oder amar sathe..sob ta Lal dogdoge bheja sindur ..puro taa..amar sara mukhe sara mathay sara kopale..thak ora..doshomi obdi..ar tarpor sara jibon bhor..
Ora amar..tumi na dileo..ami oder tomar jonnei porechi..ar akbar jokhon porechi...tokhon thakbe amar sathe....
Tumi na bolleo ora thakbe..sweet kore minki kore cluth kore..
Love You
Love You with all my life and yes ami sotti ja kolpona kortam amar innocent choto balay tar theke atleast 10 times beshi bhalobasha peyechi ami tomar kache theke!!
100 times o beshi petam but tar jonyo akta minimum together ness er life hoyto primary key!!
Love you...khub beshi khub khub khub beshi
Ar kichu na holeo..the fact that I can pull out the man in you and you can touch deep the woman in me is perhaps a reason enough to stay together forever and ever!!!!
jokhon chokh khullam tokhon o tomar mukhta lege amar chockher samne,,,the smiling adonis face which I Adore...aar naakee gada gada fota foat lal sidur..
amar aktuo iccha korlonaa..muchi..coz I know naake sindur porle..naki boura khub lajuk hoy aar sei abir lal lojja makha bou k bor ra khub bhalobashe ar ador kore..
khub ichha korchilo chumi na.buker modhye mukh guje..nak ghoste...
Nature is wonderful...all these sentiments and feelings if naturally evoked are so wonderful touchy deep set,,,, but when society imposes they become norms difficult to follow like a daily regime..
Ferar pothe aro akta natrual drama hoyeche..
Amar ma golpo korto( a sad fairy tale called Nakshi Katha r Math jekhane Rupai bole akta bou chilo ...gram banglar typical bou) sei golpe ullekh ache j bou ra jodi snan kore sindur pore field ba uthone (in respect to old days) etc kothao kaj kore..in times when their husbands are outside (gone out for trades etc) for a quite long time -- and sei somoy jodi fota fota brishti pore mathay ar sindur bhije jaay..tahole naki shamir ayu baare..and it indicates j swami bhalo ache..brishti r rup dhore eshe bou er matha sporsho korey haat rekhe ashirbaad/ador korche..
ami jokhon rikshaw chaplam aaj...tokohon fota fota brishti porchilo ekhane..I dont know about your place..phone ta kete galo rikshay uthte giye..ar mathay bhorti brishti jol..fota fota kopal beye laal bindu bindu hoye namchilo..
My companion A oi golpo ta repeat kore bollo..aaj ato din po... jeta amar monei chilo naa..hoyto o na bolle moneo porto naa konodin..
She said didi tomay notun bou er moto lagche..Rupai er moto..
tomay tokhhoni phone korlam..golpo ta na bole thakte parchilam naa..but tumi phone nebar moto point e chile naa!!!
Tai golpo ta blog e likhlam..joto khani sombhob.
ami rekhe diyechi oder amar sathe..sob ta Lal dogdoge bheja sindur ..puro taa..amar sara mukhe sara mathay sara kopale..thak ora..doshomi obdi..ar tarpor sara jibon bhor..
Ora amar..tumi na dileo..ami oder tomar jonnei porechi..ar akbar jokhon porechi...tokhon thakbe amar sathe....
Tumi na bolleo ora thakbe..sweet kore minki kore cluth kore..
Love You
Love You with all my life and yes ami sotti ja kolpona kortam amar innocent choto balay tar theke atleast 10 times beshi bhalobasha peyechi ami tomar kache theke!!
100 times o beshi petam but tar jonyo akta minimum together ness er life hoyto primary key!!
Love you...khub beshi khub khub khub beshi
Ar kichu na holeo..the fact that I can pull out the man in you and you can touch deep the woman in me is perhaps a reason enough to stay together forever and ever!!!!
Monday, October 3, 2011
Bhalobasha
Amar praaanta..
Kothay tumi ki korcho?imaginary number er moto sada payjama punjabi
pore amar haat dhore bachha samliye gheme neye anjoli dite gacho
bujhi???
Na kew kono jhograjhati koreni..
Ami sudhu khub jege chiliam..ghum aschilo na tai...kaoke kache pete
khub mon chaichilo tai...amar khub sundor khub daruuuun bor ta ke..
Bhabchilam j jodi kono miracle ghote ashtami r bhore kichu bhabe kotha
hoy ba dakha hoy sohag bhore..
Hoyni jege theke theke aksomoy ghumiye gechi abosonnyo mone klanto hoye...
Office giye phn korish...anek khon akai thakbo bari te..
Kothay tumi ki korcho?imaginary number er moto sada payjama punjabi
pore amar haat dhore bachha samliye gheme neye anjoli dite gacho
bujhi???
Na kew kono jhograjhati koreni..
Ami sudhu khub jege chiliam..ghum aschilo na tai...kaoke kache pete
khub mon chaichilo tai...amar khub sundor khub daruuuun bor ta ke..
Bhabchilam j jodi kono miracle ghote ashtami r bhore kichu bhabe kotha
hoy ba dakha hoy sohag bhore..
Hoyni jege theke theke aksomoy ghumiye gechi abosonnyo mone klanto hoye...
Office giye phn korish...anek khon akai thakbo bari te..
Bhokto purno Pronam nio
anek anek sidur makha ador r bhalobasha
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Bou
Subho Maha Ashtomi Jaan...
Tumi amar buk vora valobasha, priti, suvecha, antorik srodha, ador, pronam nebe...
Tumi j amar Maa Durga (JS er o)...
I'm ever great full to you... Thanks a lot for keeping my request of going out with JS... I know its painful for you in one way, even more just after meeting me...
Tumi amar buk vora valobasha, priti, suvecha, antorik srodha, ador, pronam nebe...
Tumi j amar Maa Durga (JS er o)...
I'm ever great full to you... Thanks a lot for keeping my request of going out with JS... I know its painful for you in one way, even more just after meeting me...
Shunnota
Kothay tumi... Ami j r thakte parchi na... E vabe amay ek jholok dekha deye , pagol kore chole jabar ki mane... Tomar prane ki ektu o doya nai go... Jano cheleta ei aagun roop sojho korte pare na... Tao take se roop dekhabe, r tar por poloker nimeshe ube jabe... E tumi korte paro na amar sathe...
Khub miss korchi tomay... Pagoler moto... Saree ta ekta ne khule fele... Vishon vishon...
Charo, ki lav vebe, amar theke alok borsho dure tumi...
Valo theko... Valobashi tomay... Khub beshi.. Pagoler moto...mar prane ki ektu o doya nai go... Jano cheleta ei aagun roop sojho korte pare na... Tao take se roop dekhabe, r tar por poloker nimeshe ube jabe... E tumi korte paro na amar sathe...
Khub miss korchi tomay... Pagoler moto... Saree ta ekta ne khule fele... Vishon vishon...
Charo, ki lav vebe, amar theke alok borsho dure tumi...
Valo theko... Valobashi tomay... Khub beshi.. Pagoler moto...
Khub miss korchi tomay... Pagoler moto... Saree ta ekta ne khule fele... Vishon vishon...
Charo, ki lav vebe, amar theke alok borsho dure tumi...
Valo theko... Valobashi tomay... Khub beshi.. Pagoler moto...mar prane ki ektu o doya nai go... Jano cheleta ei aagun roop sojho korte pare na... Tao take se roop dekhabe, r tar por poloker nimeshe ube jabe... E tumi korte paro na amar sathe...
Khub miss korchi tomay... Pagoler moto... Saree ta ekta ne khule fele... Vishon vishon...
Charo, ki lav vebe, amar theke alok borsho dure tumi...
Valo theko... Valobashi tomay... Khub beshi.. Pagoler moto...
Jjjjaaaaaannnnnuuuuu
Where r you darling?matha ta chire fete churmar hoye jachhheee...where
r you jaan...how come we leave each other everyday like this to suffer
and die everyday everymoment on a daily basis...
r you jaan...how come we leave each other everyday like this to suffer
and die everyday everymoment on a daily basis...
Simply dying without you ...bish laagche sob kichu..can u giv me some
relief somehow by taking me in you???
Like the way my face glows in joyous pride
even when i get to hold you for haf a minute by my side
her face lit up n eyes sparkled when i took
her for a very small ride
as if the dried up river in me parched n deserted got a tide...
She told literally j dakho ma tomay
durga r amay saraswati r moto lagche...
I dont know whether u teach her the exact sme words un her dreams...
Love you so so so very much..
Ami tomay chara bachbonaa...sudhu ei tuku jani,,,,
khub kosto hochhe re...sottu matha ta fete jachhe jontronay!!!!
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Sunday, October 2, 2011
Jaaan
Tomar gola ta shune sokale ato adbhut bhalo legeche....ato aram
peyechi...j abar puro ghumiye gechilam..
Akhon uthlam just ami r JS..
Just now...
Can u believe it?
Love you sona mona timtim
peyechi...j abar puro ghumiye gechilam..
Akhon uthlam just ami r JS..
Just now...
Can u believe it?
Love you sona mona timtim
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My Love
Our fate remains same .....its always like that...ultimately thats
what the entire world is steadfast to...but i will also hope to live
with the hope to talk to you...if at all permissible by the rest of
the world....tomorrow ..if not day after...or even the day after...our
wai will never die till we die..
what the entire world is steadfast to...but i will also hope to live
with the hope to talk to you...if at all permissible by the rest of
the world....tomorrow ..if not day after...or even the day after...our
wai will never die till we die..
Burn but not fade as we said..
Anyway..
I just love you n love you even more right now more than the previous
moment n it will increase manifold tomorrow dawn...
Jor anek kom..pet byatha khub probably thithak clear hochhe naa...ba
whatever lets not further discuss the obviously painful facts and act
ignorant to it...
Love you like ...like never ever before..
Take care...
Dont fight...i remain worried for you.
Love
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Tied up
Failed to escape the reality of my life... In the process probably made it too obvious that I'm too much preoccupied... People was able to ready without any effort... Initially questioned and then got into fight...
Anyway, my fate remains the same that I do not get to talk to you... Feeling depressed...
I love you... How are you now... Call you from office tomorrow... Take care
Anyway, my fate remains the same that I do not get to talk to you... Feeling depressed...
I love you... How are you now... Call you from office tomorrow... Take care
Hi
Akdom aka barite..till about 9.30 to 10..
Parle phone korish.. Will wait..love u..
Muah..
Prochur prochur kisses loooong loooong ones everywhre on you places
where u love the most....armpit shoulders eyes forehead earlobes neck
chest back hands feet legs and ofcorse..
Love you so very much..
Pagol pagol ador korti shoshtir sondhyay?n tarpor adore red hoye blush
kortam.....lipstick lagatam naa.... Emnitei ami powder makhinaa...but
you know i glow in make up...after a wow facial sudhu akta biraat boro
laal sindur er tip aar haate sanka pola ar anek anek churi jegulo abar
tui poriye diti ...chul chere saree pore haaat chipe berotam pandal
e...
Parle phone korish.. Will wait..love u..
Muah..
Prochur prochur kisses loooong loooong ones everywhre on you places
where u love the most....armpit shoulders eyes forehead earlobes neck
chest back hands feet legs and ofcorse..
Love you so very much..
Pagol pagol ador korti shoshtir sondhyay?n tarpor adore red hoye blush
kortam.....lipstick lagatam naa.... Emnitei ami powder makhinaa...but
you know i glow in make up...after a wow facial sudhu akta biraat boro
laal sindur er tip aar haate sanka pola ar anek anek churi jegulo abar
tui poriye diti ...chul chere saree pore haaat chipe berotam pandal
e...
Songe nite joriye?low cut blouse portam jaate anek ta pith dakha
jay...tui pithe haat diye thakti...
Just love you..
Am i getting mad in love with you...am loving it...the imaginations
are brutally painful....but aaadorable
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Babyling
Akhon jor nai..sudhu gham kuli kamin der moto :-)
bairer ta kamon amar dharona nei..karon ami akdom akta ghore akdom
absolutely alone..but i can estimate praaner anondo er utsab
cholche!!!!
bairer ta kamon amar dharona nei..karon ami akdom akta ghore akdom
absolutely alone..but i can estimate praaner anondo er utsab
cholche!!!!
Khub matha byatha korche - ar akta abujh pet byatha expecting some
magical fillers which can wane of the pain
...hoping beyond hopes... ei ja else shorir thik ache akhon..
Tui ki korchish?ami barite akdom aka achi..
JS or baba n pishimonider sathe beriyeche..hi fi seje guje...amar
jonyo naki buke kore thakur niye asbe..jate ami dekhte pai..
Tumi jodi kichu akta korte paro amay parle akbar phone koro..
Missing you so much..my life my love..
Sotti sobar kache jara normal lokjon tara koto normally khushi..
We are 2 abnoramal creatures being desperately in love with each
other...so amader kono anondo to durer kotha anonder kono ichha ii
thakte nei!!!!
Punishment for what i dont know..
U know what i want to confess u 1 thing...
Amar life e ami ja kichu bhalo kaj korechi if at all tar reward holi
tui and falling in love with you is the best thing ever done by me or
best thing ever happened to me..
U take care...love you so so so very much..
Missing you in my each and every pluses!!!
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Baby Jaaaan
Love you shona... Missing you too intensely...
Sorir ekhon kemon aache? Ektu better ki?
I love you so very much. Baire sobai koto anaondo korche, r amader prithibi ta andhokar.
Charidike utshob, poripurno nion alooy;
Amar prithibi, ghire asche adhar kalooy.
Love you re, helplessly. I'll do that for ever. You take care. Update me.
Pagoler moto valobashi toke.
Sorir ekhon kemon aache? Ektu better ki?
I love you so very much. Baire sobai koto anaondo korche, r amader prithibi ta andhokar.
Charidike utshob, poripurno nion alooy;
Amar prithibi, ghire asche adhar kalooy.
Love you re, helplessly. I'll do that for ever. You take care. Update me.
Pagoler moto valobashi toke.
Fwd: Missing you jaaannnuuu
---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: AKKA RAIN <akkainrain@gmail.com>
Date: Sun, 2 Oct 2011 16:00:03 +0530
Subject: Missing you jaaannnuuu
To: Akkainrain.cloud@gmail.com
From: AKKA RAIN <akkainrain@gmail.com>
Date: Sun, 2 Oct 2011 16:00:03 +0530
Subject: Missing you jaaannnuuu
To: Akkainrain.cloud@gmail.com
Jor esche abar friday r moto..only difference being a warmth called
life is not wrapping me...anymore..
Am missing you so so very much jaan..
Just to let you know that i know for sure j...
Amake tor theke beshi konodino kew bhalobasheni ...ar karo pokhye
beshi bhalobasha sombhob o noy...
Ar ami o toke pagoler moto bhalobashi re..n will love u forever n ever
each day more till death do us part...
Suye porchi..khub shivering laagche..
Uthe pore akta bhalo kore mishti blog korbo..anek anek bhalobasha
meshano blog...jegulo ajkal kothay hariye gache...
Love u so v much my baby hubby
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