Insights

1. That was neither fever nor shivering..
I have faced this before not once but several times when i miss you
too intensely the mind knows i can be nowhere near you but heart n
body being dumb fails to contemplate the fact and manifests its
helpless frustrations in this format....i might be wrong but amar erom
hoyeche...3/4 times...

2. Am not worrying just dying... Worry kore kichu korte parbo
ki?nothing...u are in safe hands and custody of your family..
Neither can i carry you nor can i worry..so simply dying inside..

3.they are predictable ppl..but not only predoctable something beyond..
This is called "porecho joboner haate ..khana khete habe sathe"
syndrome.. They will not give you any space just that..

U can perhaps relate aage aage tumi bolte par anek anek somoy on
smaller pretexts or ma er bari giye thakto....but akhon ar ak din o
jabe naa..
One reason is in their absence we might communicate..
But also there is a deeper reason which is they know even if we to do
not communicate we spend better time being alone left to solitude n
non intereference..
Which is impossible for them to acknowledge that their companionship
is is no more desired even if we are individually alone..
And thats why they will never give that space to us...
Simply ghare chepe bose thakbe... Till you cant move ur head and
suffer from tremendous neck pain bearing the double weight...

Take care love

--
Sent from my mobile device