Sorry, o rokom dhumketur moto hotath call korbar jonno... Asole pagoler moto kosto hochilo, chitkar korte eecha korchilo, parchilam na, tai call kore bosechilam...
Ami jani tomar o ek e obostha, tai tomar kosto ta na komiye ulte ami amarta tomar ghare chapeye deyechi... Really felt bad... Parle khoma koro...
I'm OK! Don't worry. You take care..
Love you. Kal call korbo office theke. That too jodi life vikha deye sei sujog ta.
I hate my helplessness. Am I an emotionally handicapped person? Who has evrything but the right to meet his love.
Are you sure You are sorry?If you are sorry then you should be ashamed of yourself..and yes you are emotionally handicapped...!!
ReplyDeleteWe are emotionally handicapped all the times we act to the tunes of the world..barring may be the fraction of the time when you could really have the guts that kosto hochhe ar parchinaa and so I would rather place the phone call than withdrawing myself..
she might or might not pick up the phone..thats her call..
Also if I would not have taken the call in front of everyone then I would have been emotionally more disabled than I what I always am under "NORMAL" circumstances..
Na re jaan, emotional ablity is not only in the the fact that I want to call her and its upto her whether she picks up the call or not... There are many other things involved..
ReplyDelete1. Would my call put her in a situation where people would should and harass her due to this call?
2. What if she is not able to take the call even knowing I'm calling. Desperation e to bechari chotfot korte thakbe sarakhon, j isss call ta korte parlam na. That would be more painful to her.
E gulo hoyto kothao khub important hoye jay when you love someone from deepest of your emotion.