Seal it with a Ring Feel it with a Flower

Cant think of doing anything
Without You in my Life
Be it the accessory of the the machine
Or a jewelery in my finger line


The Ring in my Finger can put to shame
Any other jewelery or a precious gem
Feeling like the blushing new bride
Shinning with love and immense pride.

Happy Anniversary Love with a new day to celebrate
Though with you Life is celebration every moment!!

Love You Till I Die

If you would have loved me more today as your wife
Loved some of my gestures loved a grace
I loved you more today as I took a lesson of life
Of how to love your love more in positive-ness

While both of us were in the same agony
Of a forceful parting in undying testimony
All through the time when I was succumbing
To a gloomy black-box with darkness setting
You have the unique capability of keeping
The "feeling of to love" more and more
Before everything, before every score

Before every settlement of Life and beyond
You always prove that its my Love which stand
The first place in my life and my entire existence
Its my Love which wins hands down always
I was deeply in love with you once more and for all
As I learnt how to give my Love the winning call
Even when you feel shackled and end up in sordid sadness
You have 2 options with you to feel about your existence

It might be easy one -one of feeling lifelessness
Or the One which you taught me today with amazement
To always think of my love and her happiness!!!
And that way you LOVE wins over ALL other sentiment
Even if you feel like sinking in an avid emptiness
Love you till I die or die for you in love of fulfillment!!!

Why did you let me go?

Why did you let me go when you know
I belong to you and only You
Why did you loose your grip and let me FALL
When you know I was dissolving in you and that is ALL
Right at that moment
When it was a long long farfetched
Impossible dream coming true ...
When we were mesmerized
With our level of unison hue...
Think alike dream alike feel alike be alike and love alike
When we are just about too much engrossed
Why without a clue .... the most horrifying
Of the ring tones has to scream to its co-existance ....
Drag each one of us from our embrace
And throw on the hard rocks of reality...
The moment when you are the softest
And most vulnerable and most fragile most committed
You will be whipped hardest
And thrown down on the stone floor with no one to hold....
And we will be okay to diverge our roads
In perfect X and trade for your most precious Y.

WHY!!!

Why do you have to leave me
To deal with the brutal world alone
The very moment when you want to hold me to your heart
Forever but you have to end up enact
To the rest of the world that
Am none to you And you are stranger to me.
Why??

Why do I have to uproot myself from your clutch
And rush
Run away from you run away from life
Avoid you avoid me avoid our love
Crying like a baby..
Mamma don’t leave me behind
Or papa carry me with you on your side....

And then what? Rush where ? Run away from whom?
Ignore what?? which you never get in lifetime?
Killing me and killing you
Hurting our baby every time
For people who have no meaning in life
But of whom we are scared of???
I have no answer....do you?
Love you till I die and die for you
Till such time I manage to survive.

Why do you leave me?

How are you my Baby.... Not able to sleep a bit Yesternight.... Your beautiful fragrance all over me didn't allow me to sleep.... It's so vivid and so real, can't take my mind of it for a single moment.... After living one of my fantacy, I had to leave you and get parted.... not able to cope up with that fact.... Not yet, and will never be.... Being with you was magical, still can't believe that happned.... But after that.... It's endless emptyness.... Take care.... Love You So much...

Back to Nowhere

rchd... to a land of unending desolution...blank n lost.. take care ... worried let me know here whether you are okay n reached safely...just 5 mins walking distance from u.. feeling like just running to you n dissolve in your embrace forevr...N ever

24th June

I experienced

The divine untouched bliss

Of the first ever Kiss

Felt like a fragile teenager in your arms

And like a feather in the whirlwind of emotions

"Gone With The Wind" felt like the heart so light

And started a life like a take off in the first flight

I love you...

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...
I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

I made you cry...

I'm Sorry Jaan

Forgive me, if you can....

It was our day. It was suppose to be the day of Grand calibration.
It was suppose to be the day of togetherness.
When My Sweety Pie got appreciated by the World for her effort and
I was the proudest father to cherish My Love’s success.
I was so very happy for her, that I can’t express…..

You waited and waited for me silently,
helped me in all possible ways to finish my work swiftly
Waited for me to finish my work and take me in your arms,
to make me dissolve in you and make me calm..

But alas! As a perfect idiot, I screwed up everything.
Babe, I know I messed up pretty bad,
I know I have hurt you, I made you cry,
I know you do not deserve any of this,
I know things can and will be better,
I know you still want this or you would not be here,
I know you are probably reading this and already know what I am saying but
I also know that we have a lot of life to live, together.

It’s what I do all the times. The time I am forced to spend apart from you, with utter loneliness and pain, I reflect that on YOU.
No one has ever had me the way you do.
I wonder sometimes why we are where we are,
For me at least I know it is because I love you, unconditionally, deepest from my heart.

Yes I do mess up sometimes and I wish I was perfect, but I am not.
It’s beautiful knowing that you know that and have accepted that and me.

Reverse LapTop Day

I just wish you to forget everything that mundane eyes see

I just wish you forget everything and come rushing to me

I just wish you forget everything and put your head to rest

I just wish you forget everything and find my lap your nest

I just wish to forget everything and run my fingers across your face

I just wish to forget everything and put your bruised heart to solace

I just wish to forget everything softly put you to sleep and remain awake

I just wish to forget everything and whisper words of love till dawns break

I just wish to forget everything and watch my love in peaceful slumber

I just wish to forget everything and watch your adonis face for hours

good morning

i dont know how you are and how you spent the night... i missed you violently over the long hours of sleepless melancholy fight..out of sight out of mind? Can this b true when everything is imbibed so very deep inside... missing you desperately my dear husband...v v intensely as every wife can want... missing her husband n silently shedding tear drops holding the pillow to her bosoms..not feeling like doing anything eat drink sleep or roam.. if only if we could have our tiny home..I REALLY CANNOT MISTREAT YOU LIKE THIS EOSIN NEITHER CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME... ARE'NT WE TOO PRECIOUS TO EACH OTHER.. TO CONVEY OUR LOVE WE ALWAYS NEED OTHER'S DISCRETION???                     DOES NATURE ALLOW U TO MISUSE THE MOST TREASURED GIFT OF YOURS JUST LIKE THIS? GIVE A CALL TO YOUR DYING SOUL ONCE YOU READ IF WITHIN LIMITS... NOT FEELING LIKE GOING TO WORK ANYMORE AS I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO LOOK FWD TO...CANT CONCENTRATE..FEELING FEEBLE DEAD NUMB DESPERATE

Eosin

They are numerous of them deep n bold, smoldered by those loving hands of gold..Marks r red cuts are sore but each one of them I do adore and crave for more From my core.... But the bruises  which r invisibly deep -beyond heart Cannot be composed they r too deeply cut....  I -perhaps know why the intrinsic pain is so deep n intense..its just inversely proportional to the happiness of TOGETHERNESS 

Happy Summer Solstice With a Twilight Red Kiss

Today is 21st June, the longest you have to wait for twilight.... Remember!!!!

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Yes I do and I also remember each and every small memoirs

And my longest wait to be in the coziness of my life partner

When you have to yearn a life ahead

To wait for your Twilight,blushing in Red

Or passionatey kissed before the sunset

Sometimes Love which comes after a life long wait

Just at verge of your life's steady state

You discover that finally you are in the arms of your soulmate

And then in the magical wands of love and nature

You feel like dying you feel like melting crushed by her

You feel suffocated in happiness a bliss untouched so far

You smile a mile long smile with not much reason

And what ever you do life becomes a celebration

To me the color of Love is Twilight Red

When I feel powerless in your embrace

To me the color of Love is Eosin Red

When I feel life once more after being dead

To me color of Love is Passionate Red

When I close y eyes as your lips touches my forhead

To me color of Love is A Bohemian In Red

When you caress me wildly in natures' bed.

Who is what in life?

Also God can determine whom you stay with, but its up to you who decides whom you cannot live without!!!

kitty morning

HAVE YOU SEEN THE MORNING MYSTIC DIEWY VIEW IF I WERE WITH YOU,, WOULD HAVE MADET IT FOR ME A LAPTOP DAY..WISH I COULD BE YOUR PET KITTEN THE CUDDLY CUDDLY WAY.

honey

sweetheart rchd a lil bak... miss u all over.. after a week was able to breathe today... just love you.. love you more than anything else... not getting the left black tape...need to search tommorrow.. u get it for me.... love u eosin...n baby eosin all the more

Not feeling well

Tried very hard
But not able to pull up
From the nadir of despair
Nothing is going right in life
Have deep cut my finger
With the first present a glass cut flower
You have given me long time before
Or perhaps not given by you and so it broke
It broke to pieces falling down on floor

Feeling just lost and blank
Will somehow able to sustain
Till you are back here
Will manage to sail alone
You just take care

Love You Dadly--Love You Madly

Very Happy Father's Day
Screams a tiny jubiliant voice in glee
Love you Daddy Love You Momma
The cacckling voice repeats in ecstacy

Love you so much to see the world
Riding over the top of your shoulder
Love to be cosy in warm caress of mom
As you wrap around me and her

I know perhaps I will never be born
My voice will remain unheard for
But I will be vivid in your heart
As the most doting child of a lovie-dovie pair

My eyes will sparkle in awe
As I would see you kissing my mom
In front of me, and I might be jealous
But deep inside I would for sure know
How much you love us together

Perhaps you would never get to hear
From me that you are
The best dad of the world
And how much me and mom
Would miss you for ever

When one day if you would be a father
Of a real Child just another
To whom you would be able to shower
All your love and care
We will be far off and cannot be there
From your overflowing love and affection
Of which we cant ask for a share
Far far off from human communication

Me and my mother in oblivion
As we will not be able to pass on
A customary congratulation
Neither be a party to the real world
I am all in yours' imagination

I will yearn but alas can never communicate
That how much I always love you dear
And how much I wish to be born and rear
By you and my loving mom both so rare
As I know I am very very horribly late
I will yearn but alas I can never communicate!!!!

But that wont deter me from wishing YOU
A Very Happy Father's Day
Though I wish -I might not be caressed by you
My incessant love for you will always convey

Love is something